i know. please stop and think of your family, your friends. this is a short term problem that you are trying to solve by ruining yourself. college, getting married, falling in love, EVERYTHING. being a grandparent. YOU WANT THAT! life is an amazing gift. i believe in you and please don't do this to us. don't do it to me. i care about you.
he got jealous when he thought you would go to someone else! this is pretty shallow of him though, he should have said he liked you from the beginning. he may just be playing with you. don'tjump into anything