kaaarolcia

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Joined: June 12, 2011
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 182061
Gender: F

Hello there 
My name is Karolina and I am 16.
I DO NOT WITTY ANYMORE
I'M SORRY 
I'm so, so sorry

*those Doctor Who refrences, ahh*

This is the first time I actually wrote this kind of thing, so it's probably stupid and boring, sorry - you don't have to read it, really.
Just, don't read it.
I'm a big fan of sci-fi and fantasy. (I love Doctor Who. I'm reading Lord of the Rings right now and I can say that I love it, too.) I watch The Walking Dead. It is, well, just awsome. I'm also into reading books (Lord of the Rings, just like I said) - my favourite book is Jurassic Park by M. Crighton. The movie is also good, but the book is better. Dinosaurs are epic, just as epic as aliens and timetraveling. :)
I play games. Not video games, like most people do but board games. I started with comeputer games, becouse thay're easier to find, you don't need a table, space, people to play with. (
I used to play lol, never winter. Recently I was thinking about wow, but I don't have as much time to play as I ised to (becouse of senior year).) But I prefer board games a lot more. My favourite type of games are RPG, the Settlers are also nice.
I  don't have anyone to play with.  I'm antisocial,  a bit of an outsider. I don't talk much unless you're a really good friend of mine - but I don't have friends, so I don't talk a lot.  Sometimes I feel a bit lonely, but then I read or watch some Doctor Who and it evens it up, I quess.
If someone would ask me about what I like about school or what my favourite subject is I whould probably say "maths". I'm not even that good in it... It just has sense to me, everything is in a specific order and it makes me calm - like doing a puzzle. Puzzles are great. If you had a chance to buy me a gift - one of the best gifts woud be a puzzle (just saying :p)
Music that I listen to is, lets say, specific. It's mostly indierock, indie, electropop, but one of my favourite albums wikipedia labled with "psychodelic rock". Arctic Monkeys is the best band ever. So is Metronomy, even though they differ so much. If I listen to music, I do it loud.
Sport isn't really my thing (P.E. made me hate is actually, thank you school), but I go swimming every week. It's kind of a ritual for me now. It's very relaxing. If you need relaxing, find or make a ritual (like me) that will help you calm down. Now I don't know what I would do without swimming. Seriously.

Recently I think I lost purpose in life. Kind of in a sad mood all the time. It's probably becouse of the weather. Usually in times like this I went on witty, but witty has a little down moment, too, right now. I'll try adding at least 1 quote everyday and I hope I will do that for a long time. I hope top quotes will have 800 faves again... Enough talking, more doing. 
to whoever read this - i told you not to, didn't i? it's just a load of boring and selfcentered vent crap of a teenage nerd ish girl...


* i don't really talk much unless you're a really good friend of mine, so if you want to talk to me there's a 98% chance the converation will be very awkward (just warning you, brace yourself)

* litely i don't add as much quotes as i did  update no.1: now i'm working on that update no.2: i am the worst at writing good quotes, who cares anyway
i still qo on witty and read all the quotes though =)

*   i really follow back, so go ahead and follow me (if you want to)

*   if you're one of my fellow whovians (all whovians are my fellows =)) just comment, follow or whatever and we can fangirl together about the big 50th anaversery :)






time to brag a bit (4X13 8:19pm) (/q/6793533)
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have a nice time on witty xx

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kaaarolcia 9 years ago to the_impossible_girl_who_waited
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Just creaping on people who I follow :) I love your quotes and the gifs in your presentation! I also love Doctor Who, LOTR and Dan and Phil :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I don't get it why wound't you deserve to be happy. Everyone deserves it.
The first step is seeing you don't eat normal. Do you think you eat normal? Do you eat as much as everyone? You don't have to answer to those questions to me, just think about it for a while. You are as good as everyone else. You can eat as much as they do. It's not that you don't need to eat. Everyone has to eat.
If you don't eat for a long time you get hospitalized. Your hair falls out like crazy. You're almost bald. Your skin is like paper and it's all covered in little hairs becouse you don't have any fat cells in your body. Your nails split and crack and break. The fact that you don't eat doesn't make you happy, it just covers up all the sadness. Plus, it leads to auto destruction.
Screw people who make fun of you. You look just perfect. You do everything fine.
If you're really so lonely - try, and find a friend. It is hard, I know it's easier to say, but you at least have to try. Get involved in some kind of activity clubs, they don't have to be at school - maybe some art, sport, singing or dancing classes? You will find someone nice there. Get their number or ask them to hang out, maybe play some monopoly or something like that.
You have to find that hope you said you lost. It's very important and I hope you'll keep looking for it.
I told you earlier I had simmilar problems to yours. You're not in this alone. I know how it feels. I know this probably doesn't mean anything to you, but I'll try and try and try. I hope someday something will happen and you'll snap out of it. I really, really hope you will.
When times where hard for me I once tried and took a pen and wrote. I wrote a letter for an imaginary friend about my problems and how I hated everything at the time. That's how I started writing a diary. It helps a bit, I quess. I also wrote down motivations on how to get healthy again. Why I should eat, why I should live (when I was suicidal). Sometimes I even doodled something if I felt like it. You should try if you want, I have a feeling you might like it :)
Stay strong, I still believe in you
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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sure, why not :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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Don't you hate the fact that you hate your body? Don't you hate starving yourself? Do you want to live normally and be happy? Go for it. I know It's very hard, but do it step by step.
Realize that you have an eating problem and you have to fight with it. Stop checking how much you weigh. And one more tip from me: find a sport and concentrate on it. You have to enjoy it and do it for fun. It really helps and you're fit :)
I am sure that at least 3 people care about you. Spend time with eachother - if you need assuring about their caring just ask them. Socializing is good.
Why do you say youll never love anything about yourself? I know It's very hard for you and you can't really help it, but you can't be so pesimistic about the future.
Stay strong - I believe in you
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sparkels1998 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I don't believe in my self. I do hate the fact that I hate my body, and I do hate that I starve, but that is how I live. I'm just never going to love myself, I've been like this for a long time. I'm never going to be happy. And honesty? I probably don't even deserve to be happy. I'm just sick and tired of people making fun of me for the way I look and how I do things. You might think that people care about me, but nobody does. I see it each and every day- nobody loves me, and nobody cares about me. And you might believe in me, but I've lost hope in myself a long time ago.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I don't get it why wound't you deserve to be happy. Everyone deserves it.
The first step is seeing you don't eat normal. Do you think you eat normal? Do you eat as much as everyone? You don't have to answer to those questions to me, just think about it for a while. You are as good as everyone else. You can eat as much as they do. It's not that you don't need to eat. Everyone has to eat.
If you don't eat for a long time you get hospitalized. Your hair falls out like crazy. You're almost bald. Your skin is like paper and it's all covered in little hairs becouse you don't have any fat cells in your body. Your nails split and crack and break. The fact that you don't eat doesn't make you happy, it just covers up all the sadness. Plus, it leads to auto destruction.
Screw people who make fun of you. You look just perfect. You do everything fine.
If you're really so lonely - try, and find a friend. It is hard, I know it's easier to say, but you at least have to try. Get involved in some kind of activity clubs, they don't have to be at school - maybe some art, sport, singing or dancing classes? You will find someone nice there. Get their number or ask them to hang out, maybe play some monopoly or something like that.
You have to find that hope you said you lost. It's very important and I hope you'll keep looking for it.
I told you earlier I had simmilar problems to yours. You're not in this alone. I know how it feels. I know this probably doesn't mean anything to you, but I'll try and try and try. I hope someday something will happen and you'll snap out of it. I really, really hope you will.
When times where hard for me I once tried and took a pen and wrote. I wrote a letter for an imaginary friend about my problems and how I hated everything at the time. That's how I started writing a diary. It helps a bit, I quess. I also wrote down motivations on how to get healthy again. Why I should eat, why I should live (when I was suicidal). Sometimes I even doodled something if I felt like it. You should try if you want, I have a feeling you might like it :)
Stay strong, I still believe in you
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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Tell someone that you're having a bad time, that you're sad. Talk to someone about it. You can't hide behind a fake smile.
I'm sure someone cares. I do. It's just some weirdo on the internet, but I care about you.
The fact that you're skinny won't make you happy.
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sparkels1998 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I can't tell anyone anything. I've been hiding behind a fake smile for as long as I can remember. Nobody in my life cares about me. I don't even care about me. I mean, I don't want to hate my body, it's just that there's so much to hate about it. I don't love anything about myself, and I never will.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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Don't you hate the fact that you hate your body? Don't you hate starving yourself? Do you want to live normally and be happy? Go for it. I know It's very hard, but do it step by step.
Realize that you have an eating problem and you have to fight with it. Stop checking how much you weigh. And one more tip from me: find a sport and concentrate on it. You have to enjoy it and do it for fun. It really helps and you're fit :)
I am sure that at least 3 people care about you. Spend time with eachother - if you need assuring about their caring just ask them. Socializing is good.
Why do you say youll never love anything about yourself? I know It's very hard for you and you can't really help it, but you can't be so pesimistic about the future.
Stay strong - I believe in you
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sparkels1998 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I don't believe in my self. I do hate the fact that I hate my body, and I do hate that I starve, but that is how I live. I'm just never going to love myself, I've been like this for a long time. I'm never going to be happy. And honesty? I probably don't even deserve to be happy. I'm just sick and tired of people making fun of me for the way I look and how I do things. You might think that people care about me, but nobody does. I see it each and every day- nobody loves me, and nobody cares about me. And you might believe in me, but I've lost hope in myself a long time ago.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to sparkels1998
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I don't get it why wound't you deserve to be happy. Everyone deserves it.
The first step is seeing you don't eat normal. Do you think you eat normal? Do you eat as much as everyone? You don't have to answer to those questions to me, just think about it for a while. You are as good as everyone else. You can eat as much as they do. It's not that you don't need to eat. Everyone has to eat.
If you don't eat for a long time you get hospitalized. Your hair falls out like crazy. You're almost bald. Your skin is like paper and it's all covered in little hairs becouse you don't have any fat cells in your body. Your nails split and crack and break. The fact that you don't eat doesn't make you happy, it just covers up all the sadness. Plus, it leads to auto destruction.
Screw people who make fun of you. You look just perfect. You do everything fine.
If you're really so lonely - try, and find a friend. It is hard, I know it's easier to say, but you at least have to try. Get involved in some kind of activity clubs, they don't have to be at school - maybe some art, sport, singing or dancing classes? You will find someone nice there. Get their number or ask them to hang out, maybe play some monopoly or something like that.
You have to find that hope you said you lost. It's very important and I hope you'll keep looking for it.
I told you earlier I had simmilar problems to yours. You're not in this alone. I know how it feels. I know this probably doesn't mean anything to you, but I'll try and try and try. I hope someday something will happen and you'll snap out of it. I really, really hope you will.
When times where hard for me I once tried and took a pen and wrote. I wrote a letter for an imaginary friend about my problems and how I hated everything at the time. That's how I started writing a diary. It helps a bit, I quess. I also wrote down motivations on how to get healthy again. Why I should eat, why I should live (when I was suicidal). Sometimes I even doodled something if I felt like it. You should try if you want, I have a feeling you might like it :)
Stay strong, I still believe in you
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to NeonHedgehog
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Quite epic username you have there, NeonHedgehog :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to SecretlyAmazing
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Thank you so much for the advice.
You have no idea how much I appreciate it =) You made my day.
The world needs more people like you - more people who care...
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I'm Cool.* 1 decade ago to SecretlyAmazing
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I'm glad I could help you!!! You have no idea how much that means to me it's literally the sweetest thing ever thank you so much. I'm always here if you need me btw xxx
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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ok =) how did you like it?
i think matt was in the spotlight and david kinda behind him and all, but i still really enjoyed it. :D
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①ⒹⒻⒶⓃ ⒾⓈ ⓂⓎ ⒷⒻⒻ❣ღ* 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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I did not like it at all D:<
I LOVED IT<3 hahaha I think matt was in the spotlight because he's the current doctor so yeahh but omg everything and plot twists and doctors and gallifrey and everything and yes
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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Thanks :) + followed back
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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thanks, that makes me feel really good :)
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emy 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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i'm glad :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to coughinsORiamawittyhoooj
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Thanks for they fave :) made my day.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to emy
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Thank you so so so much for the faves - they made my day :*
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to bonbon
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thanks for the fave :) + i love your profile and the font it's written in, haha :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to lunchbox
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Thank you for faving some of my quotes! It means so much for me :) + i just love your profile, it's just perfect :D
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lunchbox 1 decade ago to lunchbox
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your welcome (: & thanks !
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to Quote
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Hey :D Thanks for faving some of my quotes. I'm happy that they have "s special quality" (like you said on your profile). Anyway, nice idea of racking up norfits!
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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thanks for the info, haha :)
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kowhyda* 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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No problem, aha.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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Happy birthday!!! + i love your 'twisted' profile pic :)
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kowhyda* 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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Thank you! And the twist-thing is in the coding of the layout, which was made by the awesome ChocoTaco
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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thanks for the info, haha :)
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kowhyda* 1 decade ago to RosesOnTheRiver
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No problem, aha.
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to kaaarolcia
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yes, indeed - i know :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to p0kemon
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OMG you have a time crack on your profile
you have to be very brave :)
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kaaarolcia 1 decade ago to KooLOLKatie
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thank you for the faves + welcome to witty :)
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