the difference
- c h a p t e r - o n e -
I walked into the house and threw my backpack down, rushing to the kitchen.I grabbed the blade and went up to my room, sliding it over my wrist slowly,letting the blood drip on my jeans, I washed up and put it back just in time to see my mom staring at my wrist intently with tears in her eyes."We have to go,your gonna be late for your therapy." she said softly and I followed her quietly into the car.
*And the tears stream down your face. . When you lose something you can't replace..* I sang along to the music,that made me think of Ryan.He always said he'd think of that song as our song if something ever happened to me.But nowadays, it's the different way around.
"Hi Mandy. . " I greeted my therapist and took a seat.
"So I see you've been hurting yourself again." she cut me off. .
Kayleigh: http://api.ning.com/files/UwM3PST6NHASA1FEN7UmPyrhe7-div8lFBDNhERstVHzVZ-EOjUMVQwhDKQrOcTQ6iYtNXM0FUwo5s98Tc3p3ULlGt-rnm9K/latin_Pretty_Girl5.jpg
Kayleigh's wrist: http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_kz9-9keamn0/TS53V735iqI/AAAAAAAAAGE/6RSxGCGt0pY/s1600/pictures+2011+441.jpg
Kayleighs outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=55646519
the difference
- p r o l o g u e -
I sobbed into Ryan's old sweatshirt as I sat in his room.His mom always let me come
here when I really missed him, like today.I was at school again for the first time since
I was booked off for depression after Ryan's funeral.Everyone was acting so understanding
saying I looked better, but the truth was, I was falling apart. I have anorexia and depression,
I lost my best friend to suicide, four hours before my birthday. I lost my whole world, my
name's Kayleigh and I'm learning to live with The Difference.
- I'm back to witty -
So about a few months ago, I left witty and today
I was randomly walking down the street and then
this quotes popped into my head,I was trying to
figure out where I'd seen it and I pulled out my
phone.typed in the quote,boom; wittyprofiles.com
So now I haven't seen this new look of witty or that
so I'm confused and nah I'm not liking it but my
point
ia, witty i've missed you ♥ .
leaving witty.
I've been ignoring the hate,just deleting the comments for a while now but honestly, I already hate myself enough so thanks to that guy for every single hate comment every day.. But yeah I failed. So I'll be shutting down my self harm and story account too this week so if you read or anything,I'm sorry.Well then this is it.