It's okay to be afraid. As long as one day you plan on facing your fear. It is okay to lean on friends as long as they know that they can lean on you in return. It is okay to fall in love even if it doesn't end well because then you can find someone better. It may hurt for a while but you grow as a person and are stronger after the pain. Eventually you will have little crushes then you'll meet someone who is single and you'll doubt yourself. But you need to gather your courage and face your fear because living a life of what if's isn't really living anymore.
I hope that some day my life will be brighter. That maybe someday I won't be so reliant on my friends for my happiness. I come on this site and want to help everyone who is having trouble, who is hurting, I like listening to peoples problems and giving them the best advice I have. I smile at strangers and I always wonder if I have made some ones day brighter. I am always here for anyone who wants to talk about any thing. I won't judge you even if you do judge me.
i've asked for advice and i knew the answer before i asked. it still hurts knowing that i have to let her go and move on. i want to fight but honestly the time for fighting is over. we both made mistakes and now its over. maybe someday fate will give us another chance until then its time to let her go and be happy and be free. good bye and may you always be happy.