kayyla3125

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im Kayla
gunna be 15 January 25th
shoes♥
Freshman
im awkward
i miss summer </3
wasteing my time on ----> him
cheerlead and play softball :D
i miss the way things used to be .
UTZ BARBEQUE CHIPS AND MARSHMELLOWS COMPLETE MY LIFE ♥

 

She puts her headphones in, and blocks out the world, she glances at the old pictures, and wonders where it all went wrong ♥ 



Enjoy your life today.
Because yesterday
is gone. 
And tommorrow may
never come. 


I'm mad at myself, 
Not you.
I'm mad for always being nice.
Always apologizing for things I never did.
For getting attached.
For making you a huge part of my life.
Wasting my time on you, depending on you.
Thinking about you, wishing for you.
Dreaming of you, changing all for you,
But most of all,

Not hating you when I know I should. 



another day, another scar
another wish on another star
another girl with hidden pain
you hear this story, again & again

her body shows signs that everyone missed
ribs jutting out, and scars on her wrists,
a bottle of pills in her bottom drawer
it numbs the pain; that's what it's for.

she's an actress; she hides it too well
no one can see that she's going through hell
she has pretty hair, and perfect clothes
all of that effort so nobody knows. 
 

 Her eyes don't light up when she hears your name.She doesn't get chills when you walk by, and her heart never skips a beat when you smile at her. You don't get to her like you used to. You're a bad memory in the back of her mind. So don't be shocked when she doesn't even think twice about looking your way. Don't bother talking to her. She's over the fighting. It's sad to think you did this to her. She kept giving you chances, and you kept fucking up. Now she walks around with that cute little smile on her face. She laughs louder then before. She is happy.♥

Looks like you lost her, bro.
 

Quotes by kayyla3125

C o n  gr at  u   l  a   t   i   o n  s
You've managed to make me feel like a worthless piece of sh*t again.
thanks.





 why do i even try ?




 
my
11:11 11/11/11
wish came true  









 

why can't you just love me back ?

dont leave me
my heart already hurts at the thought
of seeing you walk away
just to leave me behind
as my world crashes  down
i want  you to hold me
when i just need to feel loved
and when you leave
who will be there to love me?
who will be there to prove
that i belong in this world?
im nothing without you

please dont leave me


 
you never really leave a person you love.
you take a part of them with you,
and leave part of yourself behind


 

yeah, i'm smiling.
b u t     y o u ' r e     n o t     t h e     r e a s o n
 
anymore  
nmq

nm 

She looks in the mirror
theres nothing
no beauty.
Just an ugly girl.
Her eyes sit dull
Just lifeless pits
Her smile is lost
she feels so strange and hurt
There's only a way where every pain will go away
there's only a few pills that make her mind go numb
She love's the razorblades' soft kiss.
She love's the taste of the bottle's empty bliss.
She run's the blade's over spots, ready to deepen bleeding wound's.
She sit's against the wall, holding herself.
Taking one more last sip, dropping the bottle.
And takes apart the glass and pulls it deep inside her wrist.
She's doesn't make a sound, a cry.
Only a soft whisper, Telling herself, Everything will be fine.
All the release of hiding her pain and keeping that smile on her face, races to the floor.

And maybe now, you'll finally be sorry for what you did to me. 

 
 Reach into your heart
I know that im still there
I don't wanna hear
that you no longer care

 
          ♥             
she sat there on her bed
crying her eyes out ;
her phone rang, it was him...
she ignored it knowing that talking to him
would just make it all come back to her

her heart hurt,
she felt confused,
Mascara was running down her face

for once she felt okay
she felt  as if for once she did the right thing
she knew she would regret it later but now
she feels like shes right .

....................

now look at her a year later
regretting what she had done
alone, crying her eyes out
because he wont even look at her.
oh how she wishes she could go back a year ago today
shes sorry she hurt him so much.
she is.


im sorry.

 
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