justbreathex13

I'm never good at writing these "about me" things because I don't think I know myself that well, and knowing that about myself, I don't think I can define myself; but here goes nothing. My name is Lily and I am socially awkward. I actually hate my name and I don't know what encouraged my parents to name me that. Parents. I love them, I mean, you have to, right? They annoy me all the time but they brought me into this world. I kind of hate life right now. It really sucks. It used to be great; well, how that's changed. I just post quotes that most people probably won't get. Scratch that, everybody won't get. I don't really try anymore. I just believe that whatever's meant to happen, will happen. Everyone's beautiful and you must remember that. This website has been here for me when nobody has been here. This about me is very scatter-brained and not thought out very well but I want to fill this dainty box out. This theme kind of sucks but it's the best I can do right now. I have this thing where I love English. I actually love school, the learning part. I just hate the stupid, ignorant kids I go to school with. All of the wrong guys fall for me at the wrong times; it's never the right ones when it's an ideal time. Which really sucks. I swear too much and I act like I'm okay. People overlook me so many times and underestimate things I can do. Just remember, people only show you what they chose to show you. I like music although I don't have much time for it now. It's kind of like I'm just drifting down a river -no end, no beginning- waiting for a wave, a new sight, or something interesting to come along. I'm a very boring person so I wouldn't suggest getting to know me. My tumblr link is down there, I'm on it more, anyway. I don't believe I'm attractive at all, even though people tell me otherwise. They're lying, all of them. I'm one of the most self conscious people you will find, but aren't we all in this day and age? I quite enjoy Lil Wayne and Kid Cudi. This is getting really long. Oh well, it's 3:31 am on December 26th when I'm writing this. Nothing better to do. I love makeup, it's my hobby. I own too much and spend too much on it. I guess I'm going to go now. I guess you can add me on facebook if you want, I'll put the link down there. Bye, I guess. (As you can see, I say "I guess" a little too much, I question so many things and I'm not even sure what is right or what is wrong anymore.