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Quotes by justm3

you know I like you don't you ...
Do you really need to hear me say it?

Because I'm afraid that I know what you will say
it's gonna break me isn't it

you make me want to take that leap ... but will you be there if do ?
Life is better when you decide to get along with your demons
I wake up in the morning and check my phone hoping to find your text
disappointed I put my phone away and then I remember you don't know I miss you
I should tell you what I think and how I feel but that means destroying everything.
So deciding against it I finally get out of bed.
So I get by on the hope that I'll get trough it all 
after all aren't the ones we love worth the pain?
I guess in the end it comes down to this:
I would give you the world if only you'd ask me but you never will
we tend to believe that something isn't real until we say it out loud.
but it isn't that not saying it out loud makes it less real
in fact it makes it just as real the only difference is that you are carrying the weight alone.

the same goes for the good things we fair that if we acknowledge the good things they might disappear.
and thus we keep to ourselves and still they call humans social beings

I'm always afraid when people say I'll carry you.
I don't want to be carried or saved.
what I want is for someone to figure out how to get close to me without feeling the need to carry me.
someone to be myself with in every way who know my faults but won't let me drown anyway
but let's be honest isn't that what we all want 
would you love me if I was different
would you love me if I was undamaged
would you love me if I told you my secrets
would you love me if I told you I love you
I guess what I'm asking is would you loved me if I wasn't me
because I wouldn't love you if you weren't you
we all know the feeling of needing a hug but being to affraid to ask for one.
Fiercly wanting that kiss but being to afraid to take it.
We always say we should go for what you want in life but here's what holds me back.
even if I knew how to ask for it that well needed hug might still break me, we all know what happens to a broken toy.
in regards to that kiss i'm convinced it would make me love to deeply and thus I'd be alone again.
So I don't think it's a good idea to always go for what you want
We all know what happens to a broken toy