He held my hand.
He gave me a massage.
He kissed my cheek.
He told me I was pretty.
He held my hand.
He hugged me.
He let me sleep on his shoulder.
He bought me dinner.
He gave me his sweatshirt.
He texted me first.
He told me I was cute.
He gave me his boxers.
He tucked my hair behind my ear.
He told me the words "I love
you."
I was sitting next to him on the bus, he was leaning down
trying to get his water bottle out of his bag.
I don't remember what words
were said, but I do remember this.
All of the sudden he leaned up, put his forehead against mine,
then kissed me on the cheek.
My heart melted.
I love him so much.
I was
sitting next to him on the bus with my back against the wall
looking at him.
I was a little upset, and it was showing.
He lifted my chin up, and brushed my hair out of my face.
He smiled and said, "Perfect."
Then, he tucked my hair behind my ear and said, "You're
pretty. You're really pretty."
He tells me
I'm gorgeous, beautiful, pretty and far from ugly.
I accept the compliment everytime, but I don't believe
it.
On Facebook, he likes and comments on so many girls photo's,
including my friends, saying they're
beautiful/gorgeous/pretty.
He's never did that to me.
Once.
It doesn't make me jealous, it just hurts me, and makes me
feel bad about myself.
I never feel beautiful.
I miss you
Grandpa.
So much.
I'm so sorry for what I have become.
I drink, I cut, I'm depressed.
My sister is so much more perfect than me.
I know you're proud of her.
She's really good in school, all honors classes, a great
athlete.
I get straight A's too.. but I dropped out of accelerated
classes.
I'm sorry.
I hope one day, I can make you proud of me too.
I love you Grandpa.