Will I Ever
Get Over You?
My true story.
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5 years ago we became best friends and slowly but surely I
developed feelings for you. You asked me out and I said yes. We
were talking and i walked away from the computer and my friend
typed "I love you" and you said it back, I was a
freshman it was the first day, I wasn't ready for that. My
friend said I couldn't take it back cause you had already
said it return. I broke up with you two days later. The
feelings weren't gone like I had said; in fact 4 years
later I'm about to start my senior year and start a new
chapter in my life and I'm no where near over you.
After we broke up I avoided you like the plague for 4 months
and ignored all your i.m.'s
and went out of my way to avoid you. You had depressing song
lyric status's for a long time. I was your first girlfriend
and you haven't had one since. Slowly but surely we got
back to best friend status and I was so happy, just this past
year I really thought you liked me still, I'm pretty sure
you knew how I felt. I may not have loved you then but I am in
love with you now, to little to late. I couldn't take not
talking to you anymore and i felt annoying cause i was almost
always the one to start the conversation. I deleted you off
facebook, you wouldn't even hug me
anymore but you would hug my friends and that hurt. I know I
broke your heart, I don't blame you for being like that. In
the end I guess I broke my own heart too and you'll always
have the other half. You tried adding me back and after two
days i denied it, I'm to afraid. I miss you and how things
used to be more than ever now, and it's no ones fault but
my own. I'll always love you but I just wish my heart could
let you go, it causes so much pain. </3 Schools starting
back up and I can't help but to be excited to see you
again. I'm so sorry. I love you.