sometimes
I look back on what
u s e d
to be us. I can't help but wish
wish for that
feeling I had, when I was with
you, a r o u n d you, next to
you
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I look down at mine,
c o v e r e
d in our past, lost to the future,
I can't stop
it's who I am now. you m a d e
me into this. You tore me apart. you
could have stopped it. You ruined
me.
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' m j u s
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you're just
a
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every
time I see you,
I fight back tears
because I don't want anyone to
know
how much you meant to me.
No matter how much I try not
to,
I still cry myself to sleep at
night,
hoping you know,
- how much I trusted you,
- how much I miss you,
- how much you meant to me,
- how you were there when the world wasn't,
- how you promised you'd be there forever
- how you made me happy when nobody else could,
- and you understood how I felt,
- you always knew how to make me laugh,
- to help me when I didn't know
- to keep my secrets,
- to include me when I was left out
- to just see my face and know something's wrong
- and listen when I needed someone
but I won't know if you'll
miss me too
and the worst part about letting you
go,
is pretending I don't care about
you.
even though this won't change a
thing...
I just needed you to
know.
you'll always be in my
heart
as a great friend
♥
I hate that
the only person I ever
trusted,
decided to b r e
a k my
heart like glass.
because I thought you'd be that
person,
that would stand by my side
through anything.
Whether its one of my best days,
or my worst.
I thought you'd be there forever,
the one person I could always count
on,
and you could always count on
me.
but you turned out just like the others.
so why do I still find myself.
loving you?