jahan

Status: taste the frickin' rainbow!
Joined: June 8, 2012
Last Seen: 3 years
user id: 306717
Location: mars
Gender: F


IMAGINE DRAGONS . THE CAB . COLDPLAY . THE FRAY . SIA . RIHANNA 
GROUP LOVE . CAROLINA LIARS . EMINEM . TAYLOR SWIFT. OMAR LYNX
ZEDS DEAD . ABBA . OASIS . GABRIELLE APPLIN . ED SHEERAN . THE XXX
ANGEL . DEMI LOVATO . TROYE SIVAN . JESSIE J . MAROON 5 .  SIMPLE PLAN
THE SCRIPT . LINKIN PARK . THE LUMINEERS . GOO GOO DOLLS . AVRIL LAVIGNE
EDWARD SHARPE  AND THE MAGNETIC ZEROS . REGINA SPEKTOR .  GLEE CAST .
CRHISTINA PERRI . 
IYAZ . TINIE TEMPAH . KARINE POLWART .  BEYONCE . ADELE .





 





why, fancy seeing you here! 
good day, reader! somehow you have stumbled onto my witty! 







check out my blog, suscribe and follow ;D

http://cornerotu.blogspot.co.uk/

Read my story? :D


http://thewritersabyss.blogspot.co.uk/




also, go follow my awesome friend staaystroong, she's amazing and i'm lucky to know her, 
got a problem with her, you got a problem with me, so follloooooow heeeerr ;D

Haaaaaaaacked!
YEES THAT'S RIGHT I'M HACKING YOU. I'M A REBEL LIKE THAT. OH YEAH.

I must admit 'Jay', even though I always laugh and mock at all the stupid little things you always say, I do love you deep (deep deep deep deep deep deep like seriously does someone have a shovel coz this b'tch is deeeeeep lol jk) down. In fact, not deep down, I love you steeply up (?). I don't have to tell you the amount of times you've helped me out, because you already know. I love you this much:
(     )
no this much:
(                 )
wait no this much:
(                                 )

Jk, brakets and a space bar aren't enough to show you my never endling love for you. It's a shame your an insociable potato and never leave your house. More people need to see your sexxy face. And soft hair (even though you cover it). And your perfect figure. And your honest eyes. (kay I'll just leave before I get too homosexual) (not that there's anything wrong with homosexuals)  (some of my best friends are homosexual) (Jk, you know I have no friends) (I just think we should take this somewhere else) (Somewhere private ;)

follow her and she'll have sex with you
- Fatima (staaystroong
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wearestarstuff 5 years ago
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I AM BACK
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MaddyWaddy 6 years ago
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you have to click on the picture that looks like a stack of cards and then a list of games show up but you have to be talking to a person to play a game with them. it's probably my favorite addition to witty
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jahan 6 years ago
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ahhh cool thank you!!
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MaddyWaddy 6 years ago
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you're welcome :3
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Sunny* 6 years ago
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Also are you a muslim?
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jahan 6 years ago
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I've forgotten my stardoll username,sorry! but yeah, I'm a muslim :D how about yourself, what religion do you follow?
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Sunny* 6 years ago
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Im a muslim and my religion is Islam
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jahan 6 years ago
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SALAM ALAYKUM! :D
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Sunny* 6 years ago
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Im a muslim and my religion is Islam
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Sunny* 6 years ago
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I have stardoll but can i have your stardoll so i can add you.
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Sunny* 6 years ago
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Hey thanks for favorting my quote and I have to say you have a Beautiful profile.
Anyways do u have stardoll????
see u around.
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha you're welcome and thank YOU for the spam of likes! :D yeah i do but i haven't used it in years! you?
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compliments 6 years ago
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Hello, my dear! I just wanted to say that you're very beautiful. You're gorgeous, smart, kind and a very cool person! If you ever need someone to talk, I'm here for you. Don't ever doubt yourself, because you're perfect just the way you are! Stay strong and absolutely awesome! Hope you have a fantabulous day, dear! :) x
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jahan 6 years ago
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wow thank you aha :D x that goes for you too!
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Amenah 6 years ago
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the gifs on your profile omg<3

haha yep, i'm a muslim. :D
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha thanks, and SALAM ALAYKUM UKHTI KAYFA HALUK???!! if you don't speak arabic sorry, SALAM ALAYKUM SISTAH HOW IS YOU DOINNNN??!
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Amenah 6 years ago
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Wa'alaikamu sallam. Ahahaa, no i don't speak arabic, i'm not from there.

I'm okay. :D:D
hbu?
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jahan 6 years ago
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i'm not either lol i'm good alhamdulillah, where are you from?
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Derek_McEpic 6 years ago
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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ommg dis iz lyk so lyk awkkz omg hi
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jahan 6 years ago
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DAFUQ B.TCH GET OF MA PAGE BLAD!!! jk hi... uhm.... i kinda.. love you...<3....
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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i..uh..i kinda love you too
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jahan 6 years ago
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won't be seeing you in maths anymore :/
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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Ugh shut up did she actually give you a date and stuff. Because if not, I doubt it'll happen it's the stupidest thing I've ever heard.
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jahan 6 years ago
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yes she did she said from january im in the other class
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jahan 6 years ago
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DAFUQ B.TCH GET OF MA PAGE BLAD!!! jk hi... uhm.... i kinda.. love you...<3....
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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I HATE YOU YOU NEVER TALK TO ME HERE I ALWAYS COME HOME LATE FROM WORK EXHAUSTED EXPECTING YOU TO HAVE COOKED ME UP ONE FIIIINE DINNER BUT YOUR ALWAYS JUST OUT WITH ANOTHER GIRL AND I'M SICK OF THIS IS I REALLY AM. YOU LOOK REAL CUTE IN YOUR KIK PICTURE BY THE WAY.
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jahan 7 years ago
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IM SORRY I TRY BUT I HATE HAVING THE HOUSE EMPTY ALL DAY HOW DO YOU THINK IT FEELS? AND I DONT NEED TO COOK YOU NO FINE DINNER MY FOOD KNOWS YOU BEEN CHEATING ON IT WITH THAT SUBWAY SHIZZLE DONT TRY AND PUT THE BLAME ON ME HERE IM WAY PAST SICK IM LIVING OFF VOMIT AND DAMN GIRL DONT YOU THINK I KNOW HOW SMEXY I AM?! JK HEY THANKS ;D AND NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY STUPID CHILD
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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WELL IT'S NOT MY FAULT MY BABY SUBWAYS HAS SOME FLAVOR!!!! OH AND THANK YOU I WAS UNSURE I'M SO GLAD WE DON'T HAVE SCHOOL.
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jahan 7 years ago
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ikr me too btw if teachers or anything or students ask why im not in DO NOT TELL THEM IM WARNING YOU DONT DO IT FATIMA DONT
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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Even though I'm quite intimidated at the moment I'm still ganna do it coz you won't be there to sit on me afterwards MWAHAHAHAHAHAH. Sorry, I uh.. I won't utter a word Kismee.
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jahan 7 years ago
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you'd better not :E and mayn dis coffee goowd
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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Good? GOOD?! IT'S REAL FRICKEN AMAZING MY MUM HAS STOPPED BUYING IT NOW THOUGH ONLY BUYS SOMALIAN ONES THAT I DON'T DRINK COZ SHE SAYS IT'S BAD FOR ME AND I HATE TEA AND HOT CHOCOLATE SEE HOW I'VE BEEN DEPRIVED OF WARM BEVERAGES IN AUTUMN WHY ME WHYYYYY???!!!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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OHMYGAWD YOU POOR CHILD COME TO MY HOUSE I WILL FEED YOU COFFEE IN BUCKETS FULL COME CHILD COME
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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THY KINDNESS CANNOT BE DESCRIBED
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jahan 7 years ago
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quite right B) < that looks way cooler on kik -.- hey im good at this face stuff now lol
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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hahahahah true and yes you are. I've trained you well young warlock.
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jahan 7 years ago
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BTW OMFD DAN AND PHIL WERE ON FRIDAY DOWNLOAD LIKE BLOODY HELLL SERIOLUSLY I HAD NO RESPECT FOR TEH SH0OW BUT NOW IM TOTALLY GONNA WATCH THAT EPISDODE FAOKSDJFAOKSDGNSOFPGOASJRA;J OMG THEY WERE ON FRIDAY DOWNLOAD S;FOAIJWEROIQA[ OKRF'APODSFPOIAJESP FOAPEOWIFDJ ERHMGAAGOOOOOOOD THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS THEM NOW ALKDSJF;AJS;GF JA;ODFJ;APOIWJDF IM LITERALLY SPAZZING, WHEN I SAW THEM I GASPED AND JUST KEPT POINTING AT THE SCREEN AND MY DAD KEPT ASKING ME WHAT WAS WRONG BUT I COULDNT. EVEN. SPEAK.
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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ahhahahahHAHAHAHSHAHHSHSADFEBJGBIJUJEFWJHJFDJRJFRJREU THIS IS NOT OK THIS IS NOT OK I NEED TO SEE THIS NOOOOOWWWW GRJNFKDGK,KJGTGTGTF
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jahan 7 years ago
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TO IPLAYER CHILD TO IPLAYER!!!
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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TO IPLLAYYERRRRRR!!
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jahan 6 years ago
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WHPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP BALLE BALLE
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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HHOOOWWSSS YOURR MUUMMMM
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jahan 6 years ago
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she's geting better alhamdulillah but she's got blood tests and stuff please make dua thanks for asking :* xox
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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alhamdulilah ok and ain't no thaanng but a chicken waanngg
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jahan 6 years ago
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hell not! btw im taking all my art work and doing it at my aunts house the night before like a good girl should.
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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umm..good girls do it the day it was given...and btw you never did tell me your tumblr url
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jahan 6 years ago
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tell me yours :D i gave you a link to mine ages ago stupid :P and uhmm.. that would be like three weeks ago. lol no.
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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loooll kaaay http://forever-and-always-fs.tumblr.com/ still needs some editing but thhhereee
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jahan 6 years ago
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it's so cool how dyou format it liike that?? i need to log in and find mine lol gimme amin
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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okoookkokk lol and thanks
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jahan 6 years ago
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ok i logged in just for you, my url is ireallydontunderstandus.tumblr.com ok it's really cr.p and IM SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT SO LONG :( :* i hope you find the salvation and glory that you were looking for
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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Looool I really like it <3
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jahan 6 years ago
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hehe thank you :D i love yours :D
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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what are we talking about?
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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what are we talking about?
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jahan 6 years ago
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lol tumblr... hey how dyou change your username?!!
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I'm Cool.* 6 years ago
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go on ur pic then account setting and it should be there and btw are u ok now (btw that means tell me why u were upset) (btw bye)
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jahan 6 years ago
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that is so cool and youre asking me why i was upset?
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jahan 6 years ago
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that is so cool and youre asking me why i was upset?
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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Btw, do we have school on monday?
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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Hi. I go to your school, in fact I'm in the same class as you. My name is Fatima. We don't know each other really well. Just thought I would let you know that I've joined this site.
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jahan 7 years ago
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oh.. um hi this is awkward... YOU'RE BACK I LOVE YOU MARRY ME AGAIN OH THE FATES :')
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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So how's the whole school thing going? What did your parents say..?
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jahan 7 years ago
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they were dissappointed but alhamdulillah the duas paid off and im alright alhamdulillah :')
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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WOOOP WOOOP BALLE BALLE so how are youuuu ?x
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jahan 7 years ago
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me gusta you gusta? please be gusta i like when you gusta im not entirely sure what gusta means but its something like good or i like... im thinking most probably the latter... meh
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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mmeeeeehhh details. I'm very gusta, very gusta indeed.
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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MWAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAH
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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k bye
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jahan 7 years ago
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bye? come back man I NEED YOU BTW DONT TELL THE GUYS BUT UHM MY CAMERA CHARGER ISNT IN MY SIGHT DO NOT WORRY I WILLL HAVE IT DONE MY DADS GETTING A NEW CABLE AND I HAVE PEOPLE TO INTERVIEW INSHA'LLAH IT SHALL BE DONE
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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hahahahahahhahah I won't dw I don't even care about it you now the controlled assessment thingy is it for citz or history anyway I'm lost as heelllll
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jahan 7 years ago
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im behind on literally ALL my coursework....
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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Well done you're nusrathing your way through life again I see. I think I have some copies for you and don't call it coursework makes us sound so grown up we still cry when the tuck shop's closed lets just keep calling it all homework.
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jahan 7 years ago
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lool alright haha :D awww thanks! copies of what though lol, citizenship??
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I'm Cool.* 7 years ago
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YEAAAHHH
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jojo* 7 years ago
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i love your about me section c:
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha aww thank you! im glad you do :D i didnt think anyone actually read it lol... i love your page its awesome! :D
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*VA VA VOOM* 7 years ago
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That f/ck you gif is probably the best I've ever seen.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha thank you! :D it conveys my thoughts perfectly ;)
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jahan 7 years ago
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to idiots that is
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eleph4nt 7 years ago
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hi.
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jahan 7 years ago
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ello ello :D
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EpicGal5150 7 years ago
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do you want to chat me
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jahan 7 years ago
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Sure if you want :)
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EpicGal5150 7 years ago
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how about right now?
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jahan 7 years ago
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sure :)
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Zoë* 7 years ago
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Hey:) thanks for the fave. I also love Imagine Dragons.
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jahan 7 years ago
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You're very welcome! And they're amazing! What other music dyou listen to? :)
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kristabff 7 years ago
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ELLO ELLO
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jahan 7 years ago
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what be going down, my dear?
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kristabff 7 years ago
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IM SORRY THAT JUST MADE ME LAUGH
you put "what be going down" and then added "my dear" oh gosh
haha not much, you?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha that was the purpose ;)
and same here, just got back from a little fair, i rode one of those bull things that you had to try and hold onto, and i gotta say i did pretty well lol although i lost most of my dignity in the process
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kristabff 7 years ago
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haha (:
omfg that's so cool i've always wanted to do that
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol it was so much fun, a real work out for the thighs and arms haha, im aching now :D
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Fat Amy* 7 years ago
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Imagine Dragons, the cab, that one Breakfast Club picture, i love the rock sign or satan signs, we dont lol here, that one smoking thing im not sure what it is but its really cool, and new girl.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha lol thanks! :D i just saw that guy and thought it looked realy funny and camp so i put it on my page haha
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Fat Amy* 7 years ago
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No problem. I saw that we had some things in common so i followed.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha that sounds cool :d so what's it that you noticed?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Oh my gosh. I'm about to cry. I missed witty and you so much! I'm in Mexico on vacation and there's no freaking Internet. My cousin knows how to hack into wifi things and he helped me. I think I can go to jail for this, but I needed witty!!!! I am so so so so so so so sooooooo sorry. I'll buy you all the chocolates in the world to show how sorry I am that it took my almost a month to reply. So how've you been?
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jahan 7 years ago
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awwwwww lol thats so sweet hahaha :D its ok, its ok, dont get yourself arrested lol :D hows mexico? and im goood thanks, either really up or really down no inbetweens lol, and I PASSED MY END OF YEAR EXAMS oh thank god what relief :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Mexico is hot and really sunny, yet I haven't tanned on bit. I know what you mean with the really up or really down thing. Right now, I'm just feeling indifferent. A crocodile could pass by and I'd just say, "If you don't mind, I'm going to continue being on Witty. Thank you very much." I'm guessing you're feeling really up since you passed your exams! I don't know if I passed mine. My parents never tell me my grades. I just find the report card and that's how I find out :) Congrats on your exams :) Yay!!!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol haha and yeah im gad :D thank you! :D lol i was doing some charity work at this fete yesterday and i went BLACK seriously i tanned so much lol and cos i wear a hijab mky face and chest are now two different colours lol :S :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Really? Wow haha :D. At least you tan! Oh, and I'm so proud of you for doing charity :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol haha awww thank you! :D its wierd that i tan cos im already brown haha what about you though, mexico must be browning that skin of yours! or are you burning up instead?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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neither, lol. I've stayed inside for a while now. I might go to a few pool parties. I hope I'll tan then. My arms did get tanner, though. Since all I've been wearing are skinny jeans, my legs haven't tanned. I'm gonna tan. I promise. One of these days I will.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha, that sounds fun! lool,go out and enjoy yourself silly girl, go crazy haha :d enjoy the sun that england sadly doesnt have lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I'm already crazy, don't worry :) That sucks, that England doesn't have any sunshine. You can over to Mexico, so we can both tan :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha, totally, we can sit and sun bathe and i'll become even blacker ;) i have this friend whos half libiyan half moroccan, and shes white, and i compared the skin on my legs (untanned) to her skin, and they were the same colour.... this is extremely unusual for a person of dark skin lol wtf
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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what... there is supposed to be a question mark after what, but I cant find it on this keyboard. sorry... any who, maybe youre the same skin color because she tans her legs while you dont(there`s supposed to be another question mark, but I cant find it) so are you on vacation now(question mark)
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol no she doesnt tan anything haha... i just tan too easily dear god my skin is weird..... also, school finishes next tuesday!!! whooooooooooo!!! hows your holiday going? :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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My vacation is pretty great :) instead of going to sleep like a normal person, I called up some people and went to go get tacos. Then I went to a carnival thing. Another time, at the same carnival but at a different day, I bought a foam spray thing and I sprayed random kids with it. Then it turned into an all out war of foam. Those are some examples of what's been going on with my life lately. Yay!!!!!! So know you're on vacation? Woot woot! Any who, how's your vacation going?
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha! thats so cool! lucky you, that sounds so fun! and lol mine started yesterday... its ramadan so im just hungry and tired at the moment from fasting lol, and seriously a foam war, sounds awesome haha :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I don't know how you do it. I try to go without food for 5 seconds, and my stomach seriously starts to throw a civil war. Major exaggeration, I know. The foam war was awesome :) I had a mini little foam war like two days ago. My hair is literally dead from all the foam that was sprayed onto it. Since I was like more than half an hour from my house by foot, I couldn't get home to immediately wash my hair. That was the only setback. Everything else was great. Well, actually there were these idiots that started whistling at either me or the girls that I was hanging out with. I'm going with the latter. Obviously. What about you? What else has been going on? Oh, and how long is your vacation then? Mine's from June to the end of August. So around 2 months. Yours?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha, nah im sure they were interested in you ;) and im glad youre having fun! i felt like i was going insane from boredom after just two days of no school haha, never would have thought it... ramadan hasnt been that hard, surprisingly i havent actually been that hungry, just a little sick here and there, and yeah mines two months too, beginning of september it ends :D so are you with your family and stuff from mexico? how long you staying there?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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So you get out of school in July and go back in September? Yeah, my family lives here in Mexico :) I hadn't seen them in 4 years, so I almost didn't recognize them. Like the guys that went to puberty, they freaking grew two feet and got deeper voice, so I didn't know they were relatives. I'm staying till August. I used to live in Chicago, but now I'm moving to Oklahoma. When I go back to the U.S. I'll be heading to Oklahoma city, not Chicago. It's so sad..... but I'll meet new people, right? I hope they're nice. From what some people tell me, there's a lot of gossip. I like gossip. I think it's fun, but I don't like to be in it. Smell what I'm cooking?(Get what I'm saying? Catch what I'm throwing?) I went swimming yesterday and it was fun :) My muscles are all tired now, though. Do you know how to swim? I kinda do. I looked like an idiot while trying to swim. I was just flailing my arms and legs. I'm such an idiot. It was still fun. You? What are you planning to do for the summer?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha new adventures, you'll defoo make new friends, and nah i dont know how to swim sadly :( im basically on my laptop trying to work out tumblr lol i think im going insane from bored seriously this is all so pointless life is just like mehh these days, relying on stupid things (stupid people) to make me happy, but its harder than i thought getting used to it :( sorry stupid rambling. im glad youre hacing fun! :D and dont worry, be as stupid as you want, just have fun doing it and stay safe :D im stuck at home for pretty much all summer oh well
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Why are you stuck home? Oh, and I know how it feels to be a newbie on tumblr. You'll get used to it. I have a tumblr. Do you want me to follow you? You're missing all your friends from school, right?
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jahan 7 years ago
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yeah its boring lol :( and yes pleeease, what be thy tumblr? ;D im glad youre having fun at least, i;ll just have to find something to do to stop myself from going mad haha ;D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Guideline for not going mad-
1. You can't stop yourself from going crazy. We all are, or at least the best of us are. It's just that we try to act sane, because society has given us standards and we try to meet them, so we hide ourselves away and try to fit in. Society has told us that we can't think this way or that way because it's weird, but hey, we're all weird. Some of us just try to act normal. What is normal anyway? Normal, at least to me, is being yourself. Normal is being crazy. Normal is being perfect, because you are you and no one can change that. We have all gone mad.
Okay, I'm done being a wannabe philosopher. Any who, thy tumblr is: http://weirdmusiclover.tumblr.com/
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jahan 7 years ago
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i love your page! :D and thank you haha that was inspiring! :D although boredom's a b.tch and i cant change the things making me feel like sh/t so i've got to get used to it :D you are followed! also please excuse the cr/ppiness of my page im new to this stuff :$
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Thank you, thank you :) You're age is awesome! My page was crap when I first started. It was blank and it didn't have anything! It looked so sad. Now I fixed it up! You're page looks awesome. Don't worry.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha thanks! :D im gettting the hang of all this stuff :D so what you up to right now? when you leaving mexico?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I don't want to leave Mexico :( I love it here! I'm leaving at the end of July/ beginning of August. I haven't bought any school supplies yet. I don't even have the list... I'm such a rebel. Just kidding.
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jahan 7 years ago
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awww, you can go back, and anyway you've got plenty of time left! and hahaha they actually give you a list of stuff to get? wow lol. we just bring pens and whatever and they give us our books and lockers. ect. i've been entertaining myself through youtubers for a bit and i feel cheered up to some extent, and also your comments do make me smile :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Lucky! With my huge family, we spend hundreds of dollars each school year fot the supplies. Then they ask for things we then don't ever use. Such a waste! We try to reuse some of the supplies, but they can change stuff an be more specific. We might get Crayola crayons, but then they'll want Roseart crayons or something. Aw!!! They do? You know how much I love to make people smile? A lot. I really like to make people smile. Now I'm all giddy! Okay, I'm calmed down a bit. Hehehe :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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what? weirdos gosh whats the difference :S and hahaha they do and so do you lol :D its nice to call someone halfway across the world my friend :D and im glad that makes you happy lol i like to make people smile too, so let me know whenever i can ;)
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Right now :) I never imagined knowing someone this much that is so far away. What's your fave color? Movie? What do you look for in a guy?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha! :D well, fave colour, electric blue, i have loads of fave movies, st trinnians, taken, die hard with a vengance, the boy in the striped pyjamas, and as for guys.... lol this is gonna be long, you asked for it :P alright, they HAVE to be funny, and WITTY you have no idea how much i value that in a person lol. i like people that are clever, like just random knowladge about random stuff haha, and someone thats a good person in general, and seriously being good with kids omfd so cute, and when they tease you and stuff thats just like ooohmygod adorable hehe <3 wow i sound so typical now.... lol oh well... i have kinda high standards for someone as average as myself... how about you? i redirect the same questions to you ;D x
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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My favorite color is hot pink. Like Hot, neon pink. Favorite movies: The Ward, Pan's Labyrinth, and Penelope. I freaking love The Boy In The Striped Pajamas. I'm going to start crying just thinking about it. So, so sad. What I look for in a guy is that he's respectful. He HAS to be respectful. He also has to be a dreamer. Someone that has hope. He of course, like you said, has to be funny. He doesn't has to be a comedian. He just has to have a sense of humor. At least enough to make me smile, ya know? Yes. He has to be witty. He has to be freaking witty. I also really like when guys that have this shy/awkward side to them. I love it when they try to say something cute or something, but they get all twisted up and end up sheepishly turning around and scratching their neck in embarrassment. Gah, so adorable. Then, they have to put effort in things, be hard working in things that they have passion in. They have to be passionate about something. He also has to be TOLERANT. He doesn't have to be the next Einstein, but he just has to have common sense, you know? Wise, but a genius. He also has to have good taste in music. Then on to physical features, I don't know why, but I love shoulder blades. Like when you could see the muscle through their shirt. I don't know. Weird, huh? I know. I just love muscular backs. Especially the shoulder blades. My taste in guys is probably the most specific and the highest in standards. Your comment was so much fun to read :) I have someone in mind while I was typing mine, but I'll never see him again, so I'll just keep hoping and searching for another guy that fits my ridiculously high standards. I don't meet any of my standards, just so you know :) Were you thinking of someone in specific?
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jahan 7 years ago
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HAHA OMG I HAVE A THING FOR SHOULDER BLADES TOO! :o I didnt mention it cos i thought it might sound wierd, so i didnt write it, but in the music video in stay when miky ekko was standing i was gawping at his shoulder blades lol... and omg you must tell me all about this guy :D and i guess i kinda was thinking of someone that does fit into all those categories... ;)
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Dude, I went and saw that video just to see his shoulder blades and...just.... hot dam... that was beautiful. I'm going to watch that video just for his shoulder blades from now on. And about this guy.... I know nothing about him, besides the fact that he is ridiculously attractive. http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwfrs6ciuf1qk9t29o1_500.jpg Kind of like him, but with dark eyes and more muscle. He looks like a mix of him and him: http://24.media.tumblr.com/f5c365082cb80a07d8aedc74b142365e/tumblr_mf7cuyQ5Qj1s0i19jo1_500.jpg but more attractive. I can't really describe him. I'll try. So, he has a square jaw. A strong, defined square jaw. Then he had dark eyes and a tan. His hair was shortish. It was short in the back, but it had fullness in the front. His muscles were pretty big and muscular. Also, he's pretty medium height. Not too tall, not too short. About my height. Also, he was probably like 17 years old. I know nothing about his personality. He seems nice though. Oh, and we made eye contact once. Just once. Now tell me about your guy :) From physical characteristics to his personality.
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jahan 7 years ago
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omfd the first guy was so damn good looking... and ikr! watching the video just for micky ekkos back :O :D and haha where did you meet him? and there's not much i can really say about mine, in case he sees this lol i'd die if he ever realised i was typing about him, i'd literally go and hide under a rock till the end of time
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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My "guy" will never ever see this, so I don't have to worry. If he could then I wouldn't have written any of the things I wrote/typed. I didn't necessarily "meet" him. I just saw him every Sunday at church. Then once, I saw him at the park that was down the street from my house. The thing is, he was holding a girl's hand. I freaked out, because I was seriously not expecting to see him, or his girlfriend. I was with two friends and I was looking up "mastiff"(a type of dog) on my friends phone to show her that that's my favorite type of dog when he walked by. My back was to him, but I turned to show my friend when I saw him from the corner of my eye. I immediately said, "That's him! It's him." Her eye literally popped out of their sockets and she grabbed my shirt and started to drag me towards him. I stood my ground. Dude, he has a girlfriend! Even if his girlfriend wasn't there, I would still immediately leave. Then my other friend found out and wanted to get a better view of him. I turned and walked the opposite way, while they walked in his direction. We met up at the playground area of the park and it turns out that my one friend had said, "She's right. He is HOT!" while walking right in front of him, looking him in the eye, and accentuating "hot". Wow. Then my other friend said that he wasn't that hot, but you could see that she was lying. She finally admitted that he was slightly attractive. I love my friends :) even though they can be crazy sometimes. I don't have any more friends, though, because I'm moving, remember? Tell me the most about "him" without giving him completely away. I mean if you really want to.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha, awww im sorry :( you'll do better! mine is basically everything i said lol everything, but anyway, i'm sure you'll find prince charming where you move! :D you have to go on the look out for one lol, just find someone so amazing that you drop when you see him! :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I don't think I'll find any one there, to be honest. I think that there are some here in Mexico. There was this guy... he was shirtless. Okay. Enough said. Dude, he was just perfect. He looks nothing like the guy from before though. He's really, really, really, hot though. I rarely use hot to describe people. I don't know. I use attractive more. Yeah, I'm weird. So, your guy teases you, is good with kids, is clever, etc.? Dang. He's perfect. But don't worry. He's all yours :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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he sounds perfect haha :D make sure you keep in contact with him! ASK HIM OUT YOURE NOT GONNA BE THERE FOR LONG JUST ASK HIM OUT OR I WILL MURDER YOU good girl ;) and i hope so, but there are always doubts as to that arent there
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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He is. Well, at least his abs are. I haven't even talked to him.... Don't murder me!!! I know tae kwon doe. Girl, you ask your man out or.... or.... I'll.... take all your chocolate. I have warned you. Or is it "you have been warned"? Either way, you should talk to him. Show a little more leg, wear some tighter jeans, show him what you've got! If you do then, I'll talk to my guy if I see him. Deal? You don't necessarily have to flirt like that.
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I'm gonna get married on a random day, so my husband won't have a way to remember besides just remembering, you know? Like, I'm not going to get married on Valentine's, on a birthday, on a holiday, or anything like that. He'll have to remember himself, no clues. Any who, why not friends with benefits? What did you think the benefit would be? What I meant was that the benefit would be being friends with you. You dirty minded girl! Thank you! Your name is so pretty. Nusrath. I thought your name was Jahan, though, because it's your username. Good idea. Hmm... I have a plan. Tomorrow, there's a party that practically the whole town is going to. It's a birthday party, but the mom of the birthday girl is crazy and invited everyone. I mean EVERYONE to go. I think it will be the part of the year. Any who, my cousin and you know who were most likely invited. Then I could just nonchalantly ask him to dance. I'll have to learn how to dance first, though. That might be complicated since I have to left feet :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha, what else would the benifit be? lol no one benifits from me ok :'( and yeah jahan is my middle name ;D and thank you! my names pretty unusual and people pronounce it in a million different ways lol omfd you have to talk to him! hahaha dont worry about dancing, just sway your hips a little, arab style ;) and you should so get to know him, get a snog or two out of him ;) find out as much about him as humanly possible lol hope you have fun! make sure you dress to impress, although im sure you'll look great however, do you speak spanish btw? do your family and stuff from mexico speak english?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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You're awesome, so being your friend would be the best benefit. What do you mean no one benefits from you. Don't make me write a whole paragraph on how amazing you are. I will if you keep talking like that. Ooh, Jahan is such a lovely name :) Same with me. Sometimes they pronounce the h in my name when you're not supposed to. Sara-h-ee. It sounds so weird. Yeah, I don't think I'm going to get that far with him, to the point of making out. If we ever do get to that point, I'll have to thank you for all the encouragement. Oh, stop it you. Thank you for all the compliments, though. I do speak the Español. Some relatives speak English too. Not all. I also speak Spanglish. A mix of both.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha, nooo being friends with me isnt that fun lol, but awwww thank you haha :D and thanks, i normally use jahan online rather than my other names, dunno why lol YES YOU WILL GET THAT FAR you just gotta belieeeeeve! :D
and thats so cool, spanish sounds awesome, haha spanglish, nice :D btw you must be as bubbly and smiley as you can ok, and make sure you wear one of those flairy skirts and do your hair like this http://hairstylespresent.us/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/half-updo-hairstyle-in-long-hair.jpg i dont know why but i can just imagine that and you dancing and smiling and your skirt flowering around and you dancing with some hot guy lol :D i think this is more my dream than yours lol.... SO YOUD BETTER MAKE IT HAPPEN for my sake ;'D
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha, nooo being friends with me isnt that fun lol, but awwww thank you haha :D and thanks, i normally use jahan online rather than my other names, dunno why lol YES YOU WILL GET THAT FAR you just gotta belieeeeeve! :D
and thats so cool, spanish sounds awesome, haha spanglish, nice :D btw you must be as bubbly and smiley as you can ok, and make sure you wear one of those flairy skirts and do your hair like this http://hairstylespresent.us/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/half-updo-hairstyle-in-long-hair.jpg i dont know why but i can just imagine that and you dancing and smiling and your skirt flowering around and you dancing with some hot guy lol :D i think this is more my dream than yours lol.... SO YOUD BETTER MAKE IT HAPPEN for my sake ;'D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Woman, you are amazing, fun, hilarious, you're witty, funny, clever, nice, kind, awesome, free spirited, creative, obviously gorgeous, dazzling, and magnificent. Got it? I will believe! I don't know why, but I'm singing that in the "I will survive" rhythm, beat, whatever. I'm wearing this orange dress that has a lace part in the top. I think it's pretty cute. Then I'm wearing cowboy boots. I'll be smiley and bubbly and I'll fix my hair like that :) It turns out that my uncle might take us to this river thing, so we might not go. I hope he comes tomorrow, so I can go the party today, but can see him tomorrow. I will make it happen for your sake. I promise.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha youre just spewting adjectives lol :d but aww thank you haha :D haha thanks, youre going ona date for my sake.. lol hahahaha :D and your dress sounds lovely, should go well with the cowboy boots, youre gonna look gorgeous!! :D im so excited! lol my life is that pathetic im getting excited about someone elses date... fml.... lol eeek! well you know what, people cant call me a loser for getting excited, what girl doesnt get excited when thier friend is going on a date with a smexy guy? ;EKLJA;OSDJFPOAISJDPFOAKJSDF;O knock.them.dead :D x
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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They are not just adjectives! They are adjectives that describe you! And you are welcome :) Thank you, thank you, thank you. Smexy describes him perfectly :) Okay, thank for all those tips, compliments :) Seriously, you're too nice!!!!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha any time, really any time ;D and thank YOU silly, i went shopping today to get a dress for eid and i have the worst headache, and im starving from my fast, and there's a storm outside, and i have to rush to my aunts house for dinner.. but i saw really cool dresses that im planning to buy! :D my three year old cousin was with me and omg lol she's so hiliarious, in the middle of sainsburys, (sort of like walmart), she kept jumping behind me shouting im hiding! and everyone just watched us and laughed haha :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Aw!!! She sounds adorable :) Go buy those dresses right now and show off that bod of yours!! And for your headache, you just need chocolate. Trust me. Chocolate fixes everything from a broken heart to boredom. Oh, and once you do eat, your headache will probably go away. Are you dizzy too or is it just an ache in your head? Cuz if you are dizzy too, it's from weakness and hunger. If it's just a headache, then you just need to rest.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha she is adorable :D and lolol im gonna make a dress myself! :D and yeah i had plenty of chocolate lol feeling much better :D thanks :D ugh i stink of onions cos ive been chopping loads lol jeez it burns your eyes!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I read this one thing where it was about this girl that cried when she chopped carrots so onions wouldn't think they're ugly or something. I think it came from witty, tumblr, or I don't know what. I don't know what this story is getting at, so I'm just going to shut up. How's your dress going to look? Are you going to start from scratch? Like making your own design, buying your cloth, sewing it all up? Ooh, you could be like a fashion designer!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol hahaha thats confusing lol, and haha i always wanted to be a fashion designer! :D basically im doing it sort of like this tudor style dress, ive bought this plain flairy black dress as an undergarment, and im going to buy satin and chiffon and make a two layered over gown sort of thing, which i want as crimson or hot pink, and with gold satin trimmings, so itll be black pink and gold, and jewlery on top :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Fancy. It's going to look pretty elegant, right? You're going to wear it for Eid, correct? Oh, and um, so maybe I didn't make it happen yesterday..... Don't get mad!! I have my reasons! Wait, do you know what I'm talking about?
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jahan 7 years ago
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it should do, im hoping so:D and yes, thats correct ;D and omg why???? im disappointed in you :'( jk jk, tell me what happened! and youre talking about mr smexy right?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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So, I got there. I looked for him and found him. Then I asked my cousin about him and she told me the most about him that she knew. I know where he lives now!! I know his name and what car he drives, too!!!!!!His name: Alvaro. His car: a white truck. Aw, he also has an 18 year old sister. I know that's not much, but I knew pretty personal stuff. Then we began to eat. My mom wouldn't let me get up for any reason, because I was eating. Then when I finished, he started to eat. Then when he finished, he had to get up and dance the traditional waltz with the Quinceanera. Not just him. All the guys there. The dance lasted about 30 minutes. About 3 songs were played and dance to. Then they finished and he went I don't know where with all the other guys. They were gone for a while, then he came back by himself and sat down by himself in a seat just a meter away from mine. Then my cousin and aunt came and started to talk to me and they were still talking and talking. When I finally excused myself he then got up and left. Another opportunity gone. Then when he was finally somewhere I could see him, my mom told me to help deliver pieces of cakes to everyone. So I had to walk around and give everyone a piece of cake and then I sat down to eat my own slice. Then when I was about to finish my cake just 5 seconds later, my mom said that we were leaving. That is why. Okay, don't murder me!
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jahan 7 years ago
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argh that must have been so frustrating! and dont worry lol im not gonna murder you :D alvaro, ooooh dreamy name! and he drives! thats so good, how old is he? i saw a quinceanera in wizards of waverly place lol it sounds so cool :D i hope you had fun at least, dont worry it sounds like a typical movie lol, you have the opportunity but family get in the way lol dont give up though! im sure you can get in with this guy lol :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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It was! Good. I'll live to see a tomorrow. Oh, and he's a really good driver. He's about 15. I did have fun. If there's another opportunity, I'll take it and then tell you all about it. Okay?
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha, wow they drive at 15? thats really young! and sorry dont feel like im pressuring you or anything lol, you dont have to, id just love to see you happy and enjoying yourself lol... i seem really pushy i apologise lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Yeah. The first time I took the wheel was when I was only 13. Do you already know how to drive? You are not pressuring me at all. Don't worry. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have the courage to at least ask my cousin about him or wear a dress to an event where I knew he was going to. Don't worry :) I should be thanking you. Oh, if you want to get a mental picture of him, look up a young looking James Franco. They have the same smile, almost exact.
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jahan 7 years ago
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wow! he has an adorable smile! :D and whoa young.. how old are you now? i know the theory behind driving and gears and stuff but the closest ive ever gotten to it are computer games and bumper cars haha ;D and im glad that you did all that, you deserve to have fun :D
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jahan 7 years ago
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wow! he has an adorable smile! :D and whoa young.. how old are you now? i know the theory behind driving and gears and stuff but the closest ive ever gotten to it are computer games and bumper cars haha ;D and im glad that you did all that, you deserve to have fun :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Muah? I'm 15. You? Dude, the more I look at young James Franco's smile, the more I think it doesn't look like "him." I don't know. He's cuter than that Franco guy. I didn't know any of the theories. I had known how to turn on a car since the age of 11, so that was the most I knew by the time I first drove. I turned it on(that's what she said), then moved some buttons and voila! I moved forward. My brother was telling me exactly what to do, so that's why I didn't crash. You deserve to have fun, too girl! But don't break any laws and follow my example. I've drank beer, driven without a permit/license, gone into private property. Went swimming when the sign said "no swimming", and I've been just too darn sexy for my own good(yeah right). Just don't break any laws, have fun, and just stay awesome, okay?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha nice way to fit in thats what she said lol... and i wanna see what this guy looks like lol hahaha you drink, break the law and tresspass? wow we're dealing with a over here haha ;D and i wish i had more fun but meh
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha nice way to fit in thats what she said lol... and i wanna see what this guy looks like lol hahaha you drink, break the law and tresspass? wow we're dealing with a over here haha ;D and i wish i had more fun but meh
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I had to take that opportunity before I missed it :) If I could take a picture of him and send it to you, I would, but I can't really just run up to him with a camera, hope he poses, and then just run away to my house, so I can send you it. If I find a pic of him somewhere I'll make sure that you see it. You don't have to break the law to have fun. You know what I do when I'm bored? Lock myself in my bedroom, put on my favorite music at the highest volume possible, then I dance and sing like there's no tomorrow. I get yelled at after 2 seconds, but it's fun while it lasts. Then there are the simple pleasures like doing your nails, drawing, reading. Something relaxing, but entertaining. Something else that I do is put on my favorite music when we're going to drive somewhere, anywhere, again put the volume way up, and then just sing. My dad doesn't let me go driving by myself and neither does the law, so I usually go with my older brother. He likes the same music that I do, so we sing our lungs out. I don't know. I can't sing for my life, but I still do. Did I tell you about my grandma? She's so old-school :) What do you do that you think is fun? Well, besides talk to me, obviously ;) Seriously, though, did I ever mention that you're awesome?
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jahan 7 years ago
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Hahaha imagine going up to someone like SMILE BCTCH! And wow that sounds fun lol :D you and your brother sound pretty close, I'd love to do all that sounds so cool :D ohh tell me more about your grandma :) and and haha aww thanks! Did I ever mention that YOU'RE AWESOME?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I will try that someday. I swear. Then I'll talk them out of calling the police and erase the photo, but it'll be worth it. We are pretty close, but we also fight a lot. A LOT. But then we get over it in a matter of seconds. Did I ever say that I LOVE cardigans? Cardigans with boots, with flats, with a skirt, with jeans. Cardigans are amazing. I don't know why. Any who, my grandma is always dressed up. Retro style. Right now she has a fuchsia colored shirt tucked into a black pencil skirt. So fancy. Then the buttons on her shirt are golden and sparkly. She always has a different cardigan on everyday, too. She was actually born into a rich family. Her mom was named Isabella. Isabella's parents had land and money and they were wealthy. Then her dad was also rich. He had lands and lands and crops and more crops. This guy had big bucks. They got married, had kids, and then when my grandma was just 7 years old, her dad, the rich guy, died at a young age. What happened was that these rebels or something came to their land and burned everything, so they lost all their cash crops and all their other crops. This made them lose money. They still had a lot saved, but when my great grandpa got sick, they didn't have enough money for the medicines. He then died. Such an interesting history, huh? That same grandpa turns out to be from Europe. Either from Spain or England. My aunt said that he's British, but I think he's Spanish. We have really Spanish names, so that's why. Maybe his dad was from England and the mom was from Spain? They ran away to Mexico, when Spain was searching to conquer it for a new life and hopefully to get away from their parents' disapproval of their love. That would be amazing! Highly unlikely, but still possible. Oh, stop it you. Thank you!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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cardigans ARE awesome :D and wow... what a twisted tail! and thats so cool, youve got mixed heritage then! thats awesome, my grandad was a wealthy buisiness man, and he moved here and he was a multimillionaire, lucky him, and he had four wives.. at the same time.. i love them all though theyre lovely, but when my mum was thirteen he died cos of damned ciggarettes... he had a whole load of debts that my mums oldest brother had to pay off and all my uncles had to make a living from such a young age, and i mean like thirteen, and now theyre all millionaires :D hard work and dedication seems to actually pay off <3
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Wow, you're family history is awesome. It gives you a real life lesson. Oh, and cigarettes suck. My dad used to smoke, too. He finally quit and I'm really thankful. What I used to do when he still smoked was hide his cigarettes or find an empty lighter and switch it with his new full one, so he wouldn't be able to light them and smoke. It worked a little. How old was your mom's older brother when he had to pay it all off? And yeah, dedication and hard work does pay off :) I'm really lazy, though. Next time that I'm being lazy, I'll try to remember that.
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jahan 7 years ago
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aw thank you! it does :) im so happy for you! aww thats so sweet of youm and clever :D haha aww yeah i try to remember how lucky i am when im angry or whatever, we have a lot to be grateful for.... especially at times like these, my dad got angry at me yesterday and took my ipad and laptop and it feels like i have nothing to do lol i got the computer but its switches off somehow every five minutes.. meh oh well
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I know how you feel. I used to not have any internet for a whole month and just ugh. I was so bored! Worst case scenario is that you got a virus. I think you'll just have to delete some files and/or downloads that you don't use any more to make more space on your laptop or you'll have to look for the file that is harming it. Oh, and if your laptop is really slow, you'll have to delete the cookies. Google it to look up how to get rid of them. It's a little different for every computer. You know what? If problems persist, instead you should just take it to a Best Buy or something to get it fixed.
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jahan 7 years ago
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Thanks! You sound like an expert haha :D ugh yesterday I was at the mosque in prayer and suddenly BAM I had a dripping nose bleed and some girls saw me with blood all over my hands and they were like OMG are you ok??! And I was like yeah murder is quite messy tho and they got so creeped out haha :D so what you been up to then? How's the family keeping? :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Most. Epic. Reply. Ever. If that were to ever happen, I'd just run away crying, cause I'm a coward. I'm trying to imagine their reactions to your reply about murder. They're looking pretty funny. Oh, my familia and I went to the movies and we saw Man of Steel. And gurrl it was amazing. I was drooling the whole time. I mean, come on, they put freaking Henry Cavill in tight clothes for the whole movie. Wouldn't you be licking your lips for the whole movie? I was eating that muscular piece of eye candy the whole time. It was a really good movie though. Did you go and see it when it was out in theaters? Did it even come out over there? I've seen a bunch of movies that were British at home with my laptop and not at the cinema because they were never put in theaters. Is that readable? Seriously, watch the man of steel if you haven't already, because it is awesome! Or at least I think so.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha :D thank you! and lol they were CREEEEEEPED OUT LOL :D really? i'll check it out, and oooh hahahaha after reading the bit bout old henry i decided im deffo checking it out lol :D i saw a trailer but i dont really go to the cinema much lol haha, i will! :D have you seen taken? its soooo good! the plot is aweesome! and st trinians 1 and 2, hilarious! seriously check it out :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Comedies! I love comedies!! Definitely checking it out. Is taken a horror or a mystery?
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jahan 7 years ago
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It's more of a thriller action kinda film, it's soo good, I haven't seen number two yet but apparently it's not as good... I guess I'll have to watch it and see... And unknown, omfd that's such a good film... :O... Liam neeson has a habit of being In f.cking awesome films it seems
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jahan 7 years ago
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It's more of a thriller action kinda film, it's soo good, I haven't seen number two yet but apparently it's not as good... I guess I'll have to watch it and see... And unknown, omfd that's such a good film... :O... Liam neeson has a habit of being In f.cking awesome films it seems
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I looked Taken up and it turns out that I've already seen it. I had forgotten all about it cause I saw it a while ago. I never watched the end though. My cousin has the movie. I'll ask him to send it to me. I haven't seen Unknown though. I'll try to find it somehow. There are almost no more movie stores. Maybe it's on Netflix? The movie that I like from Liam Neeson is The Grey. I guessing that you like action/ thriller movies?
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jahan 7 years ago
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Ooh I haven't seen that, I'll check it out, and I like pretty much everything, romcom, comedy, action... I watch a lot of films with my brothers so I watch stuff you wouldn't expect me to lol
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jahan 7 years ago
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Ooh I haven't seen that, I'll check it out, and I like pretty much everything, romcom, comedy, action... I watch a lot of films with my brothers so I watch stuff you wouldn't expect me to lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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how many brothers do you have? When I was younger I used to have 2 Barbie dolls and 15 car toys, because of my brothers. They would pretend that I was the princess and that they were the knights and stuff. Because of my brothers, I have boyish preferences sometimes, so I know exactly what you're talking about. Growing up I didn't watch The Amanda Show, Lizzie McGuire. or Hannah Montana. I'd watch Tom and Jerry, SpongeBob, Pokémon, Dragon Ball Z, etc. To this day I prefer Converse over glittery sandals/ high heels.
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol awww! :D haha, i have three, how many do you have? and i know right, i can wrestle better than dance hehe :D mine are crazy, i was always into girly stuff, but i was always into boyish stuff too, the amount of ps3 games i used to play lol it was so funny cos when i was little all the girls in my class were all cute and sweeet and girly and their gloating was like 'i put 50 daisies into my daisy chain' my gloating was like 'i beat my brothers killstreak on modern warfare'... the parents were a bit creeped out lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I have three also! I don't know how to dance, but if I were ever in a situation where I'd have to kick balls, I'd be totally ready. I feel so macho, but I'm not really. I can be a girly sometimes. I love to do my nails, I stress over imperfections and hair, I spend lots on clothes and accessories, etc. I'm a mix of both. You are too right? You're awesome at video games, but you also love fashion, correct?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha, me too! exactly! :D im not as good at video games anymore cos i havent played in ages, but i still love the, :D argh right now my dads screaming at my little brother, he hates him so much.... hes always picking on him... i swear to god i dont know what the hell his problem is, its your friking son not some kid you dont like that you can pick on and take out all your anger on ugh
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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What games did you used to play? Does your dad just yell at him when he's angry or whenever? My dad gets really nervous when he's stressed, so when he' mad...... let's just say that you really don't want to mess with him. I hate it when my brothers or sister are getting yelled at, but I can't do anything about it. Did your little brother do something or is your dad just angry?
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jahan 7 years ago
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mw, club, gta, halo, loads :D and ugh same here! its scary! my dad just lashes out when hes angry and it scares me a lot i hate it ;/ he just says whatever he wants and youre not allowed to say anything back
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I'm more of a Zelda type of girl. My brother really likes Halo, though. I hate how parents can say what they want and express their anger, but we can't say anything. Instead, we have to bottle it all up inside. We push all our feelings deeper and deeper down until one day, we're so full that even if we try to push other feelings away, our bottle of emotions still overflows. We keep all our thoughts, feelings, and emotions inside from childhood until we can't take it anymore. That's why most teenagers are considered "reckless" We're understanding more, reality is starting to show it's colors, and our bottle of emotions is starting to crack because of it's contents.
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jahan 7 years ago
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exactly! thats exactly it! and when you take it out on yourself they ask you stupid questions like why? and im just like hello.. youre angry, you shout, mums angry she shouts, i even breathe when im angry, and i get a slap across the face, what the hell am i supposed to do?!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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The only way to let it all out is to take it out on yourself. You can't even talk to your parents. They'll think your exaggerating and acting like a baby. You can't take it out on them or else you'll be horribly punished. You can't take it out on anything but yourself. I just shut myself in my room, so if they get angry or I get angry, I could be by myself. Right? We have to breathe. Sorry. I'm a living organism. My bad. Obviously when my dad yells at me, I don't smile. I look down, but then he yells at me and says, "And take that look off of your face." Like, what? I'm supposed to be smiling when he's yelling at me? How am I supposed to look then? Excited?
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jahan 7 years ago
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exactly! omfd thats exactly what he says! i swear to god thats EXACTLY WHAT HE SAYS! why arent you smiling as i scream in your face about how worthless and pathetic you are?! i cant take it out on me anymore because my parents found out and i promised i wouldnt anymore. once my dad screamed at me for literally everything i did, all day, literally all day, and i couldnt take it anymore and i started crying and next thing i knew i coudlnt even breathe and he stood laughing cos apparently i was over reacting... i didnt realise till afterwards when my colar bones were hurting from how hard i was just trying to breathe that id had a panic attack... cos of my own dad... it wasnt just once either. theyre pathetic
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Since you said that you have panic attacks often I want to help you stop them. Here are the four steps that lots of people use to help them.(All of these tips were made by Pati McDermott, a hypnotherapist.)
Steps:
1. Relax
2. Stop Negative Thinking
3. Use coping statements
4. Accept your feelings

Relax by taking slow, deep, complete breaths. Calm yourself by remembering that you are only having a panic attack and that nothing more serious is happening to you. Continue to take slow, deep, complete breaths. Slow, deep, complete breaths will relax your body.

Stop negative thinking by shouting the word "STOP!!!" really loud inside your head. By shouting the word "STOP" you are interrupting the emergency message that your brain is sending to your adrenal glands. Often people having a panic attack get into an endless loop repeating the same catastrophic thoughts over and over in their head. Interrupting this endless loop gives you the opportunity to replace the scary message with a calming one.

A coping statement is a positive statement that is at least as strong as the catastrophic statement that you have been scaring yourself with. Replace the negative thought with a positive one. Choose a statement that addresses the negative thought.Other coping statements might be, "I've gotten through this situation many times before and I can get through it again" or, "I am fine, everything is fine."

Accepting your feelings is very important. Minimizing this experience usually serves to perpetuate it.

Start by identifying what emotion you are feeling. Most panic attacks are caused by the emotion of fear or some variation of fear. Identify the emotion you are feeling and find the reason that you feel it.
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jahan 7 years ago
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aww thank you! that's so sweet of you! its not that often but that helps so much :D you're awesome, man :D I'll deffinately make sure i remember that next time anything like that happens again :) you're a really good friend :) feel free to ever rant at me or tell me if youre feeling down ill always listen :) x
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Thank you. Thank you. Thank you :) Please, please, please remember this somehow. It really works. If you don't remember, I'll telepathically get into your brain and make you remember. Right now I got nothing to rant about, but when I do, believe me. I'll rant like you've never seen me rant. When I start to rant, my brothers literally walk out of the room. I'm a ranter. I think I should be a lawyer or something.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha, i could imagine you as a lawyer, you're clever enough lol :D and please do :D i will do my utmost best to remember all of that :D btw i just spent half an hour trying to take a decent photo. nothing works. why just why ;'(
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Aw, thanks ;) Oh dear, I just stay away from cameras. Someone takes out one of those possessed machines, I immediately turn and run away. You may think that you look ugly, but you don't. Even if you don't think you're perfect, you have at least one feature that you like. Did you know that if you call yourself ugly, your mind starts to think it more and more. So you're tricking your mind into thinking that. On the first day of sixth grade(seems like yesterday, but was so long ago) I would cover my mouth when I'd smile, thinking that my smile looks hideous. I would also cover my face with my hair. I was so nervous and insecure. Then, during the next two years I become the best friend of a girl. One day she turns to me while we were sitting on the gym floor and asks(who did you think were the prettiest girls on the fist day of school?(Random, huh?) I answer her question, say a few names. I also say her name, 'cuz dude, she has the prettiest eyes. Bright blue. She's Arab, but no one thought she would be because of her physical features. Everyone in my school thinks that the stereotypical Arab is dark skinned, etc. Prejudicial snobs. Any who, back to what I was talking about. She only said one name. That name? Mine. She thought I was the prettiest?!?! Yeah, I was speechless. What I'm trying to get as is not that I'm beautiful, that you underestimate your beauty. Supposedly, if you saw an EXACT clone of yourself on the street, you wouldn't know it was you, because mirrors and pictures that show you your reflection, don't exactly capture your features. In other words, you are perfect just the way you are, yeah(say that in tune with Bruno Mar's- Just the Way you Are)
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jahan 7 years ago
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aww wow! im sure ou're gorgeous :D hahaha i love old bruno lol :D and i know what you mean, i'm not exactly ugly, im happy the way i am, im exactly the weay god made me, i hardly wear much makeup and i have no plastic surgery, and to be honest that makes me beautiful beyond comprehension, god knows what he's doing :) that goes for everyone :) im just not photogenic lol once when i started year seven these two GORGEOUS girls kept staring at me and one was half arab half austrian and the other was burawanese (a type of somalian/arab) and afterwards they came up to me and said i was really pretty i was like lol wut they were like seriously youre so pretty and i was so shocked lol :D i never thought i was pretty as a child, i always thought i had a pretty meh and forgettable face, but i never cared either, i literally never cared lol id look in the mirror and look hideous but i never once felt sad about it lol :D i wish everyone could stay like that when they got older too
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Thank you :) Aw! Those are amazing quotes that you said right there. Lucky, at least you weren't ugly as a kid :) I wasn't ugly myself, it's just that I was crazy(Still am) and for some crazy reason, my aunts or anyone would always take a picture where I was laughing like an idiot. I look possessed in all my childhood pictures. Yay! Lucky me! What do people say are your favorite features? You know what I'm saying?
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha I was qouting myself lol ;D AND OMFD I WAS F.CKING HIDEOUS I SWEAR I SWEAR lool haha awwww id love to see those pictures lol :D I normally get a lot of compliments on my lips and eyes, and i gotta say i like em lol ;D my nose is some random squished one lol but atleast i have a nose im happy for that thank god :D what about you?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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You were quoting yourself? Dang, you're a good quoter. Quoter? Trust me, you don't want to see the pictures of me as a kid. I look scary and creepy. People say that I have nice eyes. To me they're okay. On good days they look really pretty, but every other day, they look dead, lifeless, and then there are bags under my eyes, and just no. Then they say I'm thin and tall enough to be a model. Ha! Yeah, right! Any who, my friend said that I have good hands. Um? Turns out she meant that I have the hands that they use for hand commercials. Where they promote nail polish and stuff. Weird, huh? My nose is long and rounded and weird. I got a mix of my dad's huge nose with my mom's perfect nose. Couldn't I get my mom's nose? It's okay though, because I would rather have a healthy nose, than a fake tiny one where I can't even breathe. True. I would rather have all my imperfect parts than none at all.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha I qoute the worst people ;D omg id love to see scary and creepy pictures lol i know what you mean, sometimes i look good some times its like ugghghgasd wow! im only 5'3 so im a midget lol hahahahaha a hand model, ah cool, and i know me too! i got a mashup of my mums long nose and my dads button nose lol :D i have this really wierd curly hair, the front is curly as hell, then it gets to lose curls as you go to the back of my head then wavy and the bottom layers are straight.... even my hair is confusing lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I find button noses adorable. I'm 5'7.5-ish. I don't really know how tall I am. The last time I measured myself was months ago and lucky me, I grow a lot. My aunt said that I'll stop growing once I'm 18. A few more years to go. I don't even know if that's reliable information, because she's not a doctor and barely went to school, though. My nose is long, but in length. Up and down. Dude my fringe is so curly, too! I have to straighten it everyday. Curly to wavy to straight. That's some variety. My hair is just wavy. The part right next to my ears are curly though. All the hairs around my face are curly. Then it's really, really, really frizzy. I try Keratin, sprays, straighteners, but the frizz won't go away.
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jahan 7 years ago
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wow youre so tall! lucky you! omg same here lol, but i never use heat on my hair, 1. im too lazy lol 2.its bad for it 3. i wear hijab so it doesnt show anyway lol :D when i was born my grandma said that i was cute but it looked like someone had squished down on my nose lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Lucky! Here where I live, hair is like the most important thing. Girls would literally obsess over their hair. You could smell the burnt hairs from a mile away. The only reason I want to take care of my hair is because when I donate most of it, it could look nice. I'm donating at least 18 inches of it. Then I'm dying it pink in honor of women fighting breast cancer. I don't know if my dad is going to let me though. I hope he does. Aw, I bet you looked adorable as a baby even if she says you had a squished nose. I swear I was the hairiest baby. I had a head full of black hair. Throughout the years my hair has gotten lighter, though.
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jahan 7 years ago
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Aww wow!! That's awesome!! How long is your hair? So what do they do with the hair you donate? Seriously that's amazing I'm so proud of you!! :D make sure you get sponsors or something so you can give money too :D and haha I was one ugly kid lol seriously.. I've always had really thin hair I didn't have eyebrows till I was about twelve haha
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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My hair now goes past my boobs/chest. Once they receive your hair, they turn it into a wig for people with cancer or anyone with a disease that or medication that leaves you without hair. Sponsors? I'll try, but I don't know anyone that will. I'll google it all to find out about all of that. You didn't have eyebrows? I always have, but they are sooooo thin. My friends always asked me if I waxed them. Dude, I was 10 when I was asked for the first time. What the heck! By the way, no, I do not wax my eyebrows. I don't think any kid is ugly. They're just so innocent and kindhearted.
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jahan 7 years ago
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Try and raise awareness online you could get lots, and haha I did have eyebrows but they were unbelievably light to the point of non existence lol and haha I wish my eyebrows were that thin now, hahahahaha, you haven't seen me as a kid, seriously I was bluegh lol but I didn't care a single but either haha
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I asked my mom permission to do all that to my hair and she said hesitantly said okay. It's a start. Now I have to ask my dad. If I tell him that my mom said then he'll most likely say yes. What color is your hair? As a kid, you don't care that much about appearance. Seriously, the only one mulling over your appearance is you. Everyone else is too busy obsessing over their own. Sometimes we judge and hate ourselves way more than people that judge other people. Dude, don't you hate it when there's an attractive person just a few meters away that you can't get your eyes off of? I'm experiencing a bit of that right now.
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jahan 7 years ago
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Ooh who is it? And that's great! That's so true were all self conscious, my hairs dark brown but some times it's light brown, what about you? I have a love hate relationship with my hair lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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My hair's light brown. It's a dirty brown. You know how there are dirty blondes? I'm a dirty brunette. I have streaks of black/brown, brown, light brown, and light brown. You can't see my hair color that well in my picture, because it's dark, but it's brownish. Dude, my friends argue over what my hair color is.
"It's blonde!" one says
"No, it's brown!" another persists.
So you're hair is mostly brown, but has light brown parts? I don't really know who he is. I don't know why I always crush on attractive strangers. I guess it's because I know I won't get hurt since I don't know them? Neh. Maybe because it's easier to like someone 'cause of their looks than because of who they are. You can't fall in love with looks. You can only fall in love with a person, because of who they are, you know? All I know about him is that he works, he knows how to sweep and mop, he is attractive, he can drive dirt bikes very well, he knows how to clean, he's a flirt, and he always wears tees. I just dropped a baby puppy. He started crying and I feel so bad! I swear I didn't do it on purpose!
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jahan 7 years ago
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Hahaha wow your hair sounds awesome lol and your pic is so cool! I wasn't sure if if was you or not lol but it's awesome! :D and haha I know what you mean, you see someone once and you can picture you getting married but then you realise you don't know them lol and ooooh sounds great!! :D we talk anout boys soo ,icy hahahha :D but then there are loads to talk anout so we can't blamed ;) lol how did you drop a puppy? Where was it? When? You awful human being, jK jK ;D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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It sounds awesome, but it isn't. It is me in that picture, but you obviously can't see my face in it. Boys, boys, boys! We like boys in ca-ars. Boys, boys, boys! Do you know that song from Lady Gaga?
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jahan 7 years ago
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Haha yeah I heard it once or twice lol :D we go on about them but what can we do eh? And your hair looks really nice in that pic! We're dyou get the chick? And wow you do have nice hands you could be a hand model haha!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Thank you, thank you! I got the chick as a gift from my mom. I have no clue where she got it. I think she found it in a street market. Are there any street markets over there in Britain?
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jahan 7 years ago
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aw wow! thats so cute haha :D and yeah loads! every little town has their own, they sell clothes, food, vegetables, fruits, jewlery, even makeup haha
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Do you ever go to them? I go every once in a while and I love it. Even if I don't buy anything, the sights of all those things is pretty unique. All those vegetables, fabrics, toys, everything. What I don't like about them, though is that everything looks so tempting. There could be things you don't even need, but you still want to buy them. There are fish stands where you could buy pet fishes that everyone stands around. I mean who hasn't wanted a pet fish in at least one point in their lives?
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha i love them, theyre so colourful and cultured! and cheap ;D you should so come over to england one day, ill show you round all the cool stuff :D itd be so much fun :D and haha everyones had a fish phase lol everyone
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I think my worst phase was my twilight phase. No, actually, there was a worse one. I had a Justin Bieber phase. I like his one song "Boyfriend" but that's about it. Twilight is pretty good actually. I like the book, not the movie. How about you? And yes. I will someday go to England and you shall give me a tour. Only if you want, though.
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jahan 7 years ago
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I'd love to! :D and haha lol mine was punk/goth, I were this s.xy eyeliner and deep red lipstick for a while hehe ;D and I got bangs lol ugh my bangs phase bloody hell they rarely looked good on me yet I kept cutting them... Myself... They didn't come out that bad haha but I looked awful lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I had this one phase where I'd wear a lot of lipstick. like, I'd just rub it on. I looked horrible! I'd wear dresses everyday, too. I used to be so girly! Not anymore. I have had bangs since I was born. Literally. I was a hairy newborn. My mom left me like that. I've had bangs forever. I tried to let them grow out, but no. Didn't work out. Now they're side swept. Do you still have your fringe? Speaking of fringe, do you watch the Fringe series?
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jahan 7 years ago
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Hahaha I was always a lover of lipstick, still am! :D and yeah my fringe doesn't suit me only side swept ones do, they're grown out though now thankfully haha :D and nah never heard of it, what is it?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Fringe is an American science fiction television series created by J. J. Abrams, Alex Kurtzman, and Roberto Orci. It premiered on the Fox Broadcasting network on September 9, 2008, and concluded on January 18, 2013, after five seasons and 100 episodes. The series follows Olivia Dunham (Anna Torv), Peter Bishop (Joshua Jackson), and Walter Bishop (John Noble), members of a Federal Bureau of Investigation "Fringe Division" team based in Boston, Massachusetts under the supervision of Homeland Security. The team uses "fringe" science and FBI investigative techniques to investigate a series of unexplained, often ghastly occurrences, which are related to mysteries surrounding a parallel universe. The series has been described as a hybrid of The X-Files, Altered States, and The Twilight Zone.

The series format combines elements from procedural dramas as well as those found in serials. The series began as a more traditional "mystery of the week" series, and became more serialized in later seasons. A majority of episodes contain a standalone plot, with several episodes also exploring the series' overarching mythology.
Yeah, I got that from Wikipedia.
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jahan 7 years ago
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oh wait that sounds familiar now! haha that sounds cool! :D is it any good? do you watch doctor who? I love it, I also think.. that maybe.. im possibly... in love.. ok ok feel free to beat me up now
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Dude, I'm going crazy. This is the fourth time I'm writing this. The fourth time! The first two times were because this idiot *points to self* accidentally deleted them. Then, I accidentally sent the reply without finishing it.
Fringe is like a mix of Law and Order with.... I dunno..... science and magic. I watched the first episode of Dr. Who(the first episode on Netflix of Dr. Who) and was eternally freaked out. Those mannequins, man. Wait... You're in love?!?!?!? How?! What?!?! Tell me everything!!!!!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha ugh i know what you mean!! and ok basically with the same person i mentioned before but i dont know if i should say it here in case they somehow see... have you got something else i can tell you on? and yeah i know right its so wierd but a;sdlkfjapowierpoaijg;alksjdf what the hell have i gotten into gosh
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Can you tell me on the witty chat thing? Ooh, I'm so excited for you!!!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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yes! are you online? have you got kik?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I am so sorry I took forever to reply!!!! I'm online now. My brother had asked me to fix up his profile, so that's why I took so long. Are you online?
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha its alright, and cool, whats his username? :D yeesh lets goo!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Inspirationalcookie.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hey im so sorry for leaving, got into a bit of a muddle lol....
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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It's okay :) Dude, I just wanted to clarify and make sure that I have my reservation at that one place. You know? That very special place in the future? Do you even know what I'm talking about?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha I DO :D (pun intended ;D) i think we're making this so obvious hehe :D seriously though, you so have to be there, it'd be awesome, you could come to england and we could go shopping and be all giggly and stuff Im smiling so much i look like the joker right now
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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You have to stop making me laugh so much! My family already thinks I'm crazy, not they're considering some mental help for me. This is such a giddy and girly topic, but it's so much fun to talk about :) When is it all gonna be so I can buy my airplane ticket and stuff?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahaha i have no idea, but even if it doesnt happen you HAVE to visit sometime, it would be so cool if we could meet up, if we're such good friends online wed be awessuuuuummmmm in real life lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Girl, what do you mean it's not going to happen? It better happen! Right?! We'd go shopping and we'd act like we're all that. It'd be so much fun :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha itd be sooooo coool :D and i hope it happens :D the person is acting wierd today :S theyre weird anyway but extra wierd today.... saying what if we both by chance knew the same person, but we dont know we both know them... they insist theyre just being wierd but i think theres something up
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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We're being so secretive ;)
Any who, maybe he's just nervous? You were worried about him leaving you right? Well, maybe he feels the same way. ALWAYS be honest with each other. NEVER be insecure during a relationship. Try to be comfortable with the person, and that way you'll be happier. This is all advice from a single girl that has never had a boyfriend before, so I don't know if it's very reliable. I guess I took that advice from my parents. Just by seeing them, I can see how they're relationship has lasted.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha yeah i know what you mean... and ill try that that makes sense and awww thats so sweet! and hehe secretive is my middle name ;0 im as honest as i can be, however comfortable..? hmm i dunno
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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What I mean with comfortable is that you have to can be at ease with that person, no awkwardness, just comfort. Am I explaining myself well? People tell me that I'm really confusing.
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jahan 7 years ago
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Yeah i know what you mean, but jme hahaha...... constant awkwardness lol constant
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I don't think you're awkward. I find it easy to talk to you. The awkward one is me. One time, I was talking to a friend. I don't know why, but I just blurt out, "Dang, this bra is so uncomfortable! I swear, I wish I could take it off." while dramatically adjusting my bra to prove my point. My friend just has this "oh God" look on her face while she looks up to somewhere behind me. I look back over my shoulder and find a guy looking really, really, horribly embarrassed. Gosh, why do I always have to do and say such embarrassing things? Then this other time, I was using a computer with a friend/ classmate trying to look up stuff for an assignment. I decide to try to be funny and type in dictionary.com very slowly. So I'm typing it and pronouncing it at the same time. "Diiiicc.......tionary." You know how that sounds right? Well, there was a male teacher walking by us as this happened. I'm horrible :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahah omg lol XD once i tried making conversation with this aunt, we were taking pictures and i was like 'you make us all look good' and i meant as in like she had a good aura and she made those around her happy, but she said 'are you saying im ugly?' i was like oh craaap :'( and im awkward in the sense that i can say realy horrible stuff to someone as JOKE strictly JOKE adn they know it lol, but if im all in love or whatever it feels SO hard saying any of that crap lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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jahan 7 years ago
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lol yeah me too! and OMG STFU LOL stop winding me up
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Sorry, sorry! I told you that I would forever humiliate you for this, didn't I? You were warned. Sorry it took me so long to reply, though. I was completely busy the other day. Then we had a doctor's appointment. Sorry!
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jahan 7 years ago
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arghghhghghgh no you didnt :'( i didnt agree to these terms and conditions :'( its ok lol, so whats up? i have a really bad stomach ache, period ugh :'( i have to go to a wedding today dunno if im looking forward to it or not lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I did! At least, I think I did.... I can seriously remember typing it down. I had warned you! Any who, for those stupid cramps and stomach aches that come from those stupid periods, you should put something warm over your stomach to relax the muscles or something. I swear, I can remember reading it on this one website, I just can't remember the exact words. If that doesn't work, then you should distract yourself. You'll eventually forget about the pain. If that doesn't work, then you should drink some chamomile or peppermint tea. Always works for me. Or you can also take a nap. A wedding? That's awesome :) I think you should go and try to enjoy yourself. It'll be a distraction from your stomach and you'll have fun :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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awww thanks! :D and haha i went and i was pouring a drink and as soon as i opened it BOOM all of i sprayed over me my mum and my grandma... dear god... oooh i just had a shower and used this body butter and now i smell like coconuts :D thankfully the pains have gotten less thanks for the advice, and yeah i always find that herbal tea is really soothing ugh my brother is nagging me for sweets now siilly boy theyre my sweets XD
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Did the shower take away the pain? It somehow always works for me. What's your favorite smell. You know? Coconuts, chocolate, roses? Haha! Seriously, the silly boy thing was hilarious :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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it did a bit! :D hahaha and i love coconuts, almonds, peaches all those smells are divine, mm especially roast chicken ;) what about you? and lol i managed to keep the sweets hehe ;D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Roast chicken? lol :-) I'm on my bro's tablet and it has a button where it automatically puts a smiley. They're creepy though. :-) any who, I like, no, love cherries. I'm pretty obsessed. You kept the sweets? Lucky you :) speskig of sweets, what's your favorite candy?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahah thats so cool! :D wierd lol :D and yuhh maaan! i kept them :D and i love all sweets pretty much everything hehe :D what about you?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahah thats so cool! :D wierd lol :D and yuhh maaan! i kept them :D and i love all sweets pretty much everything hehe :D what about you?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I love Milky Ways. Just anything caramel.
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jahan 7 years ago
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omg i love them too :D what about twix? and mars? and hot chocolate! :D COFFEE OMFD I F.CKING LOVE COFFEE! and mars and snickers and galaxy
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jahan 7 years ago
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omg i love them too :D what about twix? and mars? and hot chocolate! :D COFFEE OMFD I F.CKING LOVE COFFEE! and mars and snickers and galaxy
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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All of those! Especially snickers... and coffee.... and twix... and you know what? All of them are delicious. Let's not forget Kit Kats, Skittles, 3 Musketeers, Hershey's, and Reese's Pieces. Dude, I don't know why, but I'm getting hyper when I haven't eaten anything sugary. It's like my mind automatically reacts by just thinking about those candies. Now I'm really hungry.
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jahan 7 years ago
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:O omg yes but sadly ive never had 3 muskateers, hersheys, or reece's pecies hehe :( lol ugh i know right! i just had lunch haha ;D and i want chocolate but i need to lose weight so meja;ojdf;aksd;fohogkawsdfhg sokfaoehfapowk :'(
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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That shucks! They're delicious. If you ever get the chance, grab one and try it out. You won't regret it. I actually haven't eaten anything. I woke up at 7 am and then rushed to get ready to go to my gram's house. Then we got her ready and took her to the doctor. Now I'm staying here taking care of my aunt. Good thing there's Wi-Fi here. I'd be bored to death if there wasn't. Why do you need to lose weight? You'll look gorgeous in any size. Don't stress about your waistline or how big your butt is. But if your butt is really big, I recommend covering it up or hiding it, because guys are perverts.
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jahan 7 years ago
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I'll try them :D and haha wifi is always a blessing :D and i wanna lose weight more for my health than figure, but i deffinitely agree, guys ARE perverts haha, but im muslim so i cover up anyway ;D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Good. My mom says that I look underweight(I'm not.) My aunt thinks I'm anorexic(I'm not) All of my other aunts and cousins think I'm starving myself(I don't). I went to a doctor to check my health. Turns out I'm a few pounds overweight. My doctor said that I should workout more. To start to work out actually. Ha, sure. I'll totally work out. Any who, I'm trying to make my brothers not perverts. If they whistle at any girl they'll get a 3 hour lesson from me, 55 slaps, and a kick to the balls. I hope they learn.
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jahan 7 years ago
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ugh aunties and mums alwaaays think everyones either underweight or morbidly obese, and if its only a few pounds, just stuff a few hamburgelrs or something hehe ;D i suppose its good to work out... i need to lol and haha! omg youre awesome :D hahahahahahaha :D that is hilarious you tell em girl!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Wow. My stupid notifications didn't tell me that you had replied so that's why I'm replying so late. Sorry. I had found it strange that we hadn't talked in a while, so I decided to look through old comments and it turns out that you had replied. Now I'm replying back. Any who, yes! I couldn't have said it better myself. I don't work out or do sports. I do yoga. My friends are all like, "OMG! You like do yoga?! Like OMG!" I don't care! I'll do yoga if I want! Thank you! They are starting to learn. My brother's ex- girlfriend(ex because we moved so they broke up) thinks that he's a gentleman. Why do you think he's a gentleman? Because I turned him into one :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha its alright, and i know what you mean! yeah that happens to me sometimes, so i check jst in case lol hahahaha yogas cool, im have to do pilates circuit training and and table tennis next year for my pe gcse, i think theyre the same as finals. hahaha, im proud of you man! :D haha clueless is on, bloody hell ive watched this film soo many times lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I looked up Pilates on Google since I have no clue what it is and it looks complicated. You're gonna get muscles with all that exercise! I cannot do table tennis for my life. I can do tennis on the Wii. Does that count? I've never seen Clueless. Should I watch it?
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahaha nah its more supposed to make you lean and feminine, I DO NOT WANT MUSCLES lol and ive never even done it before. HELL YES WATCH IT GIRL WATCH IT
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Have you seen those really muscular woman that don't have boobs, they have bricks? You know what I'm saying? I'm gonna have to find the movie first. It used to be on Netflix, but I don't have a Netflix anymore. I'll find it somehow! Did you know that you could go to jail if you use your friend's Netflix account? I heard that it was a law somewhere.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaa omg i know right!i respect their look and all but really wouldnt want to look like that lol.... and you can find it online pretty easily, its kinda old so just type clueless megashare it should up up. and omg really? i did not know that...
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I know two people that should be in jail right now for using my Netflix. There are three types of people. 1. The ones that want to get smaller and smaller. 2. The ones that want to get bigger and bigger(in muscle or whatever) and 3. The ones that either don't care abut their appearance or just want to be healthy. I'm the one that sometimes will eat and apple and do some sit-ups, but then just won't give a crap. I'm gonna go look it up right now.
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jahan 7 years ago
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sorrry for taking so long to reply things got messed up :/ i just feel like crying all the time now :( i shoudlnt even be talking about this ugh sorry... im probably a mix of the first and last lol i always want to be skinnier but eat so much ... its awful and stupid lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Don't you remember when I told you that you could rant/talk/gossip to me about anything and I'll listen? If you don't want to talk then don't, but if you do, then I will listen. I promise. I think every girl wants to be skinny, but loves food too much.
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha yah i remember :') thank you :) its kinda long but basically my parents dont trust me much meh asdfkl; and so true ive been trying to diet but ugh its not working lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Don't worry! My parents don't trust me much either. Every time they tell me to take care of something or to do an errand, you could see the hesitation and worry in their eyes. I was supposed to take a vase downstairs once, but before giving me the vase, my dad literally scowled and did a little prayer. Jerks. I don't ALWAYS mess up. Just sometimes. Is your situation similar or different? Dieting really, utterly sucks.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahaha lolol, its the same here, im really clumsy but i mean in the sense that they dont believe what i say
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Oh. Then it's different. They believe what I say 'cause I can be a good liar when I need to. So, how do they not believe you? You're an honest person. At least, you've been honest and an amazing friend to me :)
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jahan 7 years ago
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haha yeah, and awww thank you! :D you're so sweet, we're pretty good friends :D and cause it didnt really add up...
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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You are welcome! Thank you and yes we are :) Wait, so you were trying to lie, but they didn't believe you or you were telling the truth, but they still didn't believe you? Start from the beginning. If you want.
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jahan 7 years ago
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it's a long story and things are beter now it might be a good idea to leave it this time, but next big thing that happens in my life i promise to tell you no matter how complicated lol ;) It was my first day of school today :D I think i did it wrong, all summer i've been reading qoutes about people saying 'ugh im crying first day of schoool :'(' but i didnt sleep at all, literally at all last night (not from excitement, just insomnia lol) and didnt have breakfast, and went in like HIIIII :D :D :D and hugged everyone hehe :D
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jahan 7 years ago
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it's a long story and things are beter now it might be a good idea to leave it this time, but next big thing that happens in my life i promise to tell you no matter how complicated lol ;) It was my first day of school today :D I think i did it wrong, all summer i've been reading qoutes about people saying 'ugh im crying first day of schoool :'(' but i didnt sleep at all, literally at all last night (not from excitement, just insomnia lol) and didnt have breakfast, and went in like HIIIII :D :D :D and hugged everyone hehe :D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Okay and I'll listen. Girl, you have to have breakfast! So you didn't sleep or eat and you were energized? How do you do it? I'd be crawling throughout the whole day just to get around. Aw that's sweet. Hugging your friends and stuff after not seeing them in forever. Or maybe you did see them.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha I really dont know... and lol It had been two months... ages man :'D how was your first day? im getting blicker and blicker the tan just stays lol
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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and I have something to tell you. Something important. Can you go on chat?
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I actually haven't gone back to school or even the states yet. I'm still here in Mexico doing nothing, but procrastinating. I was supposed to start school like almost a month ago, but because things got complicated with my grandma and her health, we've had to stay here. It's okay, though. I love my grandma and all her craziness. At least you have some color. I'm white. Dude, I'm Mexican, I'm in Mexico, and my grandpa was really dark, so how come I look albino? You lucky person. At least you tan! What's your natural skin color like, without all the tan then?
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jahan 7 years ago
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omg important? im there! and haha arent you bored yet? and oh im sorry to hear that, i hope she gets better! and hahahaha, and lol my skin is a light beigy olive but now its all bronze and stuff... its gone a lot darker
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jahan 7 years ago
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omg important? im there! and haha arent you bored yet? and oh im sorry to hear that, i hope she gets better! and hahahaha, and lol my skin is a light beigy olive but now its all bronze and stuff... its gone a lot darker
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Thank you! She is getting better, but she's stressed. As you can see in my picture, I'm really pale! Yeah, I literally do nothing everyday. I started to do a bit of exercise to kill time and I go on the internet a lot.
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jahan 7 years ago
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ah cool, why not try do some more of that crazy stuff you told me about? and im glad, just try and reassure her and help as much as you can, when my mums ill i always try and tell her to relax but then shell sense mess somewhere in the house and go mental and shes all like nooo i cant rest when the house is messy its horriblE! and im like lol just sleep !!!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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I'll go do some illegal things today. I'll try :) Your mom is like that, too? Dude, my mom will have a broken arm and still move around furniture to reach those hidden places to clean. My mom has OCD.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahahahaha, dont get into any trouble! really? wow i think my uncle has OCD, he mops the floor, then wipes it with wet paper towels, then again with dry paper towels. if we're at my grandmas and my mum does the dishes or something, he'll wash it again.. lol. when he was younger and he used to live with his siblings and mum, he'd come home and check his stack of magazines was as he left it, he'd have like a hundred in a stack and just scan his eyes for it and know one was missing,and scream into my 0ther uncles room like WHO TOOK MY MAGAZINES?!?!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Well, I don't really know if my mom has OCD, but it almost seems like it. Dang, your uncle really likes to clean! Really, that's hilarious. That's some dedication to those magazines. Does he have kids? 'Cause kids are crazy and messy, so he'd always be cleaning then.
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha no hes not even married, whats that important thing you wanted to tell me? i have something to tell you too, come on chat!!
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jahan 7 years ago
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hahaha no hes not even married, whats that important thing you wanted to tell me? i have something to tell you too, come on chat!!
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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okay
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jahan 7 years ago
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youre really wise and mature for your age!! and sooo sorry for all that....
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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You are, too :) Seriously, when are you going to understand that it's okay? You can tell me anything. Okay? Oh, and you never gave me the address so I can kick him. Kick him hard.
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jahan 7 years ago
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im sorry for having left suddenly, my internet went off... and hahahahaa aww man i love you :'D
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AnInsecureGirl 7 years ago
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Oh,my goodness, moving sucks! Yeah, that's why it has taken me so freaking long to reply! I'm back though. At least I hope I am. I'm at my aunt's house stealing her internet, so that's why I've been able to come online. I'm starting school tomorrow. Please wish me lots of luck! Any who, I'm serious about kicking him. So how has your life been going lately?
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jahan 7 years ago
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ohh and mayn i missed you! haha stealing internet is the best kinda stealing there is! :D GOOD LUCK!!!! :D :* remember to be nothing but yourself and work hard ;) (hehe sound advice man0 and haha, beeen hurting a little but been smiling loads so im good i guess :D what about you?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I keep leaving. Sorry! I back for good. So um, my school is very different. It's so... undisciplined and crazy. Kids talk back to teachers, they have their phones out all hour, they swear, they fight. It's crazy. I'm like an innocent saint in comparison. So, my dad got a job. His first job in about 5 years. Okay. Enough of me. How are you?
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jahan 6 years ago
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hi
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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hi!
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jahan 6 years ago
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sorry cr/p reply i was in an awful mood, but anyway, how you been? I'm so happy for your dad, what's his job now? tell him a creepy girl from the internet says congrats ;) haha stay good, kid ;P its kinda weird callling you kid cos we're pretty much the same age lol... meh oh well
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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It's okay. How're you and how have you been? You have to tell me like everything, because I've been gone for so long. Sorry about that. He drives trailers. You know those with produce and stuff that are grown somewhere and then have to be taken to somewhere else to sell or something. Thank you for making me laugh so hard. I've missed you man.
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jahan 6 years ago
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i've been up and down haha and good for him! that's cool, i've missed you too mayayyyyn! I WENT TO A FASHION EXHIBIT AND THE GLOBE THEATRE TO WATCH MACBETH ON SCHOOL TRIPS okay that was exciting hehe so what you been up to??
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Really? Dang, you went to the globe theater? Lucky! And you went to a fashion exhibit? Again Lucky. My life is boring right now. Tell me more about the fashion part! That must have been your favorite part, huh?
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha i LOVED IT :D we saw so many actors off tv at the globe haha :D well it was called the fashion and textile museum, and it was founded by zandra rhodes, its not that huge or anything but the dresses were just gorgeous so i was pretty excited haha :D how's the moving been? what's school like? you settled in?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Oh dang! That must have been so awesome! It doesn't matter that it wasn't that big, I bet it was still amazing. I've adjusted. School's boring, but I've made a few friends. They've told me like everything, but I don't know if I should trust them completely yet, you know? It's just to frustrating sometimes, you know?
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jahan 6 years ago
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reallly? be careful dont spill everything just yet. i so know what you mean, but dont worry just enjoy yourself and focus (am i sounding like a broke old rock star that's wasted his life and is now looking back in sad nostalgia under the influence of alcohol? sorry i'll stop)
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Yeah. I'll take your good rock star advice. Dude, my brother is twerking and he keeps on yelling at me to look at him. Oh God. He can actually twerk. Why? So yes. I will have fun, but still have focus. What about you? How's school been going?
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jahan 6 years ago
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hahahahahaha! everything feels pretty good alhamdulillah ( which basically means thank god) im slacking so much in my work so i gotta pull up my socks but hopefully i'll manage. my little brother has been pestering me so much ugh have you got skype? we should so skype sometime
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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How do you pronounce that? Kind of how it looks right? al-hum-ah-de-li-lah? I'm trying to learn Korean and Arabic. Sorry I don't have a Skype. I'm going to make one though. Not right now 'cause I don't have a laptop yet. Instead I'm using the computer that my whole family shares that's in the living room. I gave my laptop to my aunt that doesn't really have much money. She lives with my grandma, so we can e-mail and chat each other now. Little brothers. We have a love/hate relationship with them don't we? They're annoying, but we love them deep, deep, deep, deep down. Keep working hard. I know you'll not only manage, but you'll succeed!
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jahan 6 years ago
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that's so cool! ah yeah i have both lol. aww that's a sweet thing to do! :D ohmygosh yeah i do love them a lot but eoaijd;lkfj athey can p/ss me off ugh someone just rang my doorbell but for some reason ther's no one there;.....c reepy... i sense the plot of scream approaching...
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Don't worry. It was probably just a dingdong ditcher. One time I was dared to dingdong ditch, so I did, but I failed miserably. The lady opened the door and I had to lie that I was looking for my friend Laura. When she's like, "She's not here." I said, "Woops. Wrong house." Have you ever dingdong ditched?
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jahan 6 years ago
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hahaha, and haha nope! we call it knock down ginger here, kids go from house to house, ring the doorbell, hide, and laugh as people come out like 'WHO RANG MY BLOODY DOORBELL?!!?!' it's kinda mean whne kids do it to o;ld people so i shout at them lol
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Knock down ginger? That sounds way better than dingdong ditch. I was writing this and then I left to go to the bathroom for five seconds. When I come back, someone else is already on and he doesn't get off until 50 minutes later. I checked. True. It's not funny if you dingdong ditch old people. I mean its already kind of disrespectful, but doing it to elders, that's just worst. I only did it once, so I hope you don't hate me.
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha i agree ;) lol i don't hate you dont you worry:) mayn i got the pains :/ ugh i feel weird some cr/p going on that i really don't unerstand i just don#t get why uthings have to be so complicated asd;lkfja;gha meh oh well anyway what's up?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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What's wrong? Do you mean cramp-pains? Or some other type or pain? Girl, if someone hurt you in any way I swear I'll find them.
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jahan 6 years ago
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the cramp pains :( and awww! haha that is so sweet :D i feel reassured ;) much better now though :D relaxing with a cappuccino, man they take muscle power to hand make :D so what you been up to?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Ooh, they're those type of pains. I've never heard of cappuccinos helping with that. I'll try it though. Chamomile works perfectly for cramps, by the way. There's a lot going on with my school life, but besides that not much. There's this girl that is just 14 or something and she's going out with a 30 year old. That 30 year old also supposedly touched this one other minor in a way he shouldn't have. Gah, girls are so stupid here. All my friends have already done it. One though she was pregnant 'cause she didn't use protection and they're just too reckless. Then. they'll talk to me all about their problems and I'll never be able to tell them anything, because a) There's never time and b) They wouldn't listen anyway. Yeah. How about you? If those cramps don't want to go away, you should put a heat pad or something warm over the area with pain. That'll hopefully decrease the pain.
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jahan 6 years ago
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thankfully its gone :D and damn... can i call them sl.tty? am i allowed to do that? sorry probably shouldnt... sound pretty wild though.. it was antibullying week this week and we basically did this competition within the school to seee which form class can raise the most money, and we had food sales and stuff like that, other classes raised like seventy pounds in an hour, but mmy class ordered pizzas, brought in doghnut makeers, a microwave, i got a toasted sandwhich maker, looooads of food and drinks and we got like two hundred pounds! and tomorrow morning we go to the park to release balloons with our names written on it in rememberence of anti bullying and it has the schools email address so wherever it lands someone can reply and tell us where they found it, last year it got all the way to germany or france, i think it was france,, and this girl emailed my it teacher and the girl owning the balloon one an ipod :D
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Yes. They are sl uts. No, not sl uts, just friendly. Really friendly. No just kidding. Oh my goodness I want to go to your school now. That sounds epic. I'm moving to where you live. Right this moment.
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jahan 6 years ago
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hahahahaha, it's a muslim school, so just put a hijab on and come on in ;) lol 'friendly' i like that term, friendly with WHAT though exactly? ;D lol we are awful.. just awful... so i've been looking up waffle recipies, gonna try making some.. i really shoudn't though, im meant to be dieting and waffles are deffinitely not healthy lol
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Friendly with everyone. For real. There's this one girl that always touches my hair and tries to touch me. I'm like, man, keep your hands to yourself! Ooh, have you tried cinnamon waffles? They are a delish. If you're trying to diet, then add fruits you know? That's what I do. My mom will see me eating something unhealthy, but as long as I'm drinking a water or eating fruits, then she leaves me alone. Oh, and always drink water. Always, always, always.
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jahan 6 years ago
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yeah water is my problem, i never drink enough OHMYGOD I WENT TO WATCH CATCHING FIRE IN THE CINEMAS LAST NIGHT THIS WHOLE COMMENT WILL BE DEDICATED TO THAT ASDLFKJAOIRDTPOAIUWERA\DSFJAWEDFJ;ASJDPF GADLSFL LIAEKR ADWFAJ\WSGVFA WVU4ZT V6TWZWZYGBSZIJIGEHG;ROI
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Oh my goodness. It's that awesome? I have to go watch it then. Was it sad? Did you cry? I know I cried a bunch in the first movie. I seriously want to watch it now.
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jahan 6 years ago
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it's so fricking good like i feel this genuine love for it, it's amazing i just adsfakjg;lksafj;alhkdsf ai wanna kill suzanne collins for stealing my heart and tearing it into a million peaces WHY JUST WHY JUST WHY JUST WHY read the books my dear read them
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Of course I read the books!(And lets not forget to mention that they were epic) It's the movie I haven't seen. I think I'll watch it this Saturday depending on the circumstances. Fingers crossed.
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jahan 6 years ago
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good girl very good girl hehe :D hmm pasta is so yummy... im watching my wife and kids, you seen it?i love american sitcoms, how i met your mother, the big bang theory, rules of engagement, FRESH PRINCE OF BEL AIR, FRIENDS ahh good times
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jahan 6 years ago
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good girl very good girl hehe :D hmm pasta is so yummy... im watching my wife and kids, you seen it?i love american sitcoms, how i met your mother, the big bang theory, rules of engagement, FRESH PRINCE OF BEL AIR, FRIENDS ahh good times
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Now I'm hungry and I just ate. Pasta is delicious, man. Have you ever tried mushroom ravioli? It kind of sounds gross if you don't like mushrooms, but it's seriously amazing. All of the above are hilarious. Have you watched the episode of himym where they reveal the mother, yet?
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jahan 6 years ago
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i lurrrve mushrooms! :D ive never had ravioli but im bengali, so i have rice all the time, so im pretty sure ive tasted stuff that's similar. omg no!! is it out???????
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jahan 6 years ago
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i lurrrve mushrooms! :D ive never had ravioli but im bengali, so i have rice all the time, so im pretty sure ive tasted stuff that's similar. omg no!! is it out???????
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I only know about 3 people that like mushrooms. Everyone else thinks they're gross, but I don't get why. It's all good though cause that just means more mushrooms for me! Man, you have to try ravioli some day. You're from Bengal? Do you speak Bengali, too? I think that's awesome. Sorry, but I'm pretty ignorant on that country's culture and stuff, so I don't know much, but I do know it's between Bangladesh and India, right? What type of rice do you have? I have Mexican rice where it's orange 'cause its made of tomatoes and onions. Yes, but I don't really know where you can find it. I saw the beginning. I'm not sure if it's on Netflix or on Hulu or on Youtube. You have to watch it!
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jahan 6 years ago
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lol bangladesh is bengal, bengal is just the western side of it :D and damn sorry i was thinking of risotto when you said ravioli, my bad :D well we have all types of rice, mainly white and then like with curries and stuff, but we have stuff like biriyani, which is rice fried and then mixed with spices and stuff, and we have soo many curries, i woudlnt even know where to start haha :D and we eat these sweets called mishti, google 'mishti sweets' and you can see what they look like :D im not a huge fan of them, they're too sweet for me, but they're still yummy hehe :D and yes i speak bengali, but im from a city called sylhet, so i speak sylheti dialect, shudho bangla is proper bengali, which is like written and stuff.
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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That makes much more sense now. I've never had risotto, mishti, or curries, but I looked them up and they look really good. I have had biriyani, though and it's delicious. How many languages do you speak?
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jahan 6 years ago
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uhm about three, english, bengali and arabic, it's a little shaky but i'm there lol what about you? i kind of understand hindi and urdu a little
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Dang, so you're trilingual? That's actually a word. I speak Spanish and English, but I'm slowly learning Korean. So I'm in Mexico 'cause my grandpa is really sick. Do you get a winter break at your school?
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jahan 6 years ago
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ah man what's wrong? hope he gets better soon! and yeupp starts tomorrow, you?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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He had cancer. He passed away. My dad told me just now. How long does your break last?
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jahan 6 years ago
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ohmygod, wait, seriously? i'm so sorry! god.. whoa... how you taking it? RIP </3
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Yeah. Thank you. Uh, I cried. A lot. What I try to think about is how he was surrounded by his family. He had 11 kids, but one passed away, and most came to see him. Only 1 couldn't, but all other 9 showed up. Not all grandchildren could come, but I got to see him. He was conscious when I got to see him by myself, but his eyes were closed 'cause he was under a lot of medicine. Anywho, he was doing really well, he could even walk, but he got really sick really suddenly. It sucks, but I rather him in a better place then suffering here with pains and knowing there was no hope. I swear, cancer is a son of a . My grandma had mom cancer like we call it here in Mexico, so she had it in her left beast. I swear if another person gets cancer in my family or anyone I know, I swear. But, again, thank you for caring.
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jahan 6 years ago
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I'm so sorry:( i hope he died peacefully :( i dont really know what i can say here i just hope no one else in your family, or mine, gets it. let's hope he's in a good place now :) x
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Yeah and thank you. So how've you been? Do you go to an all girl school or are there boys, too? I know. That's a pretty random question, but I was thinking about how annoying the boys are at my school when the question popped in my head.
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jahan 6 years ago
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i remember having a conversation about this with you so long ago lol yeah i go to an all girls school, and haha what's so annoying bout them? im good thanks, been on the insanity workout and im in pain lol :D how aout you?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Everything is annoying about them. No just kidding. It's not all guys, it's just that a few are immature, , and jerks. All they care about is how big your chest is. There are so many guys that I used to hang out with, but now they ignore me because they found out that I'm not easy. Man, they're too young to be doing it. Kids here will be making out and having their hands on each other when they don't know all there is about an intimate relationship. Dude, they'll try to touch you without your permission and if you say no they force themselves on you. I've had to kick a few guys in their you know where to get them to back off. There are so many girls that get so many pregnancy scares, because they're not careful. Then, when it turns out they're pregnant, the baby daddy doesn't step in, no he runs away and ignores you. Then, where's your future and the rest of your childhood? I'm not saying having a baby is bad. I want to have a family some day. Some day, after college, when I have my life together, and married. I want my kids to have a better life than I ever did. When you get pregnant as a teen, you don't just ruin your future, you ruin your child's. I do have to mention that there are some teens that get pregnant and step up to the responsibility. They take care of their baby, they work, the try to be a good parent and I respect those. If only all teen parents were like that. The sad truth is that most are not. Just wait till marriage or use protection. Man, is that so hard to do. If there's no glove, then there's no love. Speaking of which, one of my friends got pregnant. She's just thirteen. You know how scared she is? If I got pregnant(which I won't any time soon) and I told my parents, they'd kick me out, then bring me back in and say I can go no where, then make my boyfriend move in with us, but we'd be in separate rooms. I'd have to work, while taking care of my baby and going to school. Then if I'd say, "Oh, I'm so scared. I can't believe I'm having a baby!" You know what my dad would say? "Well, you sure weren't scared when you decided to have s.ex." That's how my parents would be. Yep. Okay. I'm done ranting. I'm sorry. I had to let that out of my system. Wait, no I'm not done. Sorry. Let me continue. You know what's the worst about teen pregnancies? How they're glorified. Teens are getting pregnant and thinking it's okay, because they see that it's okay on Mtv. Okay. I think I'm done now. You're doing the insanity work out? That's insane! Get it? No? No. Okay. Sorry. Drink tea. It helps alleviate pain from your muscles that are being worked. Especially chamomile tea. Dang, you're really perseverant! I can barely get up from bed on put on my jeans. My brother started doing this ab and cardio challenge and he asked if I wanted to do it with him. Since I'm more of a yoga person, we decided that he'll help me with cardio, and I'll help him with yoga. It's a win win situation. We haven't exercised in so long, though. I never really exercised. I just did yoga and tried to meditate. I always failed at meditating. I just can't. I'll keep trying though. So, how is the insanity work out working for you?
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jahan 6 years ago
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hey! wow.... you had a lot of sh.t being kept in didn't you! and hell yes unwanted teenage pregnancies are BAD (i'm not gonna try say anything philosophical since it's kinda hard to top what you said lol) so schools good...bad...? and yes some are jerks, life's a b.tch. ugh i feel so annoyed everyone keeps telling me to be fricking tidy IM NOT A FRICKING TIDY PERSON WHY CAN THEY NOT JUST ACCEPT THAT WHAT SO IM NOT AS GOOD AS EVERYONE ELSE BECAUSE IM RETARDED AND MESSY AND INCAPABLE OF DOING THINGS WITHOUT A MILLION MISTAKES?! OH OK THANKS FOR F'CKING LETTING ME KNOW I HADN'T BEEN TOLD ENOUGH ALREADYA3;4WLKE'
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Dude, everyone makes mistakes and has accidents. How do you think I was born? Just kidding. I wasn't planned, but neither were any of my other siblings. My parents wanted to have kids, they just didn't know how many. Man, I seriously have to go to your school to make all these people leave you alone. How can they say that about you? Man, you're like the best speller I know. I've never seen you misspell before. See, you don't make mistakes there. Don't worry though, I got your back. If you need some butts to be kicked, you know who to call. Okay?
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jahan 6 years ago
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hahaha, not school, family ;) and sorry for replying so late, i dont get any notifications on this thing :S so how's your week been? and haha thanks! I'll let you know if i need anyone... uh.. taken care of..... hehe ;D i feel dizzy these stupid new glasses make me sick. opticians said it would take two weeks to gtet used to damn it ugh asdfkja;lkj so what's been up? i've been eating WAY too much recently it's actually quite disgusting i can feel the unhealthiness and the fat drippping off me....
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I've been goodish. Just tired. School does that to you. You don't just have to deal with school itself, you have to deal with the mornings, the students, the teachers, the noise, the sky-high expectations. It exhausts you. You have glasses? That's so cool! Are they like those square ones, or circular ones? What color are they? I've heard that although glasses can be a pain, you'll get used to them. Kind of like having to wear pads or tampons. They're weird at first, but you'll get used to them. It's almost like they're not there. I've been eating a lot , too! It doesn't help that my mom got me a cookie cook book. Bake book? Either one. She's encouraging me to bake, so the more I make the more I eat. Food is just too good. Have you still been doing the insanity work out?
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jahan 6 years ago
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black, rectangular french connection ones ;D they bring out my cheekbones, my dad says i look like a school master hehe :D ITS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! i made him a card :D my teacher confiscated it cos i was doing it in the middle of my IT lesson but she gavve it back lol... hehe my auntie got me two cook books, tried making millionaires shortbread... it tasted delicious but looked awful lol and no i ordered the whole thing for myself and it still hasnt come :(
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I'm so effing sorry that I haven't replied in forever! I feel horrible. Sorry. Oh my gosh, millionaire's shortcake is delicious. Happy late, late, birthday to your papa! I'm so late, I'm so sorry! That's so cute that you were making him a card and it got confiscated! I mean, not really that it got confiscated, but that you were making it during class. Do I make sense? Has the insanity thing come yet?
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha ive DONE A MONTH OF INSANITY IT'S MY RECOVERY WEEK OHMYGOSH ASDFGHJKL;ASDFGJKLL; and its ok, i forgive you ;) what's up?? how you been? and thanks hehe :D he liked it :D
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha ive DONE A MONTH OF INSANITY IT'S MY RECOVERY WEEK OHMYGOSH ASDFGHJKL;ASDFGJKLL; and its ok, i forgive you ;) what's up?? how you been? and thanks hehe :D he liked it :D
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Does being in your recovery week mean you take a break? Oh, I've been fine. My uncle died. He was actually the uncle of my dad, but I called him uncle, but in Spanish, so "tio". It was so sad! There seems to be a curse in my family or something, because so many people that I'm related to are passing away. But you, are you feeling better after all that exercising? Some say that after working out and getting used to it, they feel better. They're body adjusts and they feel happier. You get what I'm saying?
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jahan 6 years ago
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it's low intensity resistance stuff,and yeah it makes you feel so proud of yourself lol i feel so much fitter alhamdulillah gosh im so sorry! how, why? how old was he? I'm so sorry :(
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Oh, I get what you mean. Working out is working then? That makes no sense. You get what I'm saying, don't you? He was around 80 years old. He lived a good life full of family and comfort. His kids and other family members made sure of that. He'll be missed, but he's in a better place now. By the way, I just noticed that I said "They're body adjusts..." I meant "their". I know you might not have noticed or cared, but I just wanted to correct myself.
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jahan 6 years ago
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aww I hope so :) how you feeling? sorry it's been so long since i replied. just can't bring myself to do anything. can't be bothered it all seems so pointless. no offence. im happy and then its like there's some switch in my head that suddenly just switches off and i'm in the sh/ttiest mood ever.
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Has something been going on that causes you to feel like that or is it just random?
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jahan 6 years ago
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not really it's just random. anyway, what's up? how you been? how's school going? (bombarding questions )
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Ah, I hate the school that I go to right now. I don't have any real friends here. You?
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jahan 6 years ago
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it's getting better thank god, just so many exams :'( stressed out. why dyou hate your school?
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jahan 6 years ago
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it's getting better thank god, just so many exams :'( stressed out. why dyou hate your school?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I could go on and on. Oh, girl, you'll zoom past those tests. Don't worry. Just try your best. Did you finish them? Uh, I passionately dislike my school because it's just so disorganized, loud, and stressful. School used to be the place where I'd run from my personal problems, from my disorderly life, into a systematic place with rules that were followed and schedules that were set. It was just orderly. I didn't have to make big decisions. I just went from class to class. Yeah, there was homework and tests, but I liked it. I'm a serious nerd. But at this school, it's not about learning. It's more like a huge competition where everyone tries to look better than the rest. I came here to learn about radicals and World War II. I'm like this weird species to them that reads and has no life. I'm trying to build a better one right now actually. I want a good future. I want to go to grad school. I want to make my parents proud. They don't get that. Funny story, this one girl came up to me and we started talking about anime and she asked me if I even had a computer or a form of internet at my house. She wondered because she only ever saw me reading. Is that an insult or.... Sorry I ranted and sorry for the grammar mistakes. How you've been? When does your school end? Mine ends on May 22.
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jahan 6 years ago
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man I'm sorry :/ don't worry, they're just the metaphorical apes that have failed to develop into decent human beings. you're not the wierd species, they are. you dont have to feel bad you're awesome, who cares what they think i doubt she was insulting you she was probably just confused. even so, don't give a shizlle what they say they don't matter. they're the insignificant specs remember? try finding another place really orderly. try going to the library or some park. what area do you live in now? like what state? don't worry ,im sure your parents know how hard you're working. MAY 22? bloody hell that's so early! i start in june and i thought that was early lol! here we finish around end of june or early july, but since ramadan (an islamic month in which muslims fast) begins in june, we're finishing early june
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Aw, I just knew you would make me feel better! I'll read that every morning, man. It's that sweet. Well, the meaning is. I live in the very eventful(note my sarcasm) state of Oklahoma. Wait, so you start school in June or it ends in June? Will you have to make up the days later? Kids that celebrate Ramadan here just get a different schedule for the time needed, so they eat later than usual. I think it'd be much more convenient for school to be ended early, like yours. Are you going to get together with family for Eid?
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jahan 6 years ago
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i'm so glad!! haha you do that man ;D and that's cool! it sounds awesome cos i've never been there lol :D and my holiday starts in june lol so school finishes in june haha :D and yeah sort of, we've been missing out holidays throughout the year that other schools have gotten to make up for the fact that we're missing so much school during the summer. what do you mean by different schedule? and oooh get you, you know all about it dont you? hehehe yeah we do that everyear. it gets kinda boring but i guess that's just me being really ungrateful. the thing is everyone else my age gets bored of it and family parties can get really boring sometimes. i just said boring loads of times didnt i? well it sums it up lol. i used to hate family parties so much, they used to make me feel all ugh and awkward and i just used to sit in the corner and hate everybody lol. sometimes i try talking to everyone other times i just sit with two of my cousins and talk about insignificant stuff.it can get quite deppressing sometiems lol. my family can be rather underwhelming, but then other times they're COMPLETELY OVERWHELMING they can make me hate all of them and myself at the same time, then make me love them like make up your bloody mind. sometimes they seriously p'ss me off htough like asdfghjk;l this is my extended family though, like everybody.
sorry massive rant i wish i could have been more explicit with it all but i know i'll feel so guilty later on lol
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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The Muslim kids eat lunch later than in the usual schedule, so they're separated from non-Muslims. Not drastically different, but still, slightly altered. Girl, I couldn't have said it better. That's what the definition for family should be. Right there. Either "rather underwhelming, but then other times they're COMPLETELY OVERWHELMING". Every party's like that, huh? Each single one. Then, when there's a family member of a relative that's not your relative(you know what I mean?) it can be extremely awkward. Just my family?
Rant all you want, man. Express your words while you still got air and someone who'll listen.
Oh, and today I have a job interview. I'll try my hardest. Hopefully I get the job!
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha thanks I'm just so poetic you see ;D omg a job interview?! with what? for what? summer job? exciting!!!! what are you gonna wear? (im sorry i have work experience comping up and evveryones asking me that so i feel like ive got to ask you that too) :D
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jahan 6 years ago
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haha thanks I'm just so poetic you see ;D omg a job interview?! with what? for what? summer job? exciting!!!! what are you gonna wear? (im sorry i have work experience comping up and evveryones asking me that so i feel like ive got to ask you that too) :D
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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You are. You just got a way with words. It was for a job at this ice cream shop. I went to the first interview and all went well, but the guy interviewing me was kind of creepy. He kept telling me that he was pleasantly psychotic. Another interview was set up for yesterday, but I didn't go 'cause I was out of state. I don't think I'll be getting the job. About the attire, you don't really want to look messy. You gotta look professional(well, depending on the work field.) You could wear some black slacks, some black shoes, and a white button down. That is what most people wear to interviews or their first day on the job. Plus, if you're working at a fast food place, you usually wear black pants, a button down, and black shoes. I hope all goes well when you go to the work event/thing!
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jahan 6 years ago
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thanks! it's basically this thing we do in england, well London at least i think most of the other parts of the country do, but basically in about year ten or eleven, and then once again in college, we do 'work experience', where we work for a week or two, unpaid, to see what it's like to work in real life. i'm doing it in a community centre, i get to organise an event and play with babies and help disabled children play football :D:D:D 'out of state'? is that you chickening out? WHY DID YOU DO THAT?! i'm pleasantly psychotic and you're not scared of me, why are you scared of this dude? just carry some pepper spray or something with you ;D I wanna dress like that but i dont know, cos i wear an abayah i don't really wear normal clothes much, i'm trying to get myself into wearing long skirts and stuff though cos i don't want to use my abayah as an excuse to dress slobby cos that pretty much defeats the purpose, know what i mean? so if you do happen to take the job even after skiving off (silly child) would you take it?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Man, I already respected you, but now, I admire you. That's so sweet of you t work with babies and children with special needs. I applaud you. I swear I was out of state. I was in Kansas! I haven't even called and it's been three days, so yeah, I am chickening out now. I'm not scared of you because you are pleasantly psychotic. That's the keyword: pleasant. Now, this guy was not. I am planning to buy a pepper spray. It's going to be one of those disguise ones, though. It'll either be a pen or lipstick. I also want a stun gun, but disguised a cell phone. Here's the website I'm using to buy them: http://www.womenonguard.com/ Justin case you want to check it out. In this society where it's "a girl's fault for being or attacked by a guy" we need to be protected. Oh, my gosh, I saw a post on tumblr where this girl has earphones under her hijab, and a onsie under her abayah, but no one would have ever known. Have you ever done that? Yes, I would take the job. I need to start saving up for college. That would be the reason for it. Also, I'd like to go shopping. My parents don't give me money any more. What about you?
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jahan 6 years ago
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aww thank you :D i didn't know i was gonna get to do that i was told i was mainly gonna do fundraising for the centre, but then i found out and i was LIKE YES! kansas! :D DID YOU SEE THE WIZARD OF OZ? wait he's in emerald city kansas was where dorothy was from right? and lol clever, be careful someone might accidently use it and it would hurt... thanks but pepper spray and stun guns are illegal here, an d for good reason. AND YES story of my life i wore a onesie under my abayah the other day to my grandmas, and i spent a year of school with my headphones on underneath my hijab :D people think we're living under a rock, but EXCUUUUUSE ME we practicallly invented fashion *flips hijab off the shoulder in a cringe-worthily dramatic way* my parents give me money when i need it, but i reallly wanna make my own money so they don't have to, they have 4 private schooling fees to pay for on top of tuition, taxes, petrol, internet, mortgages blah blah i don't want to be a financial burden on them, ya know? and my mum says if i want to go to uni im gonna have to get a job cos most banks give student loans but with interest which is haram. either that or i'll have to find a halal loan. my parents would deffo pay if they could afford it but i would never accept that, like how can i accept my parents paying £50,000 for my education after they've already spent hundreds of thousands when i'm able to go out and work for it myself? i've been thinking of so many different htins and i've got some ideas though of how i can start my own living :D
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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I wish the states had that type of program. It's prepare us. Here, you go through high school trying to fit in, wasting your time, then you get thrown into the real world. Let's not forget that it's expected of you to go to college. Those bills can reach $50,000. I'm scared to my wits. I don't think I'm ready. Sure, there are 4 years left for me to get there, but time flies. Dorothy was from Kansas.. No, I didn't see her lol. You are a really good daughter! If my parents heard how you were talking they'd be all like, "Why can't you be just like her? See she respects her parents." Do you parents do that? My parents do. A lot. I literally have 100 cousins from just my dad's immediate family, and he compares me to every. single. one. That's sweet of your parents, though. If things don't work out, then they could always help you out then, right? I have to start working because my parents could never afford it. They're already telling me to apply for scholarships, which I will. I'm trying to save up all my money for college, so when I get out, I'm debt free, loan free, and can start living, you know? Plus, I want to start college funds for each of my younger siblings. I want to make sure, they don't have to worry about money when trying to get into college. At the end of the day, that's what matters. That my siblings are happy. You know what you could do? You could store away money from your income right now if you are working as taxes, you know? You could start practicing. Like if your income is 100 euros a week(hypothetically) and taxes are 10%, just take away those ten euros and store them as "taxes". Then you could use it for emergency money or something. That'll prepare you for when you have to pay taxes. Plus, it helps you save money. Speaking of college and education, what do you want to study? Are you still set on fashion?
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jahan 6 years ago
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yeah it's good but a lot of the time people aren't taken seriously cos they're under age and it's only two weeks. yeah i know how you feel, i've got two years left till im in college and god knows it's gonna be so different. haha thanks! YES THEY DO THAT ALL THE TIME BLOODY HELL my mum doesnt do it that much anymore but gosh it's so annnoying! i just think well maybe i'd like it if you were more like so and so's parents! it's mean but i can't help it. yeah, i don't want them to have to pay yaknow? yeah that's deffinitely best so many people end up in a sh.t load of debt and it's so difficult to get out. that's so sweet, i hope you manage to do that i really do, it's great of you to look after your siblings. yeah that's a good idea, it'd kind of teach me that part of my money will inevitably always be taken away anyway. sadly i don't actualy earn anything at the moment :/ i would apply for a proper job but i know my parents would just be like focus on your education for now and they have a point but i could do things at the same time and if it gets too difficult i can quit working for a while. i don't want to actually study fashion though i want to work in it. i know it's dumb of me but i genuinely think studying fashion is pointless unless you want to work for another corporation or magazine, because you can't necessarily 'learn' what looks good, you've got to look at things and have the eye to piece them together. yeah i know there are so many themes and terms that you wouldn't know unless you studied fashion but i can't be bothered with them because when i do something as a hobby i love it but the minute i get thte pressure of doing it as a subject i hate it's guts. so if i chose to do business and fashion id study economics but not go to university, and if i chose to do psychology which i would also love i'll have to go to university to get a degree. what about you?
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AnInsecureGirl 6 years ago
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Oh, dang. I hadn't thought of that. It feels horrible to not be taken seriously. You'll be in college in two years?! Are you nervous or are you excited? Right? If my parents were more like so and so's parents, I'd probably be more like the kid they're comparing me to. You know what I mean? Here in the states there are people that are still neck deep in debt and they're in their 30's almost 40's. Especially teachers. College tuitions can cost up to $30,000 which is as much as they make in a year. I don't want that happening to me. Your parents have a point. You gotta stay focused on your studies. I know nothing about fashion and I'm pretty sure that if I studied it, I would still look like a mismatched quilt pieced together by a blind person. You're right! Being fashionable is just something that you have. So you don't want to work for a corporation or magazine? You want to make clothes? Oh girl, pressure does suck! I love to bake, but the minute someone tells me to bake for a certain event, I freak and ruin everything. I was supposed to make a cake for father's day. I made a superman cake, with "DAD" instead of the "s". Ya know what I mean? Well, I worked, but one layer of cake wasn't chilled enough, so it stuck to the pan when I tried to take it out and it was a mess. I covered it in fondant so no one noticed, but that didn't calm my anxiety. You just have to pick something that makes you proud of what you do. Something that you love. Psychology is something amazing. You can help so many people. Fashion is amazing, too. It helps people express themselves. Both are great things that you could be.
Me? I want to work in the law force. I want to stop slavery. I want to stop the kidnapping of little girls to be sold into marriage and prostituti0n. (Does that word get bleeped out?) Any who, yeah. That's what I want to do. I want to fight for women's rights. I'll study psychology and law to get there. Self defense and how to control weapons will be useful too. How have you been doing, though?
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jahan 6 years ago