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A text to my boyfriend.

"So there's this boy, and I'd tell you about him, but I don't want you to fall for him too."
 

"So there's this girl I'd like to tell you about, but... I don't want to reveal what heaven's like to anyone else."

<3 His response <3

& I hope you know; you are perfect.... in every way.
& I hope you know; I'm afraid.
-to lose the best thing in my life,

you.

i don't say the things i say for my benefit; i've been

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 the thoughts around in my head for awhile now;

i say what i say because it seems you

are ready to hear them.

AND I'M

STILL WAITING

FOR JUST

ONE GOODBYE

TO BE

HELLO.

.

I didn't forget

I just choose not to remember;

It's much less painful.

it hurts knowing

'iloveyou'

meant something different to him.
 

And then you will meet someone

That makes you feel like you're flying,

And after that it will be hard to set foot on the ground again,

But the best part is, you wont have to;

because He wont let you.

And she stupidly thought

that the stupid boy

just might be telling the truth

when he said,

"I will always be here."

She's gotten so good

at hiding her feelings,

she herself,

can't even tell

when they are there.

I ask you what you want, But you say you don't know.

So I tell you to let me know when you decide,

Because I can't be alone...

And baby, I need you in my life.