I'm a good actor.
I didn't know that until somebody said to me "you
wouldn't understand how i feel." when i asked them
what was wrong. I have honestly been through hell and back and
people seem to forget that sometimes. People don't look at
me and think "oh there goes that broken girl that has had
a pretty rough life", no they think "there goes that
girl that's really loud, sometimes obnoxious and
insensitive". I'm sorry but since when were your petty
complaints actual problems??? never. Try living in my shoes for
a day, and then say that i don't
understand.
today is
my big sisters 18th
birthday,
the only thing is she isnt here to
celebrate it.
Lucy passed away almost 5 years
ago-its hard to believe its been this long.
every day the pain is just as bad as the first day without
her.
she is my inspiration to keep going-she had one the most deadly
cancers for a young girl to have
she always held her head up when there was no hope.
i miss her more than anything in the entire world.
there are so many things i always wanted to do with her,
so many things i wish i could tell her.
nobody can truly understand how close i was to her.
we fought constantly, but those occasional moments where we
werent trying to kill eachother are priceless
she was always there to pick me up off the ground and dust me off
whenever i fell
i was always there to pick up the pieces when she fell apart
i miss her so much, nobody knows what i would give just to see
that amazing girl one last time.
i love you so much Lucy, you'll always be in my heart. Happy
Birthday<3
R.I.P. to the most wonderful girl in the world.
we all know that girl who
wears waayyy too much make up to
get guys attention
wears really short shorts to get guys
attention
acts stupid when shes really smart to get guys
attention
dyes her hair a lot to get guys attention
acts different in front of the popular girls so she can
get everybodys attention.
but what you
dont know is that she,
wears way too much makeup so she can hide the
bruises
wears really short shorts because they are hand-me-downs and
cant afford clothes that fit
acts stupid because shes afraid that she'll be called
a freak again
dyes her hair because shes so insecure about
everything
acts different in front of the popular girls because shes
afraid of the ridecule and bullying that comes with being
herself
think before you call somebody a
"attention
wh0re"