jacquixjinxed

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You know me.
I've   never   told   you,              but you know, don't you?
That   look   in   my   eyes,                the one that tells you 
how   scared               I   really   am
The funny thing is,             I don't know what I'm scared of
Yet you know, because so help me,      every single  time,
You are what makes                          the nightmares stop.
 

CONGRATULATIONS,
the  only  thing  you  proved  is  that                I  can  do  better  than  you

Sometimes, I relapse
I remember exactly just   how unhappy   I am
And       even  in  the    face   of       something
beautiful,
I find myself always   thinking of you...  of me...
Of what we used to be   or   could have been
What     we     almost     were ...

Don't worry, I'm fine.

I'm not sad,    left here,    waiting     for you.
You have    more important     things to do.
I've become what I thought I'd never be.
I've become a     meaningless   nonentity. 
Pick that phone honey,       give me a call.
I have  been    waiting  for  you,     after all.
There's   nothing    I'd   rather   hear you say
Than    "Want to hang out   on  Saturday?"
Nonetheless,            that chance seems slim

This is my broken friendship hymn.