I'm trying so hard
to cover it up
I'm doing my best
but It's not enough
to wipe out the memories
to wipe out the pain
it comes back to haunt me
again and again
I wanted you bad
and I still do
I couldn't stop myself
from falling for you
But you fell for her
do what you must
but you will no longer
see me around.
It's my own fault
I'd like to say
but to be honest,
It's you to blame.
You don't want me
but I still want you
I want so bad
to feel your lips pressed on mine
but I can't face the truth
I'm trying so hard
to cover it up
I'm doing my best
But it will never be enough.
When my eyes are closed I feel no pain, when my eyes are closed I feel no shame, when my eyes are closed theres nothing to say. When my eyes are closed I feel alright, when my eyes are closed theres nothing left to hide. When my eyes are closed I'm dreaming of a better day, when my eyes are closed all of the bitterness goes away. When my eyes are closed my mind can wonder to a far away place.
I can stop time, when I
close my eyes...
I've fallen in too deep
I know It's wrong but I can't control it
My feelings grew too strong
Now It's getting hard to bare.
I know you love her
and she loves you back.
Maybe thats the main reason I feel so terrible.
As much as I like you
As much as I enjoy talking to you
As much as you make me smile
and laugh.
We're never going to be together.
That's just something I'm going to have to accept.
Is the past always going to follow
she leaves her footprints in the sand
she walks along the shore line
his letter in her hand
the waves brush off the rocks
her blonde hair is shining
her dress flows with the wind
beauty desguised with beauty
gorgeous eyes of deep blue
as she sits at the top a cliff
her feet hanging off the edge
she longs for his embrace
wipes her tears off from her face.
she misses his embrace.