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hey beautiful, i'd love it if you read below.

I think the world's a beautiful place; you just need to open your eyes to see it, that is why i'm a photographer. people can't believe how easy it is for me to spot something truley amazing and capture it; either in a person or place. if you lived in iowa i'd love to do a photoshoot. who ever you are, boy, girl, dog, cat. flying fish. i love photography. 
I'm a hard to please and not very patient. i get called "fat" "anorexic" and "ugly" often; but that's okay.i'm strong. 
I swim and cheer. i love writing and i'm easily amused. if you would like to contact me; email me: kaitydrake@gmail.com. If you read this; i love you. and even if you didn't; i love you.
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Quotes by kaitygrace


Dustin Lynch: She's sweet, I'm wild, we're dangerous. Cowboys and angels..
Me: I'll be your angel..
Dustin Lynch: 
I'm not sure why her path crossed mine , accident or grand design. Maybe God just kinda likes cowboys and angels.. 
Me: Oh Dustin, stop singing about me, you're making me blush!
Mom: I have a strage child, why do you think they are always singing to you?
Me: Mom, don't be silly, he describes me right in the song.
Mom: *blank stare*
I've got boots and she's got wings, I'm hell on wheels and she's heavenly, I'd die for her and she lives for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee 
Mom: Kaity, I think you're the one with boots, and the hell on wheels, I've seen you drive and you do drive like hell..
Me: Oh.. Close enough! :)
Mom: Shakes head**


Kenny Chesney: I told you I wouldn’t call, I told you I wouldn’t care but baby climbing the walls gets me nowhereI don’t think that I can take this bed getting any colder, come over, come over, come over, come over, come over..
Kenny Chesney: You can say we’re done the way you always do, it’s easier to lie to me than to yourself. Forget about your friends, you know they’re gonna say, we’re bad for each other, but we ain’t good for anyone else..
Me: Oh Kenny! I would never be done with you! You're right we ain't good for no one else!
Kenny Chesney: We don’t have to miss each other, come over, we don’t have to fix each other, come over, we don’t have to say forever, come over, you don’t have to stay forever, come over..
Me: Mom, I have to go, Kenny Chesney has called for me.
Mom: What?!
Me:  Don't worry he says I don't have to stay forever, I'll be back some day!
Mom: ....................... What?
Me: Bye! I love you.
Mom: What are you talking about??
Me: You can't hear that??????
Kenny Chesney: Come over, come over, come over..
Me: See I have to go..
Mom: Okay bye!
Me: Yeah!
Me: ............ Wait what?? I CAN REALLY GO?!?!?!?
Mom: No, I was kidding. Go back to your room and keep dreaming! :)



The rest of the team: ................
The team: Okay..
Gracen (Opening her backpack): I THINK I FOUND ASIAN WEED.
Th team: OMG NO WAY LET ME SEE! *every one sniffing it*
Me: It smells like bubble gum..
Gracen:  I found these fake fish too, look at bubbles!
The team: ..Good God Gracen..


I guess everyone losses once, right?

I'm struggling at this very moment. I lost my cousin, the only one I was close too, my best friends mom won't allow me to conact her or see her because she was dating a guy her mom didn't like and I don't say anything, I feel targeted by my swim team, and I just can't take it anymore. I want to break down and cry, I want to scream. I shattered a ten-gallon bucket with my foot tonight and sliced it open. I'm so mad at myself, I don't want to break, I want to be the strong Kaity everyone knows and expects, I want to continue to be strong more my family and friends but i can't hold myself together anymore.. I'm lossing it and I have no one to turn too and no one to help.



I had an AMAZING night.
It was perfect!
I went to the tractor/truck pole and
my friend introduced me to this counrty boy..
I mean perfect country boy..

I just hope my family gives him a chance because I want too. He's coming to watch fireworks with me Thursday night. I'm SO pumped!



Everyone is so upset about the Colorado shooting which is sad. But, there are people out there everyday who lose a loved one, from some fatal accident, to murder, to oldage but no one seems to care unless it's news worthy.
I'm only posting this because I'm hurt right now, I'm hurt that so many people are sending support to their families becasue they made the news but no one is saying "To anyone who's lost a loved one, you're in our prayers."
Once. Just once I want to see some one say that. I lost my cousin last week. I'm struggling so much and no one knows. No one knows how much it hurts to see everyine care about people who had a tragic accident so bad it made the news but not for some one who had a tragic accident that didn't make the news. Maybe I'm over-reacting but it's because I'm hurting. I'm sorry.

I'm not asking for a lot am I? Is it to much to ask why you took him? Why you took someone I love with all my heart?
I don't understand why you did it. I don't understand why you took someone so young, so loved, so amazing. Someone who truley knew how to treat someone right. I don't understand how someone who gave so much love and kindness to people could just be whisked away in the blink of an eye. It wasn't his time to go, he's not ready! No one is ready..
Monday July 8th, 2012 my mom got a phone call. It was a deputy calling about Walker (my cousin). My mom thought, "Great he got himself in trouble." But no, he was in the hospital. They couldn't get ahold of my aunt or uncle. My mom sent me down to there house and I don't think I've run any faster in my life. My mom contacted my aunt finally and she headed to the hospital.
About an hour later we got a call that he had fallen from a grain bin and was found unconous, they don't know how long he was out for.
An hour after that we got another call. My mom came into the kitchen shaking, he eyes were wild. "He didn't make it Kaity." She walked over to the sink shtill shaking violently.
"What do you mean?" I ask, so confused.
"Walker didn't make it. He's didn't make it.." Tears were streaming down her face now. I jump up and hug her. "Go tell your sister."
I ran upstairs as fast as I could, "LORI!"
"What?" I had stopped in the doorway and my eyes started to water.
"He didn't make it, Walker didn't make it," I stutter trying to hold back the tears.
She starts sobbing uncomtrolibly and I hug her tight. She runs down to mom after that.
I can't cry in front of people so I went out to the rabbit area and sobbed. I could hear my mom in the kitchen sobbing as she called family and friends to inform them.
I spent all of the next day collecting pictures for a slide show. I had to pick up my best friend with cancer who was staying the night. She took me out to lunch the day after that. Then I went down to my aunt and put together the picture boards.
Today was the visitation. I lost it. I couldn't hold it in.
Tomorrow's the funeral. I'm wearing my boots in honor of him. I don't know if I can take it.
My cousin Walker, was a hero. At 18 years old he was a firefighter, a pilot, an amazing friend, a great cousin, and treated his girl right. They were so in love, him and Kendra. They would've gotten married, we all knew it.
Today, Kendra's mom told us that when she was talking about how nice our family is Kendra said, "I was almost apart of that family." And just lost it.
Kendra also told me today that, "I feel like if we just stay in here forever he'll never really go away." She had me sobbing in seconds.
Kendra, you will always be apart of our family, you are always welcome here, we have open arms, never be afraid to come runnning.
Also, I'd like to thank all of the firemen who did the Coloring at is visitation, it was beautiful.
Walker, you were an amazing young man. Never forget that. You touched so many lives and helped so many people. You are a true hero. You are my hero. You will never be forgotten. And no I can't say good bye, I can't bring myself to do that, this whole week has been a dream, nothing is real. My head is all crazy, I don't sleep, I hardly eat, I don't respond to people, I can't function right. I was closest to you out of all us cousins. I remember all the rides in your truck, laughs at Christmas and thanksgiving, all the time I pestered you and stole your hat, all the hugs I worked hard to get, and the one and only time you told me you loved me. Thank you for that Walker, I love you too. You're always in my heart. Never forgotten Walker. Rest in peace.
I guess Heaven was needing a hero like you.
Thanks to all who read.<3

I just f*cking
Being lied too.