Thank you.. And well.. I can't afford real help.. It bothers me that I can't talk to a real therapist. I want help but I can't get it.. And I don't want to tell my parents...
Even if you don't get a therapist, your parents can try to help you themselves. I know that you don't want them to know and that it's going to be hard, but it's best to be able to talk to somebody about this stuff and be able to get help from people that care about you.
I hope you find the will to stop. You are above cutting, trust me. One day, those scars will just be a faded memory of your past and how you overcame your problems. If you ever want to talk, I'm here
&& commenting on it too c;