Status: living my best life.
Joined: July 28, 2011
Last Seen: 9 months
Birthday: September 2
user id: 200858
Location: Ohio
Gender: F
Smoke weed everyday. <3
I Deserve the world so i'm gonna give it to myself. 
Caregiver/ Phlebotomist/Activity Assistant Future EMT

We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?
-Grey's Anatomy


Hello, my name is Jenni 21 years of age.  been through hell and back but nothing will bring me down./family/friends/racing. 
 life is better with long bong hits. 
I bet you wish you had me back
Another chance to gain it just like that
The best you ever had
And do you close your eyes with her
And pretend I'm doing you again
Like only I can


Quotes by jennyracinggirl

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
Dear girl who's been replaced, 
Just because he's already with a new girl, that doesn't mean you should feel like you've been replaced because the truth is it's impossible to replace you. He might think she's prettier than you, he might think her personality is better than yours, and he might think he's more compatible with that girl than he was with you, but don't let him take away how special you are in your own way, how unique you are in your own right, and how amazing you are in your own light. You shouldn't look at her and feel ugly, you shouldn't compare yourself to her and feel like you aren't good enough, and you shouldn't see how he loves her and hate yourself for it. He might not be able to see what you're worth, but you should know what you worth. He might not be able to recognize your value, but you should be able to recognize what your value is. He might not be able to realize what you deserve, but you should be able to give yourself what you deserve. Sure, he's already with another girl, but that doesn't mean you have to already be with another guy, too. Right now is the time for you to find yourself and pick up the pieces of yourself that were left broken by him. You don't need to be worrying about guys, let alone one who doesn't care about you anymore. I know you're feeling vulnerable, but don't be so quick to fall for the next guy who's there for you because you aren't ready to be with someone at the moment. If he's already happy because of another girl, good for him. He's no longer your problem. He's her problem. Let her deal with what kind of guy he truly is when she eventually finds out. Just focus on yourself, do you, and eventually you'll be the reason why you're happy.  
"If your are going through any trial or hardship, please do not give up and know that it won't last forever. When we are given something diffcult to deal with, it's important to understand that everything that's happening is happening for a reason. This trial shall pass soon shape you into a much better person, a person who is ecperienced and is aware.Just because it seems to be something bad now ,in the future it can turn into something great.Your trials can be used and classed as a blessing.. You just never know the beauty of your future.."
stop trying to put what's broken back together again. When you keep trying to glue the pieces back repeatedly, trying to get everything back to how things used to be, the pieces eventually get broken for good. At some point, you have to know when to let go. It's not always because you want to, but because it's the only way you'll ever be able to move forward with your life. Sometimes, you have to face the reailty of things, and realize that certain things aren't meant to be. 
if you ever walked away from a toxic, negative,abusive, 
one- sided,dead-end low vibrational relationship or
-you won. 
"They all tell me to get over him, and they repeat the words "if once upon a time, you lived without him then surely you can do that now."Ah but they didn't understand was that, back then I never felt something so deep, something like love. So how do I possibly get over someone who has changed everything for me? My whole perspective on love,life.. I just can't and yes I didn't know him once upon a time, but that was when I had no idea what love was and now I do. Once someone makes a firm mark on your heart, then you cannot forget them. No matter how you many times they have hurt you, you just can't erase it."

It shouldn't be this hard being happy should it?

My family and I might be getting the closure we need for the past eight years my cousin Justin Gaines has been missing. They just got a new development in his case and Monday they went and searched and have been digging in the wells were the tip came through. Please pray for my family and I we need this so much more than anything..
My cousin Justin Gaines has been missing for seven going on eight years in November. Today there has been a new lead in his case and this might be the ending of our heartache and pain and suffering. After all this time we might be getting our clouser. Ive been thinking of this as a sign from him because he's been on my mind alot lately with my birthday tomorrow and turning 18 and that was the age he came up missing. I don't wish this on anyone not even my worst enemy. Please pray for my family.