jaziqueforever

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The names Jasmine. I am now 14 years of age. I tend to care what everyone else thinks and sees of me, one of my many flaws. That and I walk like a penguin. Ha.

I see less of myself than I should. I am not skinny like other girls but imperfection is a girls greatest beauty, right?

I am open to any other people who just want to talk to someone. Never judge from what you see in the mirrior, but what you see as yourself.

So, follow and I'll try and follow back!

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Hello my fellow wittians ;)

Due to the fact, that my other story 'New Beginnings' wasn't a success, I would like to start up a new story called 'A Girl's World' Its about a girl who goes through every single little problem that we all go through but something happens that changes everything.

Sound interesting? Give me some feedback on what you think or what my next story should be about. Thanks lovelys ♥
Shoutout to my witty girl;

lettherainhideyourtears

this girl is amazing. I haven't talked to her in AGES but I miss talking to her she is so cool. Hopefully she sees this and still knows I love her very much because this chick is the best. Go follow her!
Friends are like a trampoline...



I always wanted a trampoline.
So listen. You know how a couple of quotes ago how I said I'd wish my friends would accept me for me? Well one of friends use to call me names all the time and I do the same back but not as hurtful. She called fat a few weeks ago and she told me she was just joking because I did this cuckatoo face to her that I got off the internet and I showed her it and she was like ''Atleast I'm not fat!''

I was hurt at that point. And sometimes she calls me ugly. I get really hurt at that too. And when me and my other friend were at her house they were going to eachother, your so pretty and no your prettier and they looked at me and said oh your pretty too and continued. I don't know if they meant it or just did it because they felt guilty.

So anyways the whole point of this quote is that she shares all these photos she sees and one of them had to do with it doesn't matter what size you are, you are beautiful. She was all like, yeah it doesn't matter everyone is beautiful and all that sh/t. I can't believe how two-faced she can be.

Another point is, when I take photos of me being me. I don't get any likes or anything. That doesn't bother me cos I don't care. But when I do my hair all nice and pretty and all that. I get these likes saying oh your so beautiful and she commented that too. UH! Do I have to dress up to please society.

So sick of all of this right now.
New Beginnings;
Chapter Three;

I walked out of english. Taking my bag off me to see what mum packed for my lunch. That is if she remembered to pack it.

''Madi! Over here!''

I looked up. It was my very best friend Sophie. Sophie has been there with me since the very start. We met in kindergarten, when I stole her crayons. She slapped my hand and I started crying. She hugged me and told me ''I'm sorry. You can use my crayons''. Since then, we've been inseperable. She's always been the braver one out of both of us and she is a bit of an attention seeker. The light had to be on her when it came down to the two of us. But I still love her so much. She went to Hawaii for a 3 week holiday. She called me once a week that whole time and I told her everything. Even about Caleb. She said she was so sorry she wasn't there to comfort me but before I knew it, she's back. Now here she is!

''Sophie! Oh gosh, I've missed you so much!'' I yelled as I ran and gave her a big bear hug.

''Ok, ok. You can get off me now'' she giggled as she let go.

''How was it? I bet Hawaii was nice and sunny by this time''

''Ugh. It was alright. No shirtless hotties. Mum restricted me from going anywhere without them.''

''Well. Considering all the stuff you get up too!''

''Yeah, yeah. Don't smooth it out for me''

We both laughed hysterically talking about her trip.

''So, are you okay?'' her voice softened.

''What do you mean? I'm fine'' I let out a real weak smile. She saw right through it.

''Oh come on Madi. I haven't bothered to know you for the last 13 years for nothing! And I know you're not fine''

''I just prefer to not talk about it. Well, atleast not now. Besides, we have so much to catch up on!''

''Ha! Ok. Settle your grettle girly. Lets go have lunch and we'll have a little catch up''

We walked off and enjoyed lunch. We laughed and talked like old times. It was so fun.

School had just finished and I walked out. I looked over and saw the same guy I saw this morning. ''Hey, Austin!'' He looked over his shoulder and saw me but continued to walk. ''Hey!'' I ran over to him. I ran in front of him to stop him. ''Oi, what was that all about?''

''Oh I don't know. Maybe the fact you totally blew me off at lunch!'' he exaggerated.

Oh no. I had.

''I am so sorry. Look I can make it up to yo-''

''Don't bother, I have to go''

He walked off. Oh no. I totally did blow him off. I feel so bad. I could run up to him and try to sort this out. But I didn't want to make things worse.

Bit of a boring chapter. Sorry. But next chapter you get to kind of meet someone! Enjoy!

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Sometimes I wish my friends could accept me for me. I only have a few friends that I can just be me. But the rest have all their perfect lives with their cool clothes and boyfriends. I just wish people would like me for me. A few weeks ago, it was mufti. For those who don't know what it is mufti is where we don't got to wear uniform and can come in our normal clothes. Well no. Girls dress up and have all these amazing clothes. I stayed home. My dad was alright with it but my mum was a bit disappointed. I told her I didn't want to be judged no more. I cried. Shes taking me on a shopping spree in a few weeks so I don't feel like that anymore but I don't feel any better. I am very greatful for all God has given me and I love my mum and dad. But this isn't me. The real me is to afraid to come out. Please don't comment and say just be you and all that because if I do. People will just judge me. Like always.

Sorry if this isn't a pretty quote or that shiz. But I'm tired of this person that I have become. I need someone. Someone who understands me.

New Beginnings;
Chapter Two;

I hopped out of the car.

''Bye honey, have a good day!'' Mum said as she took off.

I walked into school with my head down. I could feel people staring at me.

I walked to school only to find three girls were hanging around my locker. I thought they were just having a little yarn and didn't pay attention to where they were. So I just walked up to it.

''Oh look guys, its the sook who cried over her little boyfriend who moved away.'' she said as she burst with laughter with her friends.

I knew exactly who they were too.

They were queen bees of the school.

The tall one was Karen. She has long dark wavy hair. She always wears a skirt that goes to her thighs. And has a nack for throwing things at you.

The one next to her was Lucy. Lucy has light brown hair which she always ties up into a bun. She dresses a bit more appropriately but she is always spreading rumours and gossip around the school.

And last but most certainly least. Celia. She is the leader of the pack and the absolute worst! She has blonde, straight hair which goes down just below her shoulders. She tries and steals everyone's boyfriends just to wreck a relationship. She tried to split Caleb and I up but he saw right through her. She also has huge breasts, thats probably why majority of the guys at our school want to get with her.

''Oi! Freak! Did you hear me? I said what are you doing here?'' Celia said right in my face.

''It's my locker Celia. Can I get through to it please?''

''I don't think so'' said Karen who started to get a bit more moody.

''Guys. Just let the girl get to her locker?''

I turned around. It was some boy. Probaby a new guy because I've never seen him before. He had luscious blue eyes and blonde hair that didn't look out of place.

''And who do you think you are, telling us to move?'' Lucy said.

''Well, I know for a fact just by looking at you guys that you obviously don't know how too''

I let out a little smirk.

''Ugh, come on guys. We'll deal with this loser later. Right now, I want to go see if Jack is available after school. You know'' Celia said winking at Karen and Lucy.

They all laughed and continued to walk away.

''Hey, thanks'' I said.

''No prob. What's your name?'' he said.

''I'm Madison but my family and friends sometimes call me Madi''

''Madison. I like that name. Hey Madi, I'm Austin.''

''Austin that's a cool name also!''

''Thanks. Look I've got to go to class but maybe we could meet up at lunch?''

''Sure thing. Bye Austin!''

He waved back at me.

He looks perfect. He sounds like he has an amazing personality. No. What are you thinking Madi? You're in love with Caleb. And you always will be.


Yeah..so as you see the tables have been twisted. Ok so I am only going to notify you, only if you fave ♥

''Niall is part of One Direction for a reason. He cries a lot when someone tells him he shouldn't be in the group. Little does he know, without him, One Direction would be nothing.''

-Zayn Malik
You see her?

She's the girl you bullied until she gave in. See those scars on her? She gave up on everything. You told her she wasn't good enough. You told her, to just give up. You made sure she wasn't happy about anything she did. You put her through hell. You told her the world will never miss her when she died. The worst part about all of that, is that she believed you. She grabbed the knife and slowly cut herself once a night. Everytime you saw her, you laughed straight at her and called her a ''little b/tch'' and ''attention wh/re'' she was sick of it all. She grabbed the knife and stabbed herself right through the heart. When you found out, you acted like you were her best friend. How you'll miss her so much. But everyone saw right through your little lies. They saw you were always the reason. Now, you're looking straight at her picture. When she was alive. When she was suffering from your selfish ways. She wasn't trying to prove anything. She had enough of everything. You happy? You won. But you did not win the war. That girl had big dreams. And you crushed her. Sad thing is, nobody bothered to help her.

If you are going through any kind of bullying. ANY. I am always here. Thank you for reading this. I love you so much ♥