jennlove1998

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Joined: July 8, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: April 16
user id: 192384

hello there gorgeous.<3 if you are reading this then you've stumbled across my witty profile.<3 so, WELCOME!(:  well i guess i should introduce myself. i'm Jennifer, but everyone calls me Jenn..which ever you prefer! i'm short.(: 5 ft 1 1/2 inches, but i like being short! well i'm a cheerleader, cheer is my life.<3 i love music, of all types!  I love my friends, they mean the world to me.<3 i look forward to hugging lauren (xxnevershoutnever) everyday.<3 Confessions_of_a_cutter is my inspiration.<3
Love is Louder than the Pressure to be Perfect.<3

oh&& i guess i should mention..i cut. i burn. i scratch. i've attempted suicide more times than i can count, but i never succeed. something in my mind always stops me from succeeding. i self harmed for 2 years straight, every single day, atleast once every hour. this year i've been getting better. i don't self harm nearly as much as i used to. don't get me wrong, i still self harm. but i'm slowly getting better.

Disorder Your Score
Major Depression: Very High
Dysthymia: High-Moderate
Bipolar Disorder: Slight
Cyclothymia: High-Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder: Slight-Moderate
Postpartum Depression: N/A
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the kid in these pictures below is my bestfriend. his name is Zachary but i call him Zachariah. he is literally the ONLY reason i am still living. he's talked me out of so many suicidal attempts. he is the most amazing guy i could ever meet. i would die without him. i love you bestfriend.<3

"When we first talked i knew we would always be friends. Our friendship has kept on growing, and i'll be here for you to the end. You listen when i have a problem&& help dry the tears from my face. You take away my sorrow&& put happiness in it's place. We can't forget the fun we've had, laughing 'til our faces turn blue. Talking of things only we find funny. People think we're insane- if they only knew! I guess this is my way of saying thanks for catching me when i fall. Thanks once again for being such a good friend&& being here with me through it all." ♥

    

Quotes by jennlove1998

i promised him that i wouldn't self harm again....but i just broke that promise.
i haven't been "fine" or "okay" in a really, really, really long time.
just because i deserve to be happy;
doesn't mean i am.
30 Day Challenge (:
Day 1 - 15 Facts About You
Day 2 - The Initals Of The Person You Love
Day 3 - Your Closest Friend.
Day 4 - The Thing You Fear The Most.
Day 5 - The Saddest Moment In Your Life.
Day 6 - Favorite Sport(s).
Day 7 - Favorite Song.
Day 8 - Your Deepest Secret
Day 9 - First Impression On The Guy You Like Now.
Day 10 - Last Time You Cried.
Day 11 - Thing Closest To Your Heart.
Day 12 - When You Hear This Song You Wanna Cry.
Day 13 - Place You Wanna Visit Very Badly.
Day 14 - Favorite Book.
Day 15 - Favorite Animal.
Day 16 - Favorite Show.
Day 17 - Last Time Someone Hurt You.
Day 18 - The Story Behind Your Life.
Day 19 - Person Who Scares You The Most.
Day 20 - Last Major Injury.
Day 21 - Favorite Youtube Video.
Day 22 - Phone Type.
Day 23 - Biggest Confession.
Day 24 - Last Break Up.
Day 25 - Last Heart Break.
Day 26 - The Day You Regret Most.
Day 27 - First Friend.
Day 28 - Favorite Drink.
Day 29 - A Letter To Someone In Your Family.
Day 30 - A Letter To The Reflection In The Mirror.
everyone's saying how they're getting notifications saying a_big_white_van, anne_grabbed_a_knife, a_creepy_stalker&& others started following you...
&& i got a little offended.
NONE of them started following me...
How will you know I am hurting, If you cannot see my pain? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot explain.
Everyone is sleeping while she remains awake
 && leaves reminders on her body
of how much she hates herself.

"I walked through the hallway holding my wrists, hoping no one will see me like this. He looks at me, scared what he'll find. He never thought I had these things in mind. He asks me, "...is there any more?" Looking at him with tears in my eyes I whisper a simple reply,...
'ever wonder what bracelets were for'..?"


 
Real cutters don’t cut for attention or for the pain, real cutters cut for the satisfaction of being in control something.
That's the problem with cutting. Once you start, you can't stop. It's addicting, cutting is my drug. It serves its purpose perfectly. Once I cut, I forget about everything that has been wrong. All that is left is my concentration on my cut.
I forget about everything but the pain.
Pain has become my world.
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