jaclyn99

shes got bite marks on her tongue
from the words she never said

It's so lonely here
I can't shed a tear
I stand outside of the circle 
Waiting for a miracle
Watching everyone inside
While I go inside myself and hide
Trying to heal the burn
While I secretly yearn 
To be just like them
I'm done being the problem
I just want to belong
It's been so long
Since i could rely on someone
Without the fear of ending alone
Where once was sorrow but fire
Now is numbness and such a tire
My feelings have vanished 
To feel anything, even tarnished 
Would be a welcome relief
I am done with beliefs 
Nothing can save me now
It is time for the final bow. 
~ written by me

i wish you could see
the monster you made me be

i dont know what's wrong

i dont know why i feel the way i do

i only know it's killing my very being

eating me from the inside out

silly little naive girl, they've seen your scars

they just don't care

i am slowly sinking deeper and deeper into an ocean of dangerous thoughts, and you are standing on the shore, watching me drown.

this place makes me miserable... i wanna be where i can be happy and feel like i belong

everyone thinks i'm cute, innocent, and sweet and i mean, i am, but im also sexy, kinky, and wild as f_ck

I love the One Direction song, Don't Forget Where You Belong. But it makes me think, how can I forget where I belong, if I never knew where I belong?

You hurt yourself on the outside... Trying to kill the monster on the inside