justakidwith

"boys don't like skinny girls"
wow, that makes girls who are unintentionally skinny feel so good:)))

Talking to him makes my day.

So much drama right now, I just want to escape and get away from everybody 

My friends are the most judgemental people ever, i've learnt not to trust them with the most important things.

Okay right, this is going to be really long because I want to explain my entire situation. You don't have to read, but I will be happy if you do read it all and leave what you think about it in the comments.
In year 7 my best friend liked this guy in our form and his best friend found out and started talking to her about it, this was around feb and he was really shy/quite in person then, he never spoke to us at school. He inboxed her for a good few hours and they talked and eventually he told her he liked me, and she told me. I liked someone else at the time and didn't like him. We all got much closer, still never spoke at school much because he didn't want his friends to know, but we spoke a lot online and became really good friends. Not long after, maybe 2 months, me and him dated, only for a couple of days and then I ended it because it wasn't right. We still talked even more and became closer. During the summer break, me and him got much closer and I liked him, and we dated again, this time for 3 weeks. Then yet again, I ended it because I was scared if it didn't work out we wouldn't stay friends, and it felt too awkward. We broke up, and a few weeks later me and my best friend were trying to get him to spill who he likes because he said he's moved on. He told me he liked my best friend. I felt happy for them at the time, and not jealous. She said she liked him too and had done before I started dating him. They dated for 9 months and I was there through the whole thing, still friends with him. Then they had a rough broke up and didn't talk again. This made things really awkward for him and me, we spoke much less and drifted. Two weeks after her, he moved on again, to a girl in a year above us. They dated for a while, during that, I was dating another guy and when I was he never said anything about it, everyone else would make jokes or tease me but he didn't. She broke up with him a few weeks after. And I dated this guy for 3 months then broke up with him. 
We're now in year 10, in a new school, all of us(next school up after high school) but in different classes etc. He's ended up in my classes and not in hers and I talk to him more now, and I really like him. Really. Not like before. I really like him now. And I don't know what to do. I remember once, another one of my friends asked him a long time ago if he'd ever date me again and he said no, but I can't remember if that was me or my best friend. I feel like he still likes me, we have a connection, idk cheesy. But when we look at each other we just stare into each others eyes, idk. I talk to him a bit and he always likes my facebook/instagram pictures but idk if he does that with everyone...
I can't tell anybody that I know that I like him because I'm afraid they'd tell my friend that dated him for 9 months because I know she still has some feelings for him.  
Should I tell him I like him or should I just leave it?