itsjocey

A friend isnt perfect I know,
but even the imperfect friendship can be perfect,
So what is a friendship?
Is it where your best friend
yells at you for being different?
Is a friend the one that picks out all 
your flaws?
Im confused in what a real friend
is because of all your lies and all this time.
I thought you were my friend,
I believed you were
but all you did was pick out my flaws
and yell at me about it infront of everyone? 
What kind of friend is that?
Yes I understand youre trying to make motivate me
to lose weight, to speak slower, to be normal,
but theres a limit to everything.
And I've had it
you only want me for advice
you call me your best friend yet
you get mad at me because you couldnt find tickets to a concert?
AND IM THE ONE TO BLAME?
Then I dissapear to not cause problems and you tell me on facebook dont
talk to me?
WHEN ALL I DID WAS A FAVOR TO YOU?
How are you my friend?
Every morning I would walk 30 minutes to your house to make you go to school
because I actually cared
every time something happened
out of all your friends I WAS THE
ONLY ONE HAVING YOUR BACK!
All the topics were about you
you told me so many things that I would never even repeat becuase thats
how much i knew you trusted me
you hurt me in so many ways
I couldnt have friends
but you could have all your friends you wanted
I actually cared.
Why didnt you?