jshorenee

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Joined: April 27, 2011
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im a typical teen
with problems and daily drama
im a competitive swimmer
and dream of one day going to the olympics
i never feel like im good enough
i have considered sucide, but never seriously.
the pressure to be perfect is suffucating 

sometimes, when i dont know what to say
i sit there awkwardly
and wait for the other person to speak
but almost everytime
they never say anything

i have noticed throughout my life that i am highly impressionable
meaning that the people i hang out with 
cause my personality to change
the people in my life have literally shaped the person i am
im not an individual
i am a compiled list of everyone ive ever made contact with

&my friends all hate me.
probably because i put on a mask
to them, it looks like i have everything
grades...looks...athetisim. 
if they took the time to look underneath they would see
a sad, broken girl desprately trying to express herself 
in a world full of people who dont want to listen




Quotes by jshorenee

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holiday
i wish i had a life.
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vent
im starting to realize
how insecure i really am.
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school

                           im so broken.
theres nothing worse than that feeling you get
when you realize you're balling your eyes out
in front of all your friends and team-mates.
and the embarassment only makes you cry harder.

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vent
its a typical love story.
i love him.
he loves her.
</3
and she just happens to be way prettier.
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love
Whenever i think i've finally done it,
I've finally impressed you...
You go and point out another one of my flaws.
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sports
if only you knew
how much i care about you
<3
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love
We all have that one friend that is always
fishing for compliments...

"Yes! for the hundreth time, your hair looks good today!"
"Are you sure?"
"YES! now leave me alone!"
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friendship

You are beautiful.
And someone out there knows it.

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love

your sitting in the car
and the song comes one the radio
your heart begins to hurt
and u cant stop thinking of
HIM<3

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break up