kikicookie1

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Joined: April 18, 2012
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im really random and i do laf really loud and people think im weird and im very daring i do crazyyy things i can be very bad but also i can be very good i have a few real friends and i just like to live lifei have the goofiest smile ever and my laf is CRAZYYY  Every day I smile back and laugh along but I have problems of my own don't get me wrong   im pretty much a freak but who cares yea im in a foster home i dnt care what u think of meim a pretty sad person iim anerexic im trying to stop being anerexic i need help so pleasee just help me not make fun of me nd im not posting this for attention but i want friends who understand me

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Sometimes you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. Because sometimes, You mean nothing to someone who means everything to you 
i love it wen people on here say im here for u nd u talk once nd u keep on trying to talk to them nd they ignore u its like thanks thought u were here for me

DOES ANY ONE CARE THAT I NEED HELP I NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO well i guess not ok im being called emo anerexic sucicidal i stopped eating becuz of people im emo becuz i like pain nd stuff like that im suicidal becuz i wanted to die nd i hav tried to kill myself before   YOU KNOW MY NAME NOT MY STORY SO DONT JUDGE ME !!!!!!!!!!!! i just wish it would stop im soooooooooo sorry im not perfect. i try hard but i just cant do this i just want to die ever day every night it doesnt matter how happy i seem like my foster mom i feel wen i cry or am mad she makes joke i know she doess they all do wen i come home happy they say wow shes happy today mayb we can get her to eat or wpw shes happy thts a first but they dont know or i was on the car nd she asked  me if i wanted subway nd i saiid no nd she said oh yea sorry i forgot your anexrexic :( nd i go silent i shuld just stop talking if im so much of a joke !

please help me i feel like i cry so much every thing has changed. i was so happy last year but i feel every year my life gets complicated even more you may say its becuz of school but its not its becuz i hav a parent tht cant care for me and there is more to tht. lately i feel im losing my friend. we talk about us losing eachother becuz shes going to a diffrent schoool nd like what happends wen i lose my best friend i will be lost with out her like entering a new school not being with her please just kill me she means the world to me nd she helps me throu every thing nd i help her throu every thing like what if she replaces me. what if she gets a new fail buddy or a new bestie like i dnt want to be replaced

you all say you life sucks nd mine rocks yet u dnt know mine i live in a foster home ok becuz my mom is a drug addict ive been taken away alot of times i hate life nd alot of people in it no one is ever there for me :( i cry myself to sleep every night Every night I pray to be as u every night I pray to be as pretty as u but god is letting me down please god help me be pretty like her nf help me be as perfect as her I pray every night I dnt turn into a Barbie or a fake but I pray to be good enough some day I pray tht one day I might be as good as her nd be good enought nf pretty enough or perfect enough I'm sorry I'm not tht 10 awesome perfect thing u want me to be  i just wish for once some one would understand me nd i know this was a bad idea to put this up here becuz watch people will make fun if me thts why i dnt tell any one my ex nd his cousin know thts it ive been in and out of foster homes nd of programs i lie every day about my life please dont make fun of my nd just be there for me i only put this up becuz i felt confortable sorta to tell u guys this soooo please help me not put me down
i feel soooo invisible it hurts alot i sometimes wana die :(
this is not for attention its the truth




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i want some one who will be my friend and talk to me not hav one convo nd never talk again and some one who will be here for me