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Quotes by johnathinsbabygirl91316

my names devan, i'm currently 18 years old turning 19 in may. i know that really isn't important but to me its everything,  you see. i lost my grandpa on my 15th birthday due to oral cancer. i resent that day. and now i hate my birthdays because of it. me and my grandpa were two peas in a pod. we did everything together. every weekend we'd go to our favorite chinese buffet and eat till we couldn't anymore cause that was our favorite food. i miss him so much it hurts more than anything and i think that thats why i'm so broken today. he took a big part of who i was when he left and i don't know how to get it back. i'm in school right now and i can't even focus on my school work cause all i can think about is him and its making me want to cry. but i don't want the other students seeing me at my weakest. i'm going to my boyfriends after school for the weekend like i always do and today is our 6 month anniversary and honestly i'm dreading it because of how i feel right now. i just want to be held by him till we fall asleep. i don't even want to celebrate our anniversary. not that it has anything to do with grandpa i'm just really depressed. i could really use a friend or something 
if you want something as bad as you say you do. then go get it. if you don't you'll never have it. 
i'm honestly about to just destroy your clothes. 
what you did to me wasn't something i deserved. but okay. karma will be what you deserve. 
You had it all the day you told me (told me) you want me
I had it all but let you fool me (fool me) completely
Yeah I was so stupid to give you all my attention
'Cause the way you played me exposed your true intentions
And one day I'll have you beggin' on your knees for me
Yeah one day I'll have you crawlin' like a centipede
You mess with me and mess with her
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah one day you'll be beggin' on your knees for me
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you. 
listen to your heart 
there's nothing else you can do
i don't know where your goin
and i don't know why
but listen to your heart
you tell him goodbye