julia_rose13

I'm not the girl you think I am, I'm not always happy, but I'm not always sad.
Yes, I get straight A's and I may look like my life is perfect.
It's not.
I did things I regret and probably will do more.
I hate when people judge me when they haven't even met me.
The guys I like just ignore me all the time.
Cheerleading is my only place to get away, unless there is a party going on.
I can only trust a few people.
I am very thankful for them, even though we fight it never lasts past a day or two.
Yes, people think that I have the best life ever, I don't.
Between drama, fighting w/ friends, stress from cheerleading, getting made fun of at school some see' it, others don't & I don't know how.




 

I just really needed to get this off of my mind.

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HIM
You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you & tells you your pretty & cute. He asks you about your past relationship & you ask him about his. When you tell him you've been hurt multiple times, he tells you that all those guys are jerks and stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then share & tell him more stories about your past & he tells you about his. He starts flirting with you & you start flirting back. Then he asks you for your number & you give it to him right away. The next day he texts you & tells your good morning & to have a good day. Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine & you wait for him everyday to text you. Whenever you receive something from him, you start smiling & your day instantly becomes better. He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night & he always asks if you are tired & if you want to go to bed. The night conversations you have with him are always the best & the deepest. You sleep when he sleeps & he sleeps when you sleep. Now he wants to meet up & hangout with you. When you meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry with him & you feel butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him. Now you tell your friends how much of an amazing guy he is & you are interested in him. Soon he confesses that he is interested in you & you tell him that the feeling in mutual. You go on more dates with him & he starts giving you nicknames & calling you baby. You feel like you're the happiest girl alive  & the feeling is so strong between you guys. One day, he suddenly stops texting you first. When you guys talk now it's only because you hit him up first. Things changed & you don't understand what unexpectedly happened. He stops putting effort into talking to you & he doesn't show that he still wants to be with you. You become extremely clingy & you don't want another girl in the picture. You can't help wondering what went wrong. You ask him if anything is wrong & he tells you that everything is fine. Then you start thinking he's mad at you for something you did, but he assures you that you need to relax & everything's okay. He tells you that he's just been busy. So you wait for a while & nothing is changing. He's still "busy" all the time & he doesn't even try to talk to you. Now every time you talk to him it becomes an argument. & you get scared that you are being annoying for hitting him up first, so you stop talking to him. Months pass, & you don't talk to him at all. You never know what happened from his point of view. Because of him, every night you're hurt & upset. You don't know what went wrong in the relationship between you two. Your friends tell you to forget him & that he doesn't deserve someone like you. But you can't seem to listen to them, you're already to attached to him. You miss the old person he used to be & you don't even know what he has changed into. & one day you see that he has a new girl in his life. He's calling her cute names & everything he used to tell you. He calls her baby & tells her that he thinks she's beautiful. He tells her everything you've heard before. He seems completely fine without you now & he has someone else to talk & text to every day & night. You refuse to believe that he played you, but it's true. You're still hurt & he has already moved on. You're still sad & everything you do reminds you of him. You can't stop thinking about him & you cry every night when your thinking about him. You still secretly hope that one day he will start talking to you again & you guys will pick up where you guys last left off but you also know that it will never happen again. You compare every guy you now meet with him. He's already forgotten about you but you're still having a hard time letting go. Sounds Fimiliar?

I'm glad you PLAY girls, like there a BOARD GAME </3