Here's my plan, and it's actually quite simple: Tonight..
at around 11 p.m. I will go to the parks lighthouse. It's
approximatley 160 feet tall. I plan on bringing some alcohol and
drugs with me. I'm going to get drunk. I shall also bring some
pills. I will take as much as possible. It will numb me. And when
I'm done. I'm going to jump. 160 feet down. Into the rocks
and water. There's no way in hell I will come out clean, and
maybe I'll die. Maybe I'll end up paralyzed. Maybe I'll
forget my memory. Forget everyone. Forget what happened. Start
fresh. Yes, that is what I will do. Jump.