juliamarie44

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Joined: October 21, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 229529
this could be the last of all rides we take, so hold on tight and don't ever look back.
hey(: welcome to my profile. haha, anyways. i'm julia, living quite awkwardly, and just waiting for the day i can leave and move somewhere big. my heart is currently in a critical state, and it's shattered into a million fucking pieces. what elsee. i overuse the words fuck, legit, and dude.  i change my profile way too much. i make layouts, so let me know if you would like one.(: i can never make up my mind about anything. music is my life. i have an obsession with mcr& ofwgkta. i try not to let shit get to me. i usually succeed. unless it involes my him. then everyone better back the eff off. alrighttt, well. i think that is all that needs to be known. hmu&&  stay beautiful(:


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Quotes by juliamarie44

right now, it's really happening. to me.
What I've been hoping for, wishing for, &praying for with everything I had. And now that it's here.. i just don't know what to do.


 
F.uck 11:11. This s.hit obviously doesn't work.

 
It's been over a month.
Honestly, why isn't it getting any easier?

 

well here goes.
Do you like a guy? yeah.
If the answer is no, don't even bother with this. mmk.
What color is his hair: dark brown.
What style is it: longer. 
What color eyes: darkkk brown.
cute smile: ...yes. yes. very.
Braces: no
Glasses: mhm
Abs: loll. not really.
Height: 5'9
What grade is he in: same as me.
How did you meet him: gym class. 
How long have you known him: almost two years. 
Would you consider him your friend: not anymore.
Would he consider you his friend: maybe.
If you asked him for a hug, would he give you one: yess.
Does he play any sports: he skates. 
Can he play the guitar: yes<3 
What about any other musical instruments: he played the trumpet like...years ago. 
Does he do anything illegal? hahahahahahaha. he does every illegal thing out there. 
Have you joined him? i've been with him. 
Last thing he said to you: "Yeah anytime Julia." 
Do you guys ever text: not anymore. 
Describe something he would wear on a typical day: skinny jeans, vans& a hoodie.
hat's your favorite thing you've seen him wear: pants. only pants.
Least favorite thing about him: he's changed. 
Do you think that he likes you back: nope.
Do your friends know that you like him: yeah they do. 
Do any of your teachers know that you like him: they all did when we were dating. he.ll, even the teachers i didn't know existed. 
do they know he exists: yeah. ^ 
Have you met his parents and how: his mom, &at the chorus concert. 
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&i still wonder why
you left with her and left me behind..

 








take your hands off him
because he's the only one I've ever loved.

 



 I think I saw you in my sleep, lover.
I think I saw you in my dreams.
You were stitching up the seams
on every broken promise
that your body couldn't keep.</3


It's like the sun stopped shining.                                             
                                       
    
                           
"it's like.. you know that it's coming, right? but when it actually happens, well, nothing could have prepared you for it. it hurts, so, so much more."

there was a little part of you that hoped everything would go back to how it was, and finally seeing him with her? it's like, wow. reality check dumbas.s. you forgot he doesn't care. &then, you secretly wish that it'll end, soon. but you think of her, and how that could be you. and him, you want nothing more than for him to be happy, right? that's all that matters. so you just suck it up every time you see him holding her in the same way he used to do to you and ignore the fact that you miss it so much it hurts. it's all you can do anymore.  
 








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there is a text I will never get




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I wish I could see the look on your face when you read my text messages. ♥
















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