josiefish

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Joined: August 4, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 203705
and my twitter: josieryall
 




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aboutme;;
bonjour<3

i'm josie.
i'm 14 and i blow out the candles on the 20th day of each year.
i'm a natural blonde, who actually has a speck of intelligence in my brain.
i love to sing and act, even if i don't know if i can or not.
i have really low self-esteem, no matter what anyone else says.
i've suffered through self-harming and anorexia, and i'm getting better.
i have the greatest friends to have ever walked the planet.
i had the greatest boyfriend that has ever lived.
i live in charlotte, north carolina.

that's basically it(:
i've been through practically everything possible, so if you need someone to talk to, i'm here. just comment and i'll give you my number or something.


au revior<3

 
likes&dislikes;;
likes:
my guy friends
dislikes:
girls in general.
amazingpeople;;
my best guys, 
~Alan
~Nate
~Ethan
~John

 
fanart;;
what is this?(:
(c) SimpleLayouts
 

Quotes by josiefish

the suicidal feelings are coming back... i want to give in more than ever.
it seems like all guys on witty have cancer or have had a cancer scare.

Does anyone have any song suggestions that I should cover?
I sound like a mix of Taylor Swift and Avril Lavigne, if it's helpful!

I tried to kill myself on May 10th, 2012 at 12:10 in the morning. That was when I swallowed the first pill.

5 minutes later, after 9 more pills had been ingested, I realised I didn't want to die, not then. So I called my dad and he took me to the emergenc room at 12:30 in the morning. Then, after having blood taking and drinking this godawful charcoal drink, I took a long nap until they moved me to m other hospital room. At 10:30, it was time for my appointment with a psychatrist over skype. They told me I would be sent to a psych hospital. I remember being in the hospital and looking at the clock and telling myself what class I should be in. I remember my mom bringing me chick-fil-a. I remember playing word rainbow with her on my hospital bed. Then, around 4 o clock, I remember riding in the security car on the way to the "behavioral health center" aka mental institution. My mom was in the car behind us, and I was bawling on the way to the new hospital, while I listened to kiss 95.1 really loudly to try and drown out my tears. Then I remember being told that I wasn't allowed to have nearly anything in there, no nail polish, nothing potentially no dangerous. Not even a bra! So then I was escorted up to the adolescent unit and there I would stay for nearly exactly a week.
Thanks to you, I'm slipping back into my old patterns.
Thanks to you, I tried to kill myself.
Thanks to you, I'm purging now.
Thanks to you, I hate her.
Thanks to you, I hate all of them.
Thanks to you, I lost the people closest to me.
Thanks to you, I'm going to try one more time.
Thanks to you, I'll be dead soon.
Wanna help out a fellow wittian?
I'm sure many of you know nevercutyourbeautiful, and her goal is to get Demi Lovato to notice her, as she is a huuggee fan.  So if you could tweet @ddlovato (Demi) @dallaslovato (1 of Demi's sisters) @DiannaDeLaGaraz (Demi's mom) @sharishort11 (one of Demi's back up dancers, who noticed her last night.) or @redraider30 (Demi's dad), it would be greatly appreciated(: if you tweet them, I'll follow you<3 just comment once you have!

make a fellow wittian's dream come true!
a very common chinese saying:

摔倒七次站在了八個

fall down seven times, stand up eight.

Loved you once,

Love you still.

Always have,
 
Always will.

yesterday would've been a whole year with you. but you left me, after you said you never would.

3 months ago today, you left me.

and i'm still hopelessly in love with you.


And it turns out that,

The one who seemed the strongest,
ended up being the weakest of them all.