jujubeana97

when i read all those things you want in a lover,
i look it over again,
and realize,
im all that and id be more,
just for you...
<3

[and somtimes...it hurts that you cant see it...more than you could imagine...]

when i read all those things you want in a lover,
i look it over again,
and realize,
im all that and id be more,
just for you...
<3

[and somtimes...it hurts that you cant see it...more than you could imagine...]

if there were a word stronger,
more meaningfull
capturing the deepest depth of my emotions  
more then the word love
i would have said it to you...
<3

not pain, but you feel it...
not sadness, but its there...
not depression, but its surrounding you...
your not tired, but you dont feel awake...
your undone, but all together
its a state of mind you cant push away...
it controls you...
 

when your with me i feel as though im limitless,
when i see you i see you as more then flawless,
when i hear your voice  it plays at the octave of lovingness
your smile makes me weak
your touch pulls me in, leaving me always wanting more
your beauty blinds me, leaving me breathless
in my eyes your perfect
in my eyes i know your the one<3

what do you do when the pain is to much to bare
when the walls saving you from death slowly fade
your numb
what do you do when reality takes over
when you cant think straight
when all you have left to live for has died off
you have nothing
and you have no one
what do you do

life seems to be passing me by
very much so,
to the point where i cant even attempt to look at you seriously...
thats because while drowning in the feeling of numbness,
i only knew the truth
and the truth still lingers with me.
i see past the walls you've built,
i see past the masks you hide your pitied self behind...
your pathetic!

im broken and in better shape then you!
you missed out on all of my life,
apparently you had better things than me,
ive raised myself,
now do me and yourself a favor...
leave me alone, and let me do what i do best...

take care of myself!

whoever made up the saying
sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never hurt me...
obviously have never felt true pain...

needles and razors may break skin, but the thoughts and words of others will slowly kill me... 
 

I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
<3

 

Let me say this as simply as possible...

I MISS YOU!<3