DOES ANY ONE CARE THAT I NEED HELP I NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO well i guess not ok im being called emo anerexic sucicidal i stopped eating becuz of people im emo becuz i like pain nd stuff like that im suicidal becuz i wanted to die nd i hav tried to kill myself before YOU KNOW MY NAME NOT MY STORY SO DONT JUDGE ME !!!!!!!!!!!! i just wish it would stop im soooooooooo sorry im not perfect. i try hard but i just cant do this i just want to die ever day every night it doesnt matter how happy i seem like my foster mom i feel wen i cry or am mad she makes joke i know she doess they all do wen i come home happy they say wow shes happy today mayb we can get her to eat or wpw shes happy thts a first but they dont know or i was on the car nd she asked me if i wanted subway nd i saiid no nd she said oh yea sorry i forgot your anexrexic :( nd i go silent i shuld just stop talking if im so much of a joke !
please help me i feel like i cry so much every thing has changed. i was so happy last year but i feel every year my life gets complicated even more you may say its becuz of school but its not its becuz i hav a parent tht cant care for me and there is more to tht. lately i feel im losing my friend. we talk about us losing eachother becuz shes going to a diffrent schoool nd like what happends wen i lose my best friend i will be lost with out her like entering a new school not being with her please just kill me she means the world to me nd she helps me throu every thing nd i help her throu every thing like what if she replaces me. what if she gets a new fail buddy or a new bestie like i dnt want to be replaced