jahn79*

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Joined: October 26, 2015
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 393839
Location: Baltimore
Gender: M
I love to.learn. College.is my.favorite place to.be. I want to.make a difference. I want to.contribute. I want to understand. I have many poems. I have lost too many friends. I wish I understood them better. New friends are silver old friends are gold. I wish I was healthy. I'm not.

Quotes by jahn79*

She said
I hate you
I.love you
I need you
I want you
I took a selfe today
Either I'm totally anorexic
O
r totally adorable
My lady friend told Me
Either I put on weight or
S
he never talks to me again
You the bad guy the bad gal
You don't get to choose who forgives you
T
he choice is ours the ones you hurt
Not yours to take
Ours go give
Not to free you but to free our selves
Of hatred.

him


he hugged
she said it was ok
I broke into a thousand pieces
tears without number
she works for him
I had lunch with them today
she say not a word she spoke
he spoke oh how I could work for him
a dream I had until he hugged i
Absent


So much going on right now
I am lost in the blueness
Work and meetings returning
The ancient library it is cold
My attention turned other things
I am not returning
Writing University Children
I pretended it was a normal day
They will be leaving soon - for good
But a whisper as you passed me by
The summer here has been so terrible
Country roads chandlers small streams
Lately has the sun shone
Counting headstones as tears fell
The skies gave up their latent blueness
What happened to all my friends?
I am not happy right now
I went about my tasks
But still I write
A great hunter sitting on a stump
Perhaps Autumn will transpire
Trees the mountains a secret place
Giving me my life back
No one but me can rock my grandchild
I am floating on the lea of other's
Clear streams mountain roads turning
Their wishes
Dog barking as if a wave
Their demands
Will I dream again of beautiful things?
No time to be selfish
The homeless lady with a gift cried
Although I long to be so
I could be her if I ignored the bugs
I saw your photographs
Did you speak or was it the wind?
sitting with your grand daughter
Speaking in Elf eating a popsicle dreams
your poems are sad
A dark tear glistened as it fell
I do not know how you are really feeling
I smiled as I thought of you
I cannot respond to them
Rainbows in waterfalls
in the sadness
The smiles of little ones
but I think of you every day
I searching the universe for answers
you are lost
My sadness is less
we have the past
You visit the blue rooms less
we can smile
Your voice so far away
but as for the future
One by one
we have to create a new one
The we of I vanish
new dreams
Beauty in the ordinary
new rooms
A new puppy named Lola
new libraries
She is white the flees cannot hide
new vista's
With the fluttering of your eyes
let us create
The lies all vanish
another scenario
A pottery shop in the shed
where all is green
A chicken coop with chicks
and yellow
Soon it will be cold
a new color scheme
A mountain in the back yard
for tomorrow
Too steep to climb
it is useless to be blue
Will I dream again of beautiful things?
it gets us no-where
Come see my secret world it is alive
*me* I'm ok.
*me* *tries to move*
*me* I'm not ok.
"Never dreamed I'd be having "the talk" with my 10 yo. "Honey, we don't share our passwords with anyone, not even family. Now go change it." " Jessy
I want to.
With all my heart I want to.
The light at the end of the tunnel is real.
The tunnel is an illusion.
The somewhere of nowhere

dreams learned from sorrow
the room is blue
hiding from demons
a world made of nothing

Beauty magnified a thousand fold
the library is cold
hiding from love
a world made of everything

a moment of peace
the lobby is neutral
hiding from reality
we are both tied

a moment of beauty
the steps are marble
hiding from hate
where are the colors

a rainbow a memory
we stand and stare
hiding from you
friends for a day


The abused, the sorrowful, the alone,
such beauty they see.
Hiding from dreams.
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