The Little
Things
~Chapter
12~
I hum to myself quietly, playing with my hair
in yet another hotel room mirror. My phone vibrates and I answer
it quickly, "Liam, hey." I smile just saying his name.
"Hello Beautiful," I can hear the smile in his voice,
too. It's been hard, being away for three weeks so far, and
not seeing his face except in magazines. I try to keep myself
busy, but it's not always easy. We chit chat for a bit, not
really saying anything important. A knock on my door makes me cut
the conversation short, "I'll call you later, bye
Liam," I make a kissing sound into the phone and hang up, in
a good mood after speaking to him. I walk over to the door and
peer out the peephole. It's a kid around my age, but I
don't know who he is. "Who is it?" I shout from
behind the door. "I won't kill you," He laughs. I
shrug, and open the door. "I'm Clark," He sticks
his hand out. I take it, "Valarie," I nod, giving him
the name all my fans and everyone except Liam knows me as.
"I know," He smiles cheekily, showing off two adorable
dimples. "Um, an I help you with anything?" I look away
from his smile, feeling guilty for finding him attractive.
"Well, I was wonderin if you;d fancy me showing you around
tomorrow?" He smiles at me, his blue eyes shining. "Um,
I'm not sure, actually," I mumble. Tomorrow is actually
one of the two days I have off. I had planned on walking around
town, getting to know the area as much as I could. But with him..
I don't know.
"C'mon, it'll be fun," He pokes me in the arm,
and I shy away from his touch. He takes his hand away quickly,
"Sorry," He mumbles. He smiles at me, "Hey,
don't worry about it, you're busy, I understand," He
shrugs before turning away. Before I can stop myself I grab his
wrist, "I'd uhm, I'd love to," I say quietly.
His face brightens, "I'll pick you up at ten," He
smiles before walking away. I watch him walk away before closing
the door and falling on my bed.
I quickly fall asleep. Without ever thinking to call Liam back
like I promised.
I wake up the next morning and knock on Mom's door, the one
that seperates the two rooms of your suite. "Yes?" She
calls from the other side. I open the door and walk in,
completely dressed and ready to go. "Well you look nice,
what's the occasion?" She smiles lazily, still in bed.
"Well, you know what Mr. Manson says, I have eyes on me at
all times," I giggle, trying to not tell her the truth.
"You're going out, then?" Mom says, drifting off to
sleep. "Yeah," I nod. "By yourself?" She
asks, eyes opening quickly. "Someone offered to show me
around." I mumble. "A boy?" She whispers. I nod,
"You're dating Liam. You know that and now so does the
whole world, so remember that." She says before closing her
eyes, officially dismissing me. I roll my eyes and leave the
room, angry at her accusation. When I walk out of the room I walk
right into Clark, the boy from last night. "Sorry," I
mumble, he laughs. "Ready?" He asks, showing his
dimples again. I nod, "Let's go."
After a couple of hours of simply walking around, Clark pointing
out specific buildings, good places to eat, or fun places to hang
out, we get tired and stop at a local coffee shop. "Now this
place, isn't that good," He admits. "But it was the
closest," He adds. I shrug, "Doesn't matter to
me," He smiles before getting me a hot chocolate and a
muffin. I pick at the muffin slowly. He just drinks his coffee
slowly, sometimes looking out the window and sometimes at me.
"You're beautiful, you know that?" He smiles.
"Thank you," I whisper, not meeting his eyes.
"You're welcome," He says quietly. I feel his gaze
holding on my face. I look up quickly, "I have a
boyfriend." I blurt out without thinking. To my surprise,
his smile doesn't falter. He simply says "I
know."
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Hey! So what do you
guys think? Is Clark a little too friendly? Should Val think
twice about what she's doing? Lemme know(: More
tomorrow!
The Little
Things
~Chapter
11~
I jump as I sit on the couch as the front door
slams open. "Mom?" I shout, nervous. Then, Liam's
face appears and I relax. "Oh, Liam," I sigh. He sits
next to me, grabbing my hands tightly. The warmth radiates from
his skin and I have the urge to snuggle up close to him.
"Was it all true? Everyone you sang in 'Where'd You
Go?'" He asks, searching my eyes for an answer before my
mouth can produce one. I just nod, words failing me. Liam drops
my hands and takes my face instead, bringing it to his, kissing
me with too much force before finally becoming gentler. My hands
wrap around his neck, keeping his lips on mine. When we finally
pull away, I smile up at his face. My smile widens as I see
he's smiling too.
"Liam, I don't want to leave," I whimper. I'm
leaving for my first tour and I'm beyond terrified of living
on a bus and in hotels. And without my boyfriend. Liam Payne.
Sigh, I love saying it, even if it's in my head.
"You'll be great, don't worry," He brushes hair
out of my face and kisses my forehead. "I'm
scared," I mumble, leaning into his chest. He rubs my head,
"Everything will be fine. Call me whenever, okay?" He
says. I nod, hugging him tighter. "You neea go now,
love," He mumbles. He kisses my lips before letting me go. I
stare at his face for a few seconds before letting go. I grab my
carry on bag and get in the big tour bus. Since I'm by
myself, Mr. Manson said it'd be okay to have my mom come with
me. But only this once. I hold her hand the whole ride, long
after I've fallen asleep, listening to One Direction's
new album.
I go through my last minute calming stratigies before walking on
stage. I look at all the faces in the crowd and smile. But most
of the time, I just see Liam. I blink once and they go back to
being a million people I've never met before. A million
people who paid to see me perform. I shout greetings into the
microphone, finding it easy to talk to them. As if we've
known eachother for years. Then the band comes out and they start
to play, signaling the start of my performance. I sing and dance
and laugh and joke for three hours before finally leaving the
stage and finding my way to Mom backstage.
"You were perfect," She says, tears in her eyes,
hugging my tightly. "Thanks Mom," I say as Mr. Manson
hugs me. I grab my phone from my moms bag, and to my surprise,
the text I see makes me impossibly happier.
"I've never watched anything so beautiful in my entire
life. You exceed the meaning of perfect. I love you. Liam
xx" I smile at the phone, missing him already.
I fall asleep quickly, knowing I need all the sleep I can get
before my next show. I dream about Liam, about Liam watching my
show, and the other guys, what they thought. I wonder if they
thought I was as good as Liam did, if Liam is just biased. I
dream sweet and happy dreams, content with my life.
I'm shaken awake far to soon by Mom, "C'mon, gotta
get ready baby girl," And even though I've never been a
morning person.. I can't help but smile, knowing I get to
relive last night all over again.
* * * * *
Hey! So they're
dating! What do you guys think?! Last chapter for tonight ! More
tomorrow. Love you all so much <3
The Little
Things
~Chapter
10~
I did get in trouble for the scandal. I'm
not allowed to go party for awhile. There are worse things to
deal with, though. Like Liam going back to ignoring me. It's
early on a Sunday morning so I get dressed and walk over to
Liam's to surprise him. Basically so he can't get away
from me. "Liam, wake up." I shake him in his bed.
"Dan-" His eyes widen, "Oh, Val.. Valarie,"
He mumbles. I try not to show how much it stung that he thought
it would be Danielle. "Happy birthday," I mumble.
"Thanks," He mutters, sitting up, rubbing his eyes.
"Danielle was supposed to come over," He shrugs.
"Yeah well you got me instead," I sigh. He smirks.
"Look, maybe this was a bad idea, I should go." I stand
up to leave, he grabs my wrist. Volts of electricty sting up my
arm and I close my eyes, loving the warmth of his hand. The
sudden cold when he lets go makes my heart hurt. "Wait,
what's up? Why'd you come?" He asks, confused. I
turn slowly, and smile a little.
"We made a promise, remember?" His face lights up as he
remembers and he gets out of bed to get dressed, excited.
As we sit on the swings, eating our icecream, mine chocolate and
his vanilla, I sigh. "What's wrong?" He asks.
"Well.. It was a lot more fun when we could fit in the
jungle gym," I chuckle. "Hey, you promised," He
rolls his eyes. And he's right, we did. When we were little,
we spent every birthday together. And when he got big and famous,
we were scared to let that go. So we promised that no matter
where we were or who we were with, we'd make time for
eachother. Maybe a long phone call or video chat, or on lucky
occasions like these, spending the day. "Remember the year
you turned 5?" Liam mumbles, kicking sand with his feet.
"Uh huh," I mumble. "You broke your wrist,"
He laughs. I squint my eyes at him, trying to figure out why
it's funny. "I still didn't leave, I spent the whole
day at the hospital." He laughs. I laugh, too.
"Liam," I sigh, but not to him, more to the Liam I
remember. "Where did you go?" I whisper. He stares deep
into my eyes, his are sad, and instead of answering, he just
sticks out his hand, "It's getting late, let's get
back," I grab it and we walk home.
We stop at my stairs. "Wanna come in?" I breathe,
hoping he says yes, and kind of hoping he says no. He shakes his
head, "I have something I need to do," He smiles a
little. "Me too," I whisper, meaning it. Before he
goes, he leans in hesitantly, kissing my cheek lightly. My cheek
bursts into flames. I watch him leave then run inside and get out
a pen. I write and write and write.
Then I call Mr. Manson and meet him in the studio. I sing him the
song I wrote and he promises to get it out as soon as possible. I
thank him and go home to go to bed.
I wake up the next morning to hear my song playing on the radio
and scream with excitement. I sing along with my favorite lines,
the ones especially inspired by Liam. At the end, the radio man
tells how I literally wrote it last night, and I dance a little
victory dance for myself. Suddenly, One Direction is being
interviewed. "How'd you like it guys?" They all
comment except for Liam. "One line asks 'Oh you, where
did you go?' " The man says quietly, "What do you
think about that heartbreaker?" The man jokes. Liam speaks
up, "I'm right here, Val."
* * * * *
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but thank you for staying with me! However, when I was waiting to
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The Little
Things
~Chapter
9~
I pick at my food quietly, sitting on the
couch, watching the guys goof off. Well, except for Liam.
He's too busy oogling at Danielle to notice the rest of the
world. Then it hits me, I know what I have to do to get Liam
really jealous! "Harry, wanna take a walk, I really need to
talk to you," I use my most flirty face, knowing Harry
really can't resist a little batting of the eyelashes.
"Sure, Valarie, of course," He stands up quickly,
leaving the guys and following me outside. "So, what's
up?" He asks when we're outside. "I've missed
you," I say, staring at the ground, walking slowly.
"Yeah, well, try being in the same room with Liam the past
five months," He rolls his eyes. "What do you
mean?" I try not to sound too eager. "The only thing he
can talk about it you, he misses you," Harry mumbles,
looking the other way. "Really?" I ask. "Well he
can find a new best friend anyway," I shrug. Harry grabs my
arm to stop me, "No, Valarie, he can't." He lets go
and we start to walk again, I keep silent. "Besides,
that's not what I meant anyway," Harry laughs. I stare
at his face in amazement before we decide to head back.
When we get back, I keep to myself, but all the time, I'm
watching Liam and Danielle. I watch the way he stares at her, the
way she laughs when he tickles her. I watch as her eyes light up
when she looks at him.. And I wonder if that's how we were
those two days when we were a possible couple. No, I shake my
head, thinking to myself. We were different. How? Liam's eyes
werern't dead when he looked at me. He was alive. We were
alive. I ask my mom to leave early, I can't stand watching
Liam pretend to love someone just to hurt me anymore.
Two days later, a picture of Harry and I is on the cover of a
magazine, just as I had planned. He calls me and we laugh it off,
but I secretly hope Liam sees it. What Harry said last night,
though, it makes me wonder if this is all worth it. Then I
remember the way he stared at Danielle, my heart crumbles and I
know my answer. I walk into the kitchen right as I hear my name
on the Tv. I walk over and turn the volume up. "What the
hell," This wasn't scheduled. "So, after seeing
these pictures," Two photos of me in a club a few weeks ago,
dancing with guys flash on the screen, "What do you
think?" The reporter comes back on. I start to breathe
heavy. "Is Valarie the idol everyone thinks she is? Or is
she just another trashy teenage girl blown way out of
proportion?" I recognize the woman as someone I used to
watch. Her show's all about trashing celebrities, I'd
always found it funny. The pounding in my head reminds me of how
cruel she is, and how it's really not funny at all. I sink to
the ground and start to rock, crying. Mr.Manson will be mad,
it's too early for some party girl scandal to come out. Mom
will be mad that I'm ruining my reputation. I start to sob
and I don't stop.
It's late, but I haven't moved from my spot on the floor.
Mom hasn't come home. Suddenly the door opens, and I'm
too nervous about the trouble I'll get in to be scared.
"Val?" It's too dark to know who it is, but the
familiar nickname makes me look up anyway. He sits down next to
me and pulls me in his arms, cooing soothing words in my ear.
"Did you hear what she said?" I ask, my voice breaking.
I feel him nod against the top of my head. "I didn't do
anything wrong," I shake my head. "I'm not a bad
girl," I whisper, my lips quivering.
"I know, Val, I know," He whispers, kissing the top of
my head.
* * * * *
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think!? Who came in to help Val? Is it Liam? And if it is.. What
does he mean when he says he knows she's not a bad girl? Does
he forgive her? Lemme know what you think! Omg you guys,
Idon't have time to notify tonight, but I'll do it
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The Little
Things
~Chapter
8~
I watch from backstage as One Direction
performs my opening act. I smile to myself, knowing that this is
the way it was supposed to be all along. My smile fades when I
realize that it's not the same, and it shouldn't be like
this; Not when we haven't spoken to eachother in five months.
I hear them introduce me and make my way to the corner of the
stage, still hiden from the audience, as One Direction walks off
and I walk on, Liam grabs my arm. "Val.. I mean,
Valarie," He mumbles. I stop and then slide my arm out of
his grasp, walking to the center of the stage, a huge smile on my
face. The sold out arena is filled of my fans, screaming my name
(My stage name is just Valarie, not Val, and no last name). The
sound of their screams is deafening, but some how, my singing is
even louder.
During my whole performance, all three hours of it, I think about
the day in the cafe when I was too normal to be with Liam and his
famous friends, knowing that soon enough, I'll have some
famous friends of my own.
When I walk off the stage, I can't stop smiling, the feeling
inside my body is just too much to explain. I'm beyond happy.
Until I notice five guys standing infront of my dressing room.
Mr. Manson walks up, and hugs me tightly, he's become like a
father to me, "You're amazing," He ruffles my hair
before letting me go so I can hug my mother. "You're
perfect," She says, tears in her eyes. "Awh, Mom,"
I smile, hugging her tightly too. Suddenly, Mr. Manson and Mom
notice the guys and slowly walk away, I'm guessing Mom
explained everything to him during the show. "Wow, Val..
Valarie," Liam corrects himself once again. "That was
amazing," Harry smiles at me. Seeing them all infront of me,
smiling at me so proudly, so close I can touch them makes me want
to cry. "I've got to go," I say, trying to push
past them and into my room. They stop me.
"Look Valarie, we know we've been awful friends but
we're trying, we really are," He mumbles. "By
performing at my show? As if that makes it any better," I
roll my eyes, disgusted.
I'm halfway through my dressing room when Liam, finally angry
enough to snap at me shouts, "Why did you let us perform
then?" He snaps. I turn around and look him right in the
eye. "Sometimes management makes us do things we
don't want to do." I quote him from the last time we
spoke and watch him cringe, his fists clenching. I smirk at his
upset face and slam the door in the rest of the bands.
The doorbell rings and I trudge down the stairs in my pajamas,
since Mom isn't home. It's Liam. "Liam, go away, I
don't want to even talk to you," I try to close the door
but he stops me. "Don't flatter yourself, my mother is
making me invite you over for dinner," He rolls his eyes.
"Sorry, I'd rather not," I glare at him. "Just
doing what my mom asked me to," He shrugs. I slam the door
closed. To my dismay, Mrs. Payne had called my mom, just in case
I didn't pass the invitation along, which I hadn't. When
Mom realized I hadn't told her about the dinner, I got in
trouble. No phone for a week. Whatever.
I sit in the car outside the Paynes house, dreading what's to
come. "Let's go," Mom sighs. I get out of the car
reluctantly and enter the house slowly. When I get in the living
room I notice a girl's voice talking to Liams. Then it hits
me, it's Danielle. Liam looks up and smirks, kissing Danielle
right on the lips.
When he's done, he looks right at me, meaning in his eyes.
Not only is Danielle worth going against management for when I
clearly was not, but he knows how badly I wanted us to work out
as a couple.
I know Liam better than anybody so I also know that he wants
nothing more than for me to forgive him. I scowl at him while
walking over to the other guys, my arms outstretched, ready for a
hug.
They embrace me gratefully, "Friends again?" Zayn
laughs. "Best friends," I emphasize best, Liam and I
glaring at eachother.
But it's too late.
This is war.
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What do you guys
think!? Val and Liam are ready to battle it out, while Val is
reunited with the other members of One Direction.. Could it be
that Val and Liam are just to proud to apologize? And if they
don't do it soon.. Could their friendship be gone
forever?
The Little
Things
~Chapter
7~
I decided to do the right thing and break up
with Brian the day he went back home. I could commit myself to
him when I really love Liam. I stop at Liam's house and find
the rest of the guys hanging out in the living room. "Way to
invite me, guys," I joke. They all get quiet. "It was a
joke guys, c'mon," I laugh. "Val, can we
talk?" Liam whispers, not looking me in the eye.
"Sure," I whisper, following him. I look back at the
guys as we walk away. They sit, still silent. I get a horrible
feeling in the pit of my stomach.
"I told the guys about Mr. Manson," He says, sitting on
his bed. "What'd they say?" I ask, sitting beside
him. "Well.. no one thinks you should do it," He
breathes. "Why not?" I whisper. "Well. it can be..
uhm," He struggles to find words. "It can be
hard," He sighs. "Like when?" I ask, biting my
lip. "Like now is one of those times," He says shakily.
I get tears in my eyes, sensing something bad. "What's
wrong Liam?" I ask. "Sometimes, the management
doesn't let you do certain things," He says, and I can
tell he's crying too. "Like what Liam?" I say
forcefully. "Like ignore the people you love," He
whispers, looking up at me. "Liam," I breathe. "We
can't talk to you anymore, Val," He says, his face torn.
"Why?" I whisper. "I don't know, but I need to
do what they tell me, we all do," He says quietly.
I storm out of the room. "Valarie, wait!" Zayn shouts.
"We don't want it like this," Harry breathes.
"You all knew, and no one told me! What were you gonna do?
Treat me like crap until I had enough? You lied to me!" I
scream. "All of you," I whisper. Liam walks into the
room, his face looking so sad it breaks my heart.
"Val," He whispers. I want to make him feel the way I
do.
"Don't call me that ever again," I spit. "My
old best friend used to call me that name, he's the only one
I want to have called me it," I snap before running out the
door, leaving behind the family I used to be a part of.
I sit in a room, waiting. "Ah, Valarie," Mr. Manson
says, reaching out to hug me. "I've made my
decision," I whisper. "Are you sure? You can have more
time, if you'd like." He smiles kindly. I think back to
earlier this afternoon and shake my head. "I'm
ready." I breathe. He nods, "Let's get started
then,"
FIVE MONTHS LATER
"Mom, where's my other earring?" I shout down the
stairs. "I don't know but we're going to be
late." She yells up back to me. I roll my eyes. Tonight is
my first show. It's funny, I was an instant hit, getting
amazing success in a very short amount of a time. I walk down the
stairs, and hug my mom. "I'm so proud of you," She
whispers. I look up at her. "Do you miss them?" She
asks quietly, seeing it in my eyes. "So much," I
breathe. "I just can't believe something like this is
happening and they're not by my side," I say softly. She
nods, hugging me tighter.
When I get in the bus, Mr. Manson smiles at me hugely.
"You'll never guess who we got to play as an opening
act," He says excitedly. "Who?" I ask. "They
don't usually do this, but they said for you, they
would!" He claps his hands joyously. "Who?" I
repeat. "Do you know the band One Direction?" He asks,
proud of himself.
I gasp, then quickly say sadly,
"I used to."
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think!? Do you think One Direction is trying to make up for how
they acted before? And should they have gone against management
and stuck it out for Val? Lemme know!