Dear Joey,
You'll never read this but I have to let it out somehow. We
have a crap load of history, we've been friends sincew fifth
grade and dated three times. Somewhere along the way I started to
love you. I've loved you in about a thousand ways. Then again
somewhere I fell in love with you. That sounds crazy, but I dont
care. In fifth grade you were just my GBF even though you were
straight, then in sixth grades feeling started to change. You
were with her for along time. -____- But when you guys broke up
we started dating, then I broke up with you becausse I knew you
still loved her. Then a few days later we got back together. Just
a couple of kids tryin to make something work but they knew
nothing about it. (;
In seventh grade I liked you again or well still. I dunno but we
dated. My friends didnt want us together and to get them to
shut up I said I'd break up with you, I wasnt going to
though. One of them told you so at 11:34 you texted me and
broke up with me. I was crushed I couldnt show it though. We had
so many good times dating.
Youre more than an ex though, Youre a bestfriends, we're
always there for eachother. You were there for me with my dad
stuff, and I was with you for Jordan stuff (even though it broke
my heart) and now with your friend's death. You were there
for me when Jazzy died and I knw how you feel. To see you this
hurt and upset iss killing me. You think no one see's it but
you cant fool me. We know eachother to well.
I like everything about you. Your personality is amazing, and
your eves... yeah, theyre perfect.
You don't feel the same way I feel about you, but thats ok.
Its not the first time youve rejected me. :/ This time I'm
not oging to tell you how I feel. I didnt even want to like you
again, or still, I dont know! This should be so simple, so black
and white. You have no clue how confused I am!!! I want to scream
and cry and just tell you everything. I have to hold everything
in.. Im sorry Joey... Im so sorry.... I dont want to feel this
way, I never have. You dont want to let us try again and I get
it. But everyone thinks we should be together. I think so too...
People are always asking if we're together or saying we
should be... Lets just try... You wont regret it...
Theres so much more I dont even know how to put into words. Like
those butterflies I get every time you look at me... Or the heart
flutter when you give me the nod... Just talking to you is
great... I dont know how to explain this anymore...
Sincerely,
Your Heartbroken Friend,
Kendra