i'm 18 about to turn 19 in may (may 18th)
i'm a natural blonde but my hair is currently tainted with greenish blue. (i dyed my hair a dark blue but its all faded into a greenish blue now)
i write poetry. and have been since i was about 10 or 11
taken 7-11-17 marc miller owns my heart.
i'm bisexual.(i've liked girls since i was 9)
420 friendly. as well as drinking friendly.
kind of a freak.
i'm also kinda weird and shy at the same time
i wont hesitate to try to make you laugh even if i make a fool of myself.
i'm pretty awesome.
i'm a genuine person and i take relationships and friendships seriously.
i've been battling depression for over 5 years.
i was recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.
favorite color is anything blue
favorite animal. UNICORNS
favorite food CHINESE
oh and i'm a thick chick. and a sexy one too.
The way you worded your question, it sounds like you've made up your mind, and you just want confirmation that it's the right choice. Nobody can say for certain, but know this: you'll never have the same bond with any two people, and that is a good thing, so don't hold onto that and don't let it hold you back.
I lost my grandmother, who I was very close to, to pancreatic cancer last May, and I recently had my first birthday without her, so I know it's hard. But I also know they'd be proud of us for continuing our lives, even if we don't necessarily want to and even if they're vastly different without them. Your grandpa will never leave you, he's in your memories and in your very blood: he's helped make you who you are. So please take care of yourself for him, and for everyone else who loves you here on earth.
thank you so much for your kind words. i honestly didn't think anyone would comment on this. would you mind if i followed you and we talked more about this?