I think- I think when
it's all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kalediscope of
memories, but it just all comes back. But he never does. I think
part of me the second I saw him this would happen. It's not
really anything he said, or anything he did. It was the feeling
that came along with it. And.. crazy thing is, I don't know
if I'm ever gonna feel that way again. But I don't
know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too
bright. But I just thought.. how can the devil be pulling you
towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at
you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my
balance. I think the worst part of it all wasn't losing
him... It was losing me.
I don't think you
know who you are until you lose who you
are.