killmeryan

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Joined: November 29, 2010
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Quotes by killmeryan

Hello there 420, I've missed you <3
When witty is all we NEED at the end of the day to be here for tomorrow. - ryan.
Mom had a heart attack last weekend.. :/ everything still feels like a dream. Shes fine now, but it's not like it could never happen again.. I had to get rid of my cats because they were stressing her.. hardest thing ever. all three of them. and one of my dogs. I'm so depressed and scared. What if it happeneds again.. Or worse if i wasnt here when it did.
          Yeah, I do pot. Yeah, I drink liqour
                                         I ain't ashamed, but I ain't proud either.
I'm crumbling. Crashing. Heart thumping as I wait for the sharpe pain of the concrete to hit. Thinking, I decided not to let go to late...
When your a child, and someone gets mad you hide. Or atleast thats how I grew up. I thought once he'd left I wouldnt have too no more. Last night, is a huge blur. With me pushing her out. Leaving the door between us. The rough smell of liqour lingureing on her breath. Yelling and pushing hard on the door, I was keeping shut. Curled up in a ball when I heard the door open and her fly in the house. Just minutes before. I curled up in a ball, and hid under my blankets. Trying to ignore the yells, the breaking glass. The everything I thought I could forget from my childhood. Now what?
Your not ugly.


                                                Society is...
Daddy,  why'd you leave.. I know, mamma left you. Because of the drugs and the pills. And you wouldn't dare follow her.. Because you understood her words. But.. I needed you daddy. You think, it's okay to hurt and kill people.. I miss you daddy, I don't know you daddy. I cried .. When I heard your voice.. Because, it was part of me.. That died a long time ago. Waiting for my daddy. I am still daddy's little girl. But your a stranger daddy. A stranger.. Is all I'll ever know. A stranger, a murderer, Is who I love with all my heart and soul... Twenty five to life daddy.. I'll wait for you, I'll know you.. Some day, even though we talk daddy... I don't understand, or know you. But I love you daddy, I need you to tuck me in and say you love me, kiss my forehead.. Hold me tight. Just once daddy. I'll never be to old.. To be daddy's little girl.. Even for a stranger.. - Ryan
          Yeah, I do pot. Yeah, I drink liqour
                                         I ain't ashamed, but I ain't proud either.
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