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Sometimes... I just wish the world around me could dissapear. I never feel accepted no matter where I go. I know people always say "you were born to stand out" but it is harder than it seems and that is because being judged hurts. I personally hate it. I try to ignore what people say about me, but I can't. I want to be here, but it is killing me that I cannot find my place in this world. I keep on searching and searching and whenever I think I find the answer or even a clue, something comes along and destroys it. I am not a depressed person, but I am just lost. I don't know where I am going with my life and that idea scares me. I hope one day the answers will come to me. I have been chasing after them and I am exhausted. I just don't know what to do anymore.

"If I could reach up and hold a star for everytime you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand".