janessa_2008

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Joined: August 19, 2008
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HEY MY NAME iS JANESSA
LiVE iN LA HABRA, CA.
i'M 18; class of 10'!!
WELL RiGHT NOW i'M HAPPY WERE i STAND;;
EVEN THO i AM GOiNG THREW A LOT OF STUFF BUH i LiVE MY LiFE TO THE FULLEST & NOT LET THOSE DUMB LiTTLE THiNGS EFFECT ME
& i WUD REALLY LOVE TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO CUZ i KNOW ON WiTTY i'M NOT ALONE:)
 i LOVE WHEN PPL GiVE ME ADViCE & i ALSO LUV MEETiNG NEW PPL.
SO DNT BE A STRANGER :)


Quotes by janessa_2008

TEAM JAKEE!!!

FAV. THiS iF UR ON TEAM JAKE AND NOT ViENNA'S
<3

i THOT THAT WE WERE FOREVER
i GUESS i MiSUNDERSTOOD
MY FAULT FOR THiNKiNG U LOVED ME
OR EVEN THiNKinG U EVER CUD

LATELY i HAVENT BEEN SLEEPiNG WELL
iN FACT i PROBABLY WAKE UP EVERY HOUR OF THE NiGHT.
&
THE REASON FOR ALL THiS iS U.
i ALWAYS WAKE UP WiTH U ON MY MiND
&
i'M STARTiNG TO REALiZE THAT DR. SEUSS WAS RiGHT WHEN HE SAiD;
"U KNOW UR iN LOVE WHEN U CANT SLEEP BECUZ REALiTY iS FiNALLY BETTER THAN UR DREAMS."
&
BOY ALL i GOTTA SAY iS THAT U MAKE ME THE MOST
UNBELiEVABLY HAPPiEST GiRL iN THE WORLD.
WORDS CANNOT EXPLAiN HOW MUCH U MEAN TO ME.
ITS ALWAYS THE SAME OLD STORY;;
i LOVE U,
WE FiGHT,
WE AGRUE ABOUT STUPiD THiNGS,
U WALK OUT OF MY LiFE AND WE GO MONTHS WiTHOUT TALKiNG.
THEN JUST WHEN i'M MAKiNG PROGRESS,
U AWALYS HAVE TO DO SUMTHiNG TO TAKE ME BAK TO THE BEGiNiNG.
iTS LiKE AN ENDLESS CYCLE THAT NEVER SEEMS TO END
UR NEVER GUNA FiND THE RiGHT GiRL
CUZ U LET GO OF HER A LONG TiME AGO.
[[EDiTED]]--i wrote this on my own and i know its sorta long but it wud mean a lot to me if u read this&let me know wut u think.


WE STARTED OFF FRiENDS JUST HANGiNG OUT.
HE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN MY HEART WAS BROKEN.
NEVER DiD iT CROSS MY MiND THAT i WUD FALL FOR SOMEONE LiKE HiM.
WE WERE HANGiNG OUT ONE NiGHT, JUST TALKiNG.
THEN iT CAME TO AN AKWARD SiLENCE AS WE LOOKED AT EACHOTHER iN THE EYES, THEN SLOWLY CAME iNTO EACHOTHER FOR A KiSS, AFTER HE HUGGED ME SO TiGHT, i NEVER WANTED HiM TO LET GO FO ME.
THATS WHEN EVERYTHiNG CROSSED MY MiND.
A PART OF ME DiDNT WANT TO FALL FOR HiM CUZ i KNEW HE WAS THE PLAYER TYPE BUT HE WUD ALWAYS TELL ME THAT WHEN iT COMES TO BEiNG iN A SERiOUS RELATiONSHiP HE SETTLES DOWN.
&
NOW i'VE FALLEN HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HiM.
WE STiLL HANG OUT, TEXT 24/7, TALK EVERY NiGHT ON THE PHONE AND THE BEST PART iS WHEN HE CALLS ME BABE.
MY FEELiNGS FOR HiM ARE GETTiNG STRONGER EACH AND EVERYDAY.
BUT THE BEST FEELiNG iS WHEN WERE TALKiNG ON THE PHONE AT NiGHT AND HE TELLS ME HOW MUCH HE MiSSES ME
EVEN iF WE SAW EACHOTHER THAT DAY.
THE SAD PART ABOUT ALL THiS iS THAT WE ARE STiLL ONLY FRiENDS AND THATS ALL WE'LL PROBABLY EVER BE.
ALL BECUZ ME & HiS BESTFRiEND USED TO BE A THiNG
AND BECUZ MY SO CALL "BESTFiEND" USED TO LiKE HiM.
& NOW THE ONE THiNG THAT CUDV'E BEEN PERFECT MiGHT NOT HAPPEN. ALL BECUZ OF THE PAST.

HiS LOVE iS A THOSAND MiLES AWAY
BUT i WiLL GET THERE
SUMHOW
SUMWAY

i GOTTA TAKE iT BACK TO THE DAYS BEFORE WE MET
&
LiVE OUR LiFES AS STRANGERS AGAiN

NOW U CALL MY PHONE
TELLiN ME;
UR MiSSiNG ME, U STiLL LOVE ME
i CANT BELiEVE iT
UR UNBELiEVABLE

i TOLD U U'D LiVE TO REGRET iT
NOW i DONT WANNA MAKE U FEEL BAD
BUT WHEN iT COMES TO ME JUST FORGET iT
i'LL BE;;

[[THE BEST U NEVER HAD]]