hell no. don't start again, starving is sooo bad for you and it's only gonna hurt you. and what are you talking about ? you look beautiful in your default ! and i'm the same way, your weight isn't even heavy for your height ! and trust me, i have a short torso too so i know how that feels. i think if you really are concerned about your weight though, talk to your mom about like finding time to work out even if it's from home and like getting junk food outta the housee. i did that and it's acually going pretty well ! i hope it all works out for you(: