jade_babyxx

dear best friends-

i like you. a lot, obviously, since i'm writing this to you. you probably have no clue. or maybe you do. you did, a long time ago, but i was an idiot and told you it wasn't true. you are such a good person. if i had just met you today i would still love you. i've liked you since kindergarten you know. it's not because you are amazingly good looking, which you are. its because you're everything i love. you're funny, good natured, you don't complain, you listen to me, you're nice to everyone, even those people with no friends at all, you joke around, you stick up for me, and we used to talk a lot, until i stopped texting you, i thought i annoyed you... now i wish i hadn't. i wish we still texted every day like we used to, even if it was annoying. it killed me when you went out with my best friend, when you'd only known her for a month... but who was there for you when you broke up? who texted you until 4 am telling you it was going to be all right? do you remember?

There are just a couple of things that I thought I should tell you. I learned these while I was the object of your guy's
affection. First of all, don't be frightened if he smothers much more love on you than you had expected. Don't be surprised if
he treats you much better than any other guy you have ever met. And let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully
to every word you say, even when you're just speaking quietly. Also, you should know that he remembers everything you will
say. He's hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. If you do hurt him, then you'll have to pay the
price of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes, and watch the light in them fade. But if this happens,all
is not lost- a kiss and an "I love you" can heal anything. And please, don’t say I love you to him, unless you really mean it,
nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. Sometimes, he won't tell you what he is feeling, but... just know
that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn't right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes and you will be
able to see into him. You can see everything he is feeling, everything he is thinking, everything that isn't right with him... He
won't ever try to hurt you, because he just isn't that way, so please don't hurt him because if you do, I don't think I could ever
forgive you. I don't think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world than knowing that you have the boy that I love and
knowing that you hurt him. You should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth
fighting for... He will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be
feeling. Though he may act mature, most of the time, once he's given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his
silliness will make your heart smile, in a way that words can not explain. Don't hold a tight grip on him,let him go and be part of
the world and experience new things. You will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. Sometimes, he
will need his space, but don't worry... He'll always make time for you and even when you're not around, you'll be in his
thoughts. You will find that he isn't like any other guy that you have met, so please don't take him for granite. When it comes
to who he hangs out with, don't get mad when he's talking to another girl. He's only telling them what a great person he thinks
you are. Remember, He likes blue better than green, brunettes, cloth over leather, music over poetry, and even though he
won't admit it, he really does like to be surprised. He is less tough than he may appear, you just have to take the time and let
him bring down his guard... He is so sweet and so amazing and know that if you ever leave him, you will break his heart apart,
the same way that my heart breaks apart, as I sit here writing this to you. Don't ever try to pull him away from his dreams. He
is going to be an extremely successful soccer player and won't ever let you give up on your dreams, either. He will encourage
you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. He likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better
than hugging each other. Just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his and when it does,it seems as if nothing in the world
could hurt you, because he is there. And when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will
know, there isn't any guy in the world better than him... Don't ever let him go. You will regret doing so, for the rest of time...