justbreathing

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hi.
i have to warn you, this account is just for venting purposes. it is going to be sad stuff. so, if you dont wanna see it, then dont follow.(: thankya.

I'm Celeste (thingsishouldhavesaid)
i love to sing.
i hate preppy people/fake people.
i like old music.
i like things like linkin park/ sublime.
i like many kinds of music. mostly anything
hiphop/country/r&b/rock/rap. most everything.
i sometimes hate life though.
i think there is no point in it.
i've planned to kill myself before.
i didnt apparently.
its like im up and down all the time.
i thought it was normal, cause im a teen.
but, ive realized cutting isnt normal.
i thought and stil think i dont need to get help, because there is always people worse than i am.
people should help them, not me.
but, i told my mom some stuff and i have to go to a doctor now..
but, yeah. my life is well boring.

hmu if you want to talk about anything.
i can be chilll tooo.
704-798-8445

Quotes by justbreathing

how?
 how do i swim in a world so shallow...

imma still be on witty even when im old. 
if im still here..
when im 90 years old im gonna be making quotes & helping other people.
why?
witty saved me..
Witty saved my life.
some people would say it was stupid to have a website save your life..
but, its not just the website,
its the people.

Cutting,
its a serious addiction.
its an infection of the mind.
definitely one in mine.


this.
this cutting.
dont you dare say i do it for attention.
i would never hurt myself for nothing but that..
trust me.
cutting is how i feel everything around me.
it takes the ease off of everything.
its my drug. my friend. my everything..
it actually feels gooood..
so, dont you freaking say i do it for attention,

when it just helps my pain.

i cry so hard,
it hurts deep in my chest</3
i cant even breathe anymore...

in the middle of the night,
she cries,
she cries in her silence,
the scariest cry,
shes shameful,
she wants to die,
noone will let her,
let her story be told,
of how her soul was ruined,
her heart is no longer gold,
the words that hurt her,
annoy her, destroy her,
the words cut so deep,
she cuts herself,
according to how she feels,
because of your cuts,
she loses her sleep,
her heart has sunk deep,
deep in her chest,
she wants to lay her head,
let her just rest,
let her go,
please let her go,
 let her go home,
if there really even is a god,
she wonders why,
oh why would he do this?
let her heart hurt this much,
why why why would he do this.?
this girl is me,
shy, & once sweet,
curly blonde hair,
beautiful eyes,
but hates herself,
hates herself because of the words,
she is now filled with hatred,
the words she has heard now sit in her mind,
she now believes them,
& cuts again, & again,
noone even realizes anymore,
they think shes fine,
this girl is me. THINGSISHOULDHAVESAID.JUSTBREATHING.
yeah i dont physically cut anymore,
but its an infection of the mind,
me?
yeah, i still say im fine.<3

I have gave LIFE
a chance to get better.
& in a way it has.
but, in many, things are the same.
Everyday, i still feel like i shouldnt be here anymore.
everyone is always puting me down.
tearing my feelings apart.
i feel like going somewhere.
TO
HEAVEN.
But, i know its not my time.
so, i will wait.
i just pray that i wont hurt myself anymore when things getbetter.
if they do get better.
i hope to give this life another chance.
like i always do.

Have you ever,
been so lost?
known the way and,
still so lost?

TRAGEDY STRIKES YOUR SELF-ESTEEM.
QUIETLY LOOKING FOR AN ENDING TO ALL OF THIS..
SHE OPENS HER EYES, AND SUDDENLY SHE CRIES..

CAN WE HELP HER?
CAN WE HELP HER?

Please.
Just get out of my face.
let me have my own space.
i dont need you here to hurt me.
but, truely you do love me.
But when your around i cant breathe.
no room at all, that i can see.
so, get out of my face mane, please.
thankyou, now.
now, i can breathe.♥