kelsey

here you sit and smile at me and its you i watch but you dont event know what it is you do to me everytime i look talk and smell you my heart comtinues melting when ever you pass me by and you catch my eye i feel like i wanna cry cuz of what it is you do to me everytime you look at me i wounder what it is you see everytime i talk to you my knees go weak my stomach flutters my chest collapses my nech hairs tingle and i stop breathing

something must be wrong with me with all this hurt and anger inside and berly any pride something must be wrong with me if all i do is cry myself to sleep i mean i cant stop this pain all i want to do is die. all this confusion makes me feel like a lost child i mean something must be wrong with me with all these terrible thing always there and never gone depression is what i brings i cant stop these thoughts all this pain does is turn my stomach in knotes well i think there is only one way to end my pain my heart shout out

i just wish people would realize how i truly feel..it feels like nothings real it always ends with curves and bends they hurt like crazy its like im locked in a cell like nobody cares what i have to bear so why dont i just take this knife and end my lif?!