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Chapter 15:

I feel my eyes begin to flutter open, and I looked up to see sleeping Austin next to me. I slowly grabbed my phone from the ledge of the couch trying not to wake him. It said 4:31. I looked down to see a blanket on us. Awhhhh, he put at blanket on us. I looked at sleeping Austin and smiled. His arms were wrapped around me and we were still holding hands. 

Should I wake him? I was thinking exactly of how to wake him. I would kiss him. I can't. I'm scared. I keep telling myself to do it, but I'm so scared. Why am I scared?

Okay, I'm gonna do it. Austin's eyes open slowly, and he smiles at me. 

Seriously?! I thought to myself. Of course once I'm about to do it he wakes up! Whatever.

We both just laid there and stared at each other. It might sound kind of odd, but I really feel like I could stare at him forever.

"What time is it?" Austin whispered.

"Like 4:30 something." I replied.

"Maybe we should head to bed so that everyone doesn't get the wrong idea when we come up from the movie room together in the morning.

"I was thinking the same thing." He said while pulling the blanket off of us so we could up. I got up and waited for him at the door as he grabbed his phone and shut off the movie screen. He came to the door and grasped my hand. 

"Ready?" With a look on his face that made me wanna melt.

"Yeah." I said barely being able to make out any words. We both went upstairs, making it to when we both had to go our seperate ways. We both stood there for a few seconds, and I felt like he was about to kiss me, but I think he chickened out just as I did. 

"Good night beautiful." He said slowly releasing grasp of my hand.

"Good night." I replied smiling, and walking toward my door. I shut it quietly, and leaped into my bed.  I grabbed my phone and decided to check my Facebook. I put up a heart, and the first person to like it was Austin. Not long after, he put of a status saying, "This vacation couldn't get any better!"

Of course I liked it. I finally shut my phone off, and just laid in bed thinking about how my dreams had finally became a reality. 

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Chapter 14; Part Two:

"Just let me put on my pajamas, and I'll meet you in the movie room." I added while beginng to head upstairs to get changed.

Hmm.. what should I wear? I thought to myself. I ripped through a million different outfits until I pulled out my Victoria's Secret pajamas. Quickly getting dressed, I sprayed on some perfume, and went downstairs.

Once I opened the door to the movie room, Austin was looking through some movies.

"Hey, what do you wanna watch?" He asked, smiling, and still looking at some movies. 

"Hmm.. Not sure. What is there?" I asked him while walking up beside him, and looking at the movies.

"Well, there's quite a few." He said.

"How about either The Lucky One, or The Hangover ?" I said with a smile, hoping he would pick The Lucky One.

"The Hangover is funny, but kinda old, and I saw it a lot. Isn't the Lucky One a love movie? He asked with weird smile on his face.

"Yeah, but it's really good. I pinky promise." I said as I stuck out my pinky, blinked, and smiled.

"Alright, but just for you." He said smiling wrapping his pinky around mine.

We both sat down on recliner chairs right next to each other, and he looked over at me with a confused look, so I exchanged the look.

"What are you doing?" He asked staring into my eyes.

"What do you mean?" I wondered. 

"Sitting there?" He questioned, moving over a little and patted next to him.

I looked at him, smiled, and he smiled back waiting for me to go sit with him. I got up and felt butterflies... a lot of them. I sat down beside him, so close that I could smell the cologne he was wearing. He smelled so good that I never wanted to smell anything else. He put his arm around me, and I laid my head against the side of his chest.

I could see him really getting into the movie, so I looked up at him and smiled. 

"I told you that it was good." I said looking at him and smiling.

"What makes you think I like it?" He reached over and grabbed my hand. "Maybe I just like sitting here with you?" 

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Chapter 14; Part One:

Today had to have been the best day ever. Between horseback riding with Austin, and being at the pool with him, I felt so in love that it was unreal. Once we got back to our cabin, I went downstairs to the game room. Not long after, Austin joined me.

"I'm gonna get you back. You're not gonna know when or where, but I'm gonna get you back." He said with a funny revenge filled look on his face. I turned around from the pac man game I was playing, and he was right behind me. 

"Sure, I bet you will." I laughed and gazed into his deep brown eyes that called for my attention.

"Oh believe me, I will, and it will be when you least expect it too." He added.

"Whatever Austin." I said while not being able to control my laughter because I was thinking about us laughing at the pool earlier.

"Wanna play a game of pool?" He asked looking at the pool table.

"Sure." I replied grabbing a pool stick. I was about to hit the first shot and he laughed.

"What?" I asked looking up at him. 

"You really hold your pool stick like that?" He said laughing.

I looked down at the table and made the first shot sending three of the same colored pool balls in the the same pocket. Austin's jaw dropped.

"Yeah!" I said with the biggest smirk on my face.

"You just got lucky!" He said about to make his shot, and then getting one in. 

"Haha!" I said laughing at him.

Of course he ended up beating me.... 4 times..

"Good game, but you can't beat me!" Austin said putting the stick down.

I picked up my phone, checked the time, and it was 11:56. 

"Wanna join me for a movie?" He asked. 

"Of course" I said smiling.

He told me that all he wants to do is talk to me

everyday. And only me.

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Chapter 13:

On the way back to the cabin, I was texing Austin about how much fun we had. I could not stop smiling. As we got back to the cabin, we all decided to get changed and head to the resort pool. I ran up stairs, threw on my favorite pink bikini, grabbed my stuff, and ran back downstairs. There was no sign of Austin. I found my parents, and they said that Austin's family already left for the pool. So, my family and I got in the car and went to the pool. 

The pool is so beautiful! I of course head straight for a chair to tan on that has the perfect view of Austin and his shirtless self. I take my cover up off, and I saw Austin look over at me. I felt a bit self conscience, but I kept confident. Remember, confidence is the sexiest thing about you.

I laid there for about a half hour with my ear phones in, and I finally got to the point where I was so hot that I couldn't stand it. I took my ear phones out, walked toward the pool, and stuck my legs it. I looked over at Austin, and he was talking to his brother, but he quickly turned his head when he saw me looking, so I smiled. The pool felt good enough to get it, so I did. 

"OH MY GOD.. IT'S SO COLD!" I screamed as I came up to the surface after going under. I quickly crossed my arms and began to feel the cold rushing through my body.

"Is it really that cold?" Austin replied as he put his phone down, and came to feel the water. Austin sat on the cement and stuck his feet in. 

"It is kinda cold." He said as he looked at me.

"Well once you go under you get really cold." I added.

We both just looked into each other's eyes, and he was laughing at me. 

"Don't be a wimp." He said jokingly with a grin on his face.

"Well why don't you get in Austin?!" I said to him while moving closer.

He could tell I had planned on doing something to him. I don't think he minded one bit though. So, as we both hysterically laughed at each other, I grabbed his hand and pulled him in. At this point everyone was staring at us, including our families. We were both still laughing as we both splashed each other. I got to the ladder, got out, ran away, and he chased me. The feeling I always longed for... him to chase me.

Austin finally caught up to me, wrapped his arms around me, and held me so tight I couldn't break free. I loved the feeling of his strong embrace. I screamed, laughed, and tried to get away. We both laughed until we cried. Everyone stared at us, but we really didn't care. He had me so close to him that I could feel his breathing. I never wanted him to let go.

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Chapter 12:
Getting to the stables is the worst part... those mountains rodes are scary... but it's all worth it because in the end I'll be with Austin. I'm actually a little it nervous. Once I get out of the car Austin and my eyes meet, and he waits for me so that we can walk together. We get on the horses along with the rest of his and my family. In the group, I'm behind Austin. Well I guess that's my oppertunity to stare at him without him knowing. Sounds creepy? Yeah, I know.
Anyway, the trails are so beautiful. The only thing that scares the crap out of is that were on mountain trails, which means their really tight and if you go over to far, well, you'll fall off the mountain.
Of course I get the horse that likes to either be up Austin's horse's butt or likes to walk really close to the edge. Not that I mind if it walks really close to Austin, I just don't feel like watching my horse with it's head up another horse's butt. Not a pretty sight. Especially when it just randomly stops to go to the bathroom and the whole group while everyone watches your horse do it's buisness. Talk about awkward. Well now that I've been going on about whatever, back to Austin. 
Every few moments Austin looks back at me and smiles, which I find really sweet, but he really needs to pay attention to what he's doing... Making fun of how slow Austin is going is so funny. He keeps on blaming the horse, but I love flirt-fighting with him. The look on his face is priceless.
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Chapter 11:
I take forever to get ready, so I try to somewhat rush so that I'm not holding everyone up. I have the perfect outfit picked out for horseback riding. I went all out cowgirl and I love it. Glancing at myself in the mirror makes me feel so good, and even though it may seem bad, all I care about is Austin's opinion. I hear my mom call my name from the kitchen, so I grab some perfume, spray it on, and head for my door. 
As soon as I open my door, Austin is coming out of his room, but his back is turned because he is talking to his brother, and about to shut his door. I try to make my movements slower and somewhat louder so he'll notice me. I close my door kinda loud and stare at the floor so that I'm not making it obvious that I was trying to get his attention. Well, it worked. Both Austin and his Brother stared at me in my whole cowgirl look. I looked up like I wasn't paying no mind and said "Oh, hey."
"Hey." They both responded still staring down my outfit. We all went for the stairs. Everyone was already getting in the car, so we made our way to the door, and left for the riding stables.
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Hey witty friends,
If possible, could I get some feedback on the story I'm currently writing. The chapters are pretty short. The only reason I don't make them super long is because I feel like I'm dragging on too much. I know I'm not the best writer, but I like to write about my life. None of this actually is actually true besides Austin. Austin and I were actually very close friends as kids and we still are. Okay, well if you guys wanna know more or have any questions, feedback, etc just comment or ask for my email! 
xoxox, 
Jess <3

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Chapter 10:

I woke up, after texting Austin all night, feeling pretty good. It was about 9:30, and I could hear everyone downstairs. I slipped on my slippers, looked at myself in the mirror, and made myself look somewhat okay. As I headed down the stairs I realized I was in all hello kitty.. including my slippers.. wonderful. I came to the end of the stairs and I was in the kitchen. Everyone yelled good morning and I could barely mumble anything because I felt like I was still asleep. Austin watched me the whole time. As I came closer to him, he said good morning with an un-ending smile on his face. I smiled and said good morning back. I grabbed some food and sat down across from him. 
     "So how was that party last night? A little hungover I see?" He laughed.
 I couldn't help but laugh when he laughed. I rolled my eyes jokingly. I finished eating, got up, and saw Austin staring at my slippers with a grin on his face. 
    "Don't say ANYTHING." I said trying to keep a serious look on my face, but failed at it.
     My parents blurted out that we were gonna go horseback riding today. I was so excited to ride a horse through the moutains with Austin! I started to go upstairs to get ready, and Austin followed. Once we got to the top, I looked back at him going toward his door, with his back turned, and I mouthed I love you.
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Chapter 9:

I came in after being with Austin on the porch and I felt like I was a little kid again when I was in love with Austin. Everyone went to bed kinda early because they were all exhausted from traveling all day. We both went upstairs to our rooms, which were oh so convienantly across the hall from each other, and said good night to each other. Before he shut his door I quiclkly exclaimed " Austin...."
He turned around and our eyes met and locked before I could get any words out. The suspense built up in his eyes like he hoped I would say something important.
     "Text me?" I said and then felt kinda stupid because I just lost the perfect oppertunity to tell him how I really felt. He just let out a grin and said alright, and we said good night again as if we really didn't wanna leave each other's side. I shut the door to my room quietly and leaned against it with a lovestruck feeling taking over me.
     I put on some music, sang and danced around the room like a freak, and took a shower. I realized that I lost track of my phone, then finally grabbed it out of my purse ,and saw I had a text from Austin saying "So hows the party?"
     Well I guess I forgot that the guy I loved was across the hall... "Oh.. my bad.... -_-" I replied hoping he didn't hear me singing to Taylor Swift.
     "Haha it's okay, just invite me next time :)" Austin said, making that lovestruck feeling become stronger. 
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