Can
you say, "I'm
over it"?
Yes, I
can. I am so over worrying and crying over some boy that
I never even needed to have in my life. Yes, I admit that
I hadn't cried over a guy in a very long time,
but the other day something just came over me. And I admit, I
did cry tonight. I cried over the people I have lost in my
life. I cried because the one person I had ever gone to about
my problems can no longer look me in the eyes and say,
"That girl is my bestest friend." Let alone talk to
me. I cried because the whole depression I went through was
just absolutely ridiculous. I cried because it is embarrassing
thinking back at why I had become the mess I was. I cried over
all the time I wasted on stupid boy sh*t.. But, I smiled
because I am over all the silly boys that have hurt me in the
past. I smiled because I am over letting a man make me an
emotional wreck. I smiled because I have better loving friends
now. I can smile because I know I have a boy that is
slowly entering my life, and I can say that I don't
need to be emotional. No one deserves to be treated in anyway
that has potential to give them anxiety, emotional distress, or
lower self esteem. If you don't give up now, and forget
that one person that you're attached to, then you
have the chance to go out and find a man to make you feel
the right way. You ARE important, and you must suround
yourself with people who make you feel that way. If they
don't make you happy without worriying, then forget
them. Take it from me, it is NEVER worth worrying and waiting
for someone who cannot see you're individuality
&& LOVE you for all of what you are.
I'm not
looking for Mr. Perfect,
but I need better than that.