kai1793

It is surprising how much can change in a year. I have lost a cousin that was 19. I have been single for over a year. My ex-bf and I started talking again. I have lost friends and made new ones. I have been thankful for everyone I have met even if we no longer talk or barely said two words to eachother. Everyone has an impact. I am stronger emotionally and weaker at the same time. I have very few good friends that I still talk to but they mean the world to me. If I have learnt anything this year it is that nothing can be controlled and there are no guarentees. You take everyday and you do what you need to do and you move on through life. Happy Holidays to all.

Maybe life is unfair and maybe things could go better
but truth is life was never promised to be fair.
I may speculate on somethings that most people would
not care about and others would care more than I.
sometimes I wish for things to change, for them to go my way
instead of someone elses. I have realized that at times
I am extremely selfish. I have worked on it.
If I could see the future I wouldn't tell anyone. everyone would
want me to predict theirs. people would believe
I was in it for the money or for the fame.
i can not see the future and hopefully it stays that way
 

Some days I sit here and I think if I could change any little detail in the past would I? I have realized that maybe my past is not pretty but there is nothing I would change. I would not be who I am today if any little detail was different. So yes I have fallen in love. Yes it is not easy when the relationship does not last. But the fact of the matter is every heart break has made me stronger. Yes some days were harder than others. But life goes on. Love is for all.