kendiee2

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Hi, Im Kendra. Im only 14, but I often feel older. I've been treated liike an adult since I was about 6 when people thought I could handel it. I can, but its caused some problems along the way. I have depression and anxiety, but I dont let it stop me. You shouldnt either. I've found a grandparent dead, and one alomst dead. I've experienced more death in my life than adults. The hardest one was my friend though. It happened almost two years ago, you get used to t but you never really accept it. You see that lovely lady in that picture with me? Thats my great grandma. June 2nd 2011 I found her almost dead. She suffered 5 strokes at the same time, her husband died when I was 6 (I dont remember him well but I still love my pap.<3) She has demenchia and doesnt know who I am. I still tell her I love her almost everyday and she says it back. She means the world to me. My big cousin is more like a brother, he's there for me always, we've had alot of hard times but I love him anyways. And my girls<3 my three strong little cousins, 7, 4, and 1. These girls made my life complete, Ill do anything for them day in and day out. Sometimes I lose my temper, but I have a lot of stress. Two highschool classes and all advanced classes on an 8th grader is kid of tough. I wouldnt change my smartness for anything though, it makes me who I am. So if theres anything else youd like to know you can comment. Thank you if you took the time to know a little but about me.

Quotes by kendiee2

I'm alone.
I've always been alone.
I'll always be alone.





No one likes uglly fat people.

This Moment In Time
Chapter 10
Aurora's POV

When Niall woke me up the next morning he asked if I wanted to go to the sound check with him, he said the other girls were going to be there. I was curious to meet them, so I said I'd go, I took a shower, I put on some yoga pants and one of Nialls shirts. It smelled like him so I couldnt resist. Once I was done with my hair and make-up I walked downstairs.
"Well, dont you look adorable?" He asked when I ran ino his arms.
"Yeah, the two love birds are adorable. Lets go, we're gonna be late!"
"Well someones a little grumpy today, Zayn..." I replied to Mr. Snippy.
"I just want to see Perrie..."
"Then lets leave! You're the one slowing us down now!"

Once at the stadium Niall and I walked around for awhile being goofy and singing. When we went to go find the girls and guys, I started to get nervous. They're all talented and pretty, but I'm just me. They probably will get sick of me...
Danielle jumped up to give me a hug. "I'm so happy to meet you."
"We're exstatic that Niall's happy." Eleanor seemed genuine. Niall pulled me closer and kissed my forehead.
"The boys and I are going to practice, you ladies go do something fun." Liam said whi;e kissing Danilelle goodbye.
"What do you wanna do?" Perrie asked.
"Anythings good with me." I kinda whispered, I'm extreamly nervous.
"We never properly introduced ourselves." Danielle said. "Im Dani and thats Eleanor and Perrie."
"I'm Aurora."
"Dont be scared dear, we want Niall happy we wont run you off." Perrie chuckled.


Authors Note

So I know I havent written much lately, Ive been busy but Ive been thinking about it. I had my band concert yesterday (soo humiliating) plus the shooting today. Its been a long week but keep strong. I love you all.

xoxo-
Kendra(:
When someone you know follows your witty and you dont know what to do...

This Moment In Time
Chapter 9

Aurora's POV

The ride back to the boys' place was a bit quiet. I didnt know what to say to Niall, I didnt want him to see that...
"How's your arm?" He asked.
"It burns a little..."
"Baby girl, Im sorry, I shouldnt have made you-"
"Niall, its not your fault, and the pain lets me know I'm alive."
"You shouldnt think about it like that..."
"I know, and Im working on changing it. By leaving that house I left behind a lot of my problems."
When we got back to the house I went upstairs to put some stuff away. Niall had made space for me even though I told him he didnt have to. The boys stayed downstairs to give me some alone time.



Authors Note

So not how I wanted to end this chapter, but I have to go to bed so more tomorrow loves(:

xoxo-
Kendra
This Moment In Time
Chapter 7
Niall's POV

When Ro and I went downstairs no one was awake yet, she started cooking anyways. "Even though Christmas is three days away, Im going to make my Christmas breakfast for you guys." She started cooking away and wouldnt let me help her. When she was almost done she told me to go wake everyone else up.
When we came downstairs it smelled amazing. "Its pancakes with pepermint syrup. I made you guys pepermint hot chocolate, and a few other things. Merry early Christmas." They all chorused a thanks and gave her hugs. She want to go get something in the kitchen and I followed her. She was just standing at the sink. I slipped my arms around her waste, and higged her. She was crying. I turned her around.
"Babe, whats wrong?" I asked whiping the tears off her face.
"Nothing, I'm happy. Finally someone cares about me..."
"Not just one person, theres five of us that want the best for you." I hugged her. I looked back at her face, and leaned in to kiss her.

Aurora's POV
When he kissed me I was a little suprised. Things were moving kind of fast, but we knew just about everything about eachother. "Ro, will you be my girlfriend?"
I didnt know what to say so I just smiled and nodded. He kissed me on more quick time before we headed into the dining room for breakfast.
"Are you two together yet?" Harry asked.
"How did you know?" I asked, sorta suprised.
"The way you're both blushing and smiling like fools." Harry giggled, Niall leaned over and kissed me.
"Can someone drive me to my house today so I can grab my clothes and make-up and such?"
"We'll all go on your rollar coaster ride." Zayn is so strange sometimes.
When we got to my house my madre was there, I got scared and wouldnt get out of the car. "You have to tell her."
"Will you go with me?" I whispered because I couldnt find my voice.
"I wouldnt make you go alone baby girl."
We walked up the driveway, and I knocked on the door. My mom instantly started screaming, and telling me how worthless I was...

Authors Note
So do you think Niall will watch? What do you think will happen?

xoxo-
Kendra(:

 

This Moment In Time
Niall's POV

When Ro was telling me about her dad trying to kidnap her, and the way her mom treats her I made a decision. I dont know when I made it but I did; I couldn't let her go back there. I needed her with me.
When she finally calmed down enough we headed back to the house. When we got there the other boys were in the livingroom watching the X Factor. "Niall, is there anywhere I can take a shower?"
"Yeah, Ill walk you up and get you a change of my clothes. Ill send Louis or someone to get your stuff."
"No, its fine. Tomorrows Friday, I'll just skip."
While she was showering I went to the boys. I made a big decision that included them, but I didnt ask. I explained the situation, and by the time I was done they were ready to go kill someone. Ive never seen the boys become so protective, so quickly. I guess it helps that they all have little sisters.

Aurora's POV
After a long hot shower I changed into a pair of Niall's boxers and a t-shirt. It felt a little weird being in a guys clothes, even though I barely knew him. Something just made me trust him. Niall walked up and knocked on the door.
"Yeah?" I questioned.
"Are you decent?"
"Im dressed, but I dont look to good." He walked in while I was running a brush threw my brown hair. He went down to the livingroom to talk after everyone went to bed. We stayed up til the break of dawn. I fell asleep on a loveseat. Around 10:00 on Friday I woke up in Nialls bed with him next to me. He mustve carried me up.
He rolled over and saw I was awake. He smiled a little and whispered, "Hey."
I blushed a little. "Im going to make breakfast for you and the boys."
"Thats not nessicary."
"I know, but its the least I can do."


Authors Note
Sorry for any gramatical/spelling errors. Its about 1:30am. More chapters tomorrow.

xoxo-
Kendra(:

 

This Moment In Time
Chapter Five
Liams POV

The way Niall looked at Aurora wasnt the way he looked at anyone. When he went to the restroom, I took the chance to talk to Aurora.
I took a bit blunt approach and asked her if she liked him.
"I dont know him very well..." She replied rather hesitantly.
"Thats not what I asked." I tried to use a soothing voice to try and calm her down. I could tell she was nervous and overwhelmed.
She didnt say anything, but she just kind of shook her head and looked to me slghtly. "You can trust us, we dont want to hurt you."
"He told you, didnt he?" She was getting mad and I could tell.
"He only told me because he cares about you. I know you barely know eachother but you both feel something for the other." Thats when Niall came back to the table. Once we finished eating Zayn, Harry, Lou, and I headed back to the house. Niall went with Aurora to talk.

Aurora's POV
Niall wanted my keys, so I let him drive us around. "Where are we going I asked?"
"It's a secret."
"You sure like secrets, dont you?"
"More like suprise, but you could say so. Yeah."
We drove in a peacful silence for awhile, but Niall started singing Little Things. I really wonder why he doesnt get to sing more... I started to sing along with him "I'm in love with you, and all your little things..."
"Sorry, Im not the best." I kind of giggled.
"I think you were perfect." He said. "Can I ask you a question?"
"I think you already did." I gave him a cheeky smile.
"Im being serious here. Why did you do it?"
I was a little confused. "Do what?"
He pulled the car over into a little park, he came over and opened the door for me. We sat down on a picnic bench. He didnt say anything he just pulled up my sweater to reveal scars and half-fresh cuts. "Too much stress and pain. Its a long boring story, but I'm ok now."
He slowly brought my arm to hs mouth, as if seeing if it was allowed. When I didnt stop him he started kissing each cut and scar, old or new. Before I knew what was happening I was crying and telling him everything. He listened and held me until I could catch my breath, He strooked my hair and whispered "Its ok. Baby, nothing can hurt you now."
"I cant go back to my house anymore, I cant deal with the hate..."
"Come with the boys and me. You can finish your senior year online. Nothing will hurt you now."


Authors Note-
Getting interesting yet? What do you guys think?

xoxo-
Kendra(:
This Moment In Time
Chapter Four

Aurora's POV
When I got home Niall texted me. Hey, do you wanna come have dinner with me and the boys?
I replied: Yeah, just give me an hour to get ready, then text me the details.
I put my hair up in a bun with a little braid. I redid my make-up and but on a puffy white sweater and brown tights. I put on my flowered boots, grabbed my keys and headed out of the door. Niall wouldnt tell me where I was going, just the directions. It felt kind of weird, how many girls go have dunner with five boys they barely know?
Well, I guess we always knew I'm not normal. When I pulled up to the resturant all of the boys were waiting outside. Niall came and opened my door for me once I parked. "Hey, Ro."
I blushed and looked at the ground, "Hi."
"Will you two love birds hurry up?! I'm hungry!" Louis was getting a bit impatient.
"Shut up, Lou!" Niall yelled back. We walked up and he introduced me to everyone. They all seemed really nice, but I didnt want to seem like a fool. Niall got up to go to the restroom. When he left Liam leaned over and started to talk to me.
"Do you like him?" He asked, very bluntly might I add.
"I dont know him very well..." I hesitated.
"Thats not what I asked." He shot back at me...


Authors note-
So Im trying to make things a bit more interesting for you guys. Im enjoying writing this, I hope you enjoy reading it. DO you think she likes him? Let me know your opinion!(:

xoxo-
Kendra(:


 
This Moment In Time
Chapter Three
Niall's POV

At sound check the next day I still couldnt get Aurora off of my mind. "Hey, Liam can I talk to you?"
"Sure lets just finish Last First Kiss."
When we got a little free time Liam and I went to walk around the stadium. "so, whats been on your mind Niall?"
"Aurora."
"You really can't stop thinking abou her can you?"
"No." I whispered.
"You should just text and her and see how she's doing. The night when I first met Aurora I told Liam what I saw, he felt so bad.


Aurora's POV
I was sitting at the lunch table in the back of the room, whenI felt my phone vibrate. It wasnt a number I recognized, so I checked it.
Hey, Aurora. It's Niall, I just wanted to see how you're doing and that I've been thinking about you.
I felt my heart leap when I saw his name. I left lunch and went to the bathroom, he called me and we talked for awhile.
"Ro, can I ask you a question?"
"I thnk you just-" Then the bell rang. "I have to go, but I'll call you when I get home. I mean if you're not to busy."
"I'll make time for you."