jodielovee

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Joined: September 15, 2011
Last Seen: 1 year
user id: 218562
Location: Tennessee
Gender: F
CATCH NO FEELINGS, FEEL NO PAIN.
ABOUT ME;
Im jordan. i opened my witty account when i was 15. it honestly saved me from doing something so stupid. im 19 now. and no longer crying myself to sleep. so keep your head up, it actually does get better.

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Update number 2:
Its been another 3 years since Ive logged in to Witty. It took me over an hour to guess my username.
I broke into tears reading my sad posts from 5-6 years ago.. posts about suicide, begging for love and most of all, never being good enough.

I am now 21, MARRIED and have a BABY, a seven month old son, as well as with two dogs.
So please, listen to me when I say,

IT GETS BETTER.
I logged into my Witty account today. i havent been on here in almost 3 years.

looking through my quotes.. it breaks my little heart to see how sad and broken i was over a dude.

Update: i've completely moved on. no one tells me to kill myself anymore.

The horrible boy who made me cry myself to sleep at night is now a high school drop out with no job that's stuck in a relationship with someone who he doesnt want to be with, because he got her pregnant.



i think God was definitely looking out for me.
I don't think I'll ever feel good enough again.
when someone tells me "..but he really loves you"
and I'm like
"oh is that why he broke up with me 282729x? Is that why he cheated on me? Is that why he left me for another girl? Is that why he stayed away for a while? Is that why he's still messing with other girls? Is that why he told me to kill myself? Cause last time i checked, thats not love"
if i had listened to Fifteen by Taylor Swift a year ago, it would have saved me from making so many ignorant choices.
nothing i ever do is ever good for anyone.
im at my breaking point.
it's like everything just goes wrong all at once and theres nothing you can do about it.
why didn't you love me like i loved you?