jennyracinggirl

Status: living my best life.
Joined: July 28, 2011
Last Seen: 2 months
Birthday: September 2
user id: 200858
Location: Ohio
Gender: F
Name is Jenni. 
22 years of age.
country girl ❤️🍻
racing will always be apart of my life. 
Obsessed with tattoos. I have 10 and can’t wait to start my sleeve. 

Quotes by jennyracinggirl

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.

"Some people will let you down and never will you forget how they made you feel. Some people will break your heart and never will you have the opportunity to see it coming. And some people will forever stay in your heart and never will you be able to explain why."

The reality behind a broken person is that they look okay when they are around you. They laugh and even crack their own joke. They wear the most beautiful smile and constantly encourages you to be happy. But when the night comes and they are all alone. All they do is stare at the dark corners of their room while they fight the demons in their head. Fighting those negative thoughts all alone is never easy. So do not ever judge someone because they cry, because they are brave. Brave enough to withstand everything even with that tear stained face💕
when cristina yang said “there comes a point where it all becomes too much. when we get too tired to fight anymore. so we give up.” i felt that

One day, you can't hold on to it anymore. You don'tknow but you feel shattered and then you burst intotears. Your head and chest and eyes andeverything hurts. Everything feels numb andsurrendered. It's as if you're done. You've givenup. You're done for. You can't take it anymore andyou cry and scream silently as you cover yourmouth to stop your sobs and the suffocatinginhalation and you break down. You fall to theground because your legs cannot take the load ofyour imperfections. You close your eyes, let thetears fall, hug yourself and stand up.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
Dear girl who's been replaced, 
Just because he's already with a new girl, that doesn't mean you should feel like you've been replaced because the truth is it's impossible to replace you. He might think she's prettier than you, he might think her personality is better than yours, and he might think he's more compatible with that girl than he was with you, but don't let him take away how special you are in your own way, how unique you are in your own right, and how amazing you are in your own light. You shouldn't look at her and feel ugly, you shouldn't compare yourself to her and feel like you aren't good enough, and you shouldn't see how he loves her and hate yourself for it. He might not be able to see what you're worth, but you should know what you worth. He might not be able to recognize your value, but you should be able to recognize what your value is. He might not be able to realize what you deserve, but you should be able to give yourself what you deserve. Sure, he's already with another girl, but that doesn't mean you have to already be with another guy, too. Right now is the time for you to find yourself and pick up the pieces of yourself that were left broken by him. You don't need to be worrying about guys, let alone one who doesn't care about you anymore. I know you're feeling vulnerable, but don't be so quick to fall for the next guy who's there for you because you aren't ready to be with someone at the moment. If he's already happy because of another girl, good for him. He's no longer your problem. He's her problem. Let her deal with what kind of guy he truly is when she eventually finds out. Just focus on yourself, do you, and eventually you'll be the reason why you're happy.  
"If your are going through any trial or hardship, please do not give up and know that it won't last forever. When we are given something diffcult to deal with, it's important to understand that everything that's happening is happening for a reason. This trial shall pass soon shape you into a much better person, a person who is ecperienced and is aware.Just because it seems to be something bad now ,in the future it can turn into something great.Your trials can be used and classed as a blessing.. You just never know the beauty of your future.."
stop trying to put what's broken back together again. When you keep trying to glue the pieces back repeatedly, trying to get everything back to how things used to be, the pieces eventually get broken for good. At some point, you have to know when to let go. It's not always because you want to, but because it's the only way you'll ever be able to move forward with your life. Sometimes, you have to face the reailty of things, and realize that certain things aren't meant to be.