Tell myself i wont cry again tonight
Tell myself i wont get another
broken heart
Tell myself i wont get hurt
keep telling myself its going to be alright
keep telling myself he will come right back
keep saying in my mind that one day he will realize i was his
everything,
all he ever wanted , that he
wants us to be together, that he will just
miss me.
but i dont know why i keep lying to myself.. to make me
feel better.
i tell myself " dont cave , dont talk to him "
but somehow i always find my self
staring at a blank text message being sent to
him..