my sister thinks im crazy because i love pain, it makes me feel
like im alive, but i have never cut, i never will, i resent
cutting, not the people who do, just the action itself, so i push
myself to the limit, or at least i did. Until she came and then she
just left, with no warning, and now i have a void in me, one that i
need to fill, but i don't know how...